Ok I have to explain

So apparently a lot of you readers send comments to me saying I am a lesbian. So i want to set the record straight.

I AM NOT A FUCKING LESBIAN

Lesbians are sinful and will burn in hell. I fell in love with Bekah, who happens to be another girl.
However, I do NOT desire any other girl (or guy for that matter).
I fell in love with Bekah DESPITE her being female NOT because of it.

See, all lezbos have mental issues, which is why most of them commit suicide. And the more you lezbo out, the more you start looking like a man (they are called butch).

I had NO intentions of being with a girl, or anyone else for that matter. I was happy to be alone and single and chaste and pure like God commands. However, God also commands us to find someone to love and he must have looked on me with favor for being such a righteous Orthodox Christian because he sent Bekah into my life.

Yes, Bekah is a girl. Yes, we have sex. Yes, she is my girlfriend. Yes, I AM going to marry her someday.

This does NOT make me a crazed sinful lezbo.

Now Bekah, was a crazed lezbo BUT since she has been with ME she has shed most (not all) or her sinful craven lesbian ways and is more normal. She still needs to make progress but she will get there.

So to clarify:

Steffi: NOT a lesbian

Thanks for reading!
Steffi

random stuff

Not much going on. Its snowing like crazy here, I thought winter was over! Boooo!

I wanted to build a snowman but its way too cold and windy. Why can't it be a nice calm snow like I see at Christmas on the Hallmark Channel? I don't have time for no blizzard!

Thank God our pool is indoors so I can still go swimming or sit in the hot tub. Its kind of peaceful to be floating in our pool while looking outside at the howling wind and snow. Bessie hates the snow because her ears are too long and they get all cold. Plus she is low to the ground so its hard for her to get around in it. Poor basset hound :(  She runs outside, does her business, then runs back in and I have to dry her off so she doesn't bring wet dog smell into the house. I usually dry her off in the pool area then she will hang out by the gas fireplace and sleep before I will let her back into the house.

The pool area (or porch, I don't know what the proper term is) is all insulated from the cold so we can swim all year round. The pool is here, plus the hot tub and the gas fireplace and a few couches and chairs and a table and a 55 inch TV. I like being out here because I can look at the snow but still be warm and cozy.

Bekah used that strap on thing that shoots fake cum on me again. She asked if we could use it again and I said sure, it was kinda hot last time. So she put it on and made me suck it like i was giving her a blowjob. I sucked on it for  along time as she ran her fingers through my hair. Then she got on top of me and pushed it deep in me and started fucking me with it. She plowed me for a long ass time, like over an hour. I must have cum 4 times. Finally she pushed the button on it as she was cumming and it shoot loads of that fake cum deep inside me. It was warm and felt so hot. It was really intimate. Afterwards we lay wrapped around each other as the fake cum leaked out of me and we kissed.

Anyway, thats all for now. Thanks for reading!
Steff

Super Bowl

So Bekah and I watched the Super Bowl together. Dad went to a sports bar that was having an all day party so we had the house to ourselves.

She wanted the Patriots to win (Boooo!) and I didn't because Tom Brady left his pregnant first wife for his current super model wife, so he can burn in hell.

So we made a bet...if the Eagles win i get to do anything I want to her and if the Patriots win I have to clean her house.....wtf...I do NOT house clean that's why we have a house cleaner that comes twice a week WTF!


so we watch the game with Bessie (my basset hound) and every time the Eagles score or do something great I yell and Bessie barks.

So you all know what happened...EAGLES WIN! YAY! and bekah is all "Damn now I have to clean my own house". and I am all "Yeah and now I am going to have my way with you"

So I throw her back on my bed and she is all "Wait steff, we can't" and I am all "WTF Bekah you LOST!" and she is all "Steff, I am having my period" and I am all "I don't fucking care" so I go to unzip her jeans and she is all "NO Bekah, stop. It's gross wtf is wrong with you?"

So this pisses me off so I drop the elbow on her stomach like The Rock. she is all "AAUUGGHH WTF STFF!" and I am all "Do not say NO to me Bakah wtf have I told you before?!?!"

and she is all "Steff, my period" and I sigh and I explain "Look, so what? Its a natural biological function. it makes us female. its a sign we are fertile. you only think its gross because society convinced you to make you ashamed of your own body."
so she gets all quiet and she finally says "i should know better than to argue with you steff" and i say to her "look, if you really dont want to we dont have to, but make sure its because YOU dont want to, not because society convinced you that during your period no one can touch you."

so she looks ay me and says "I WANT to....im just embarressed. but you love me, so its ok."

so i go to unzip her jeans and she doesnt resist. I pull her jeans off and she opens her legs. she has on a pair of pink panties and i can see her maxi pad. i rub and caress her stomach and thighs as she moans softly. i rub her pussy through her pad and she smiles. i lift off her shirt and bra and suckle at her tits for a while, kissing her deeply. i kiss down her stomach to her panties and i pull them off, he pad inside her panties. i undress myself and get on top of her and she wraps her legs around my waist. we grind together for a long time, a LONG time. it feels wonderful.

after a while we get up and yeah, its a little messy. but we shower off and then get dressed and lay on the couch together cuddling.

all in all a great day!

Thanks for reading!
steff

MLK day? WTF!

So there is no school today because it is Martin Luther King Day.

So there is a holiday for a guy who was a communist and a spousal abuser. And who's only claim to fame was getting his black ass shot.

Malcolm X did far more for civil rights than King ever did so where is HIS day?
Oh that's right....Malcolm X didn't kiss Jewish ass like King did.

Well whatever, I have the day off so I can catch up on some school work and stuff. It is cold as fuck outside and we have snow. It is nice around here with snow, the scenery is quite lovely BUT driving in it is all kinds of horrible. Dad hates driving in the snow. He bought a 4x4 Denali for use in the snow because he said even though the Audi is 4 wheel drive, he would rather be in a big 4x4 SUV than a car.

I like being outside in the snow. When I was very young, I would go outside and build a snow fort and dad and I would have a snowball war. Our old dog, Eva, loved the snow. She was a shepherd/ husky mix. She loved being outside in the snow and would chase the snowballs we threw at each other. She died of old age, she was 13. I cried a lot when she died because I grew up with her always being around. That is how we ended up with Bessie, our basset hound. A friend of dads had basset hound puppies and dad got her from there. I remember when he brought her home i was so excited, and I laughed at her long ears. I thought she was funny looking. She is lazy though, which basset hounds are, but it is ok because she is loyal and she guards the house. I mean, i dont know what she would do if there was any trouble...probably fall asleep to be honest, but i love her because she has a very cute personality.

Bekah and I saw Jumanji last night and it was awesome! I loved it, it was a very good movie. I was all snuggled up to Bekah in the theater and I felt so comfortable. Of course, I made her put her hands down the front of my jeans and rub my pussy, and THAT felt even better. I practically raped her in her car on the way home. I made her pull over behind this building I know is deserted and I pulled her jeans down and finger-fucked her hard till she came a few times.

So now I will spend the day doing stuff. Its back to school tomorrow!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Saturday night fun

So dad went out last night to watch College football at the sports bar with his friends. While I miss not having dad around, this means Bekah and I have some quality alone time.

So she comes over and we go right into my bedroom and start making out. She is on top of me and we are kissing really deep for a long time. She pulled my shirt up and suckled on my tits for like ever, sucking and licking and biting them. It felt so good. She pulled off my miniskirt and thong and ate me out for a long time. She licked up all my wetness from cumming and kissed me a lot so I could tatse myself on her.

She gets undressed and I am all set to go down on her when she says "I want to surprise you with something" and i am all "Like what?"

She tells me its a surprise and to get on my knees with my ass in the air. I know she loves licking my ass so I think she is going to do that. She tells me to close my eyes and not to look back at her and I am all "uh ok whatever u say"

So I hear....something like she is putting something on and I am confused. She tells me to relax and she starts gently massaging my pussy, getting me even wetter.

I feel something against my pussy and I am all "Wtf" and the next thing i know she pushes forward and there is something HUGE inside my pussy. I cry out in pain because I have never had anything in my pussy before and whatever this is, its fucking huge. next thing i know Bekah starts pumping from behind and this thing starts going in and out of my pussy and then it hits me

She is fucking me!

IN my mind I am all "WTF how is this possible she is fucking me like a guy would" and I look back and she is wearing some sort of strap on thing with a huge rubber cock on it and she is fucking me with it. She smiles and says "surprise" and I can't do anything but moan because it feels so fucking good.

she continues to fuck me like that for a long time. My pussy is being pounded by this huge 11 inch rubber cock she is wearing. She starts talking dirty to me, saying "I am going to cum in u and get your pregnant" and shit. Well this turns me on even more and i push back with my hips as she fucks me.

Then something totally unexpected happens.

I start cumming hard and as I am cumming i suddenly hear Bekah moan and suddenly I feel my pussy fill up with some sort of warm liquid....and I am all WTF IS THIS in my brain. I cum hard and I can feel my pussy being filled with....whatever it is.

Finally my orgasm subsides and Bekah stops fucking. she gently pulls out of me and O collapse on my bed. I look down to see what just happened and I see what looks exactly like cum dripping my from vagina.

I say "Bekah wtf did u do to me?" and she lays down next to me and holds me tight and says "This is a strap on. Its how I can fuck you like a guy, and its special because it has a pump inside it that will shoot out this non allergic ph neutral liquid that looks and feels just like a guys cum."

I kiss her and I say "I never knew this even existed but it was so hot" and she stroked my hair and said "this is the closest I can ever come to getting your pregnant and i wanted to be this intimate with you"

We held each other tight and just enjoyed the closeness of being with each other. I admit, it felt extremely intimate and for a while i fantasized she had gotten me pregnant and it felt so good.

Thanks for reading!
Steff