Long time but back

Hello!

I really have let my attention get away from this blog, which is bad but I have been so busy with college and stuff. My days are busy and my nights and weekends are busier spending quality time with Bekah.

Christmas was nice. I was home for it with Bekah and the house was all decorated and it snowed! yay!

I got Bekah some nice NON LESBIAN looking clothes, which she really needs to start wearing more of. I also got her loads of thongs and a big bag of Starburst Jelly beans,

Bekah is poof as fuck so I never expect much from her, which I have told her I am ok with because she is poor as fuck and I don't care. But she outdid herself and got me some sweet new video games I have wanted and a new pair of Beats headphones.

The big winner, as usual, was Bessie, my basset hound, who got a huge rawhide bone from me, dad, and Bekah. Bessie was so happy to see me and I miss her when I am at college I wish I could take her with me but dad said she would get lonely in the apartment.

Bekah and I live together in an apartment off campus that dad pays for. Its beautiful and living with Bekah is a dream come true because I get to fall asleep in her arms every night and I can jump her and sex her up whenever I want.

Bekah goes to online college at that Phoenix Edu thing and works at Gamestop. I keep telling her I would pay for her online college but she refuses. OMG so hardheaded.

Thats about all for  now, I will write again in a few days!

Steff

Camping adventures

So Bekah and I went camping. I love camping because it is nice to be outdoors and by the creek to go swimming and just being around nature. I wanted Bessie to come with us but Dad said it would be too much work to keep an eye on her and stuff and I guess he is right...even though all she does is sleep. I think dad just wanted her to stay home to keep him company while I was gone hahaha.

So we went to the usual spot we always go to and it was very nice. The campsite is pretty isolated but it has water and a small outhouse and a grill already in place. I have this solar powered charger thing for my phone, and my SUV can provide power anyway so I was all set.

The two girls who went camping with us last time joined us on day 2. They are pretty cool for a couple of sinful lesbians, at least they are femme and not some ugly short haired butch lezbos.

So we made s'mores on the campfire, went swimming in the creek and goofed off and had a good time.

At night things got a bit wild. These girls have seen me naked before and last time we went camping the four of us ended up all having sex in front of each other. It just happened, and it happened again.

Bekah and I were going at it really hard and the other two were about 2 feet away from us going a it as well. A few times as we were all grinding and rolling around, we actually sorta crashed into each other.

I was nervous the other two lesbians would start eating MY pussy or sucking my tits and I was so turned on with Bekah I honestly don't know if i would have stopped them, but thankfully other than our legs getting tangled up a few times, nothing like that happened.

After wards we retired to our tent and Bekah and I would kiss for a long time and fall asleep in each other's arms.

I am so happy, so far this has been a great summer.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Me and Bekah

Normally I don't like posting pics of us together but she loved this one and I do too. I think it captures "us" as good as any photograph can. I just wish Bessie was in it!

Anyway, we are very happy together.
Our future is going to be fantastic....as long as she knocks it off with the sinful lesbian crap...because I am not a lesbian and she needs to stop being one.

Anyway, thanks for reading!

Steff

Godzilla!!!

So Bekah and I saw Godzilla King of the Monsters last night and it was AWESOME!!! I LOVE Godzilla and it was a great film! Very heavy on the monster fighting action, which the last film lacked. Godzilla looked great and King Ghidorah was scary as all hell. Mothra was beautiful and Rodan was his usual goofy self just like in the old films.

I wore a hell cute outfit, because I am hella cute! My miniskirt was very short and Bekah was all "OMG Steff that skirt is too short" and I was all "STFU Bekah I will wear what I want!"
I am concerned because Bekah has been wearing more and more lesbianish style of clothing. For a while she was dressing normal like me, but lately she has reverted back to her jeans, flannel, and baseball cap.

In the theater I made it a point to snuggle up to her and open my legs but she was all "Steff you are on your period" and I was all "So?" and she was all "It's just it could be....you know...messy"

OMFG

So I told her its not like I expected as to have sex in the theater but the last she could do was rub my pussy through my maxi pad....ugh...she can be so difficult sometimes.

So after the movie I jumped her in the car and gave her a huge hickey on her neck and she was all "OOWWW Steff what the fuck are you a vampire?"

so I said to her "You are dressing too much like a tomboy recently you need to stop and go back to dressing like me" and she was all like "I just like wearing what I am comfortable in."

So I look at her in the eyes and say "Bekah, if you don't start dressing like a normal NON LESBIAN girl I will beat the fuck out of you."

She got all quiet and lowered her head and said "I'm sorry I'll try harder."

YAY!

She? sometimes she just needs to have the correct way of thinking hammered home!

Thanks for reading!

Steff

I am back! Yay!!!

After a long time. I am back! I have been very busy and was concentrating on other things, but now I have some free time again! Yay!
Here are some updates:

I graduated High School!
Bekah and I went to the Prom together
I have been helping out one day a week at a Vet's office
Working again washing cars.
Bekah and I are going camping for a whole week alone..omg yay!
Bessie is still lazy and cute
Dad is still awesome and is the best dad ever!!!!
I am still cute and positive!

So that is my update. Bekah and I are going to see the new Godzilla movie tonight! I love Godzilla! I am going to wear a really short miniskirt even though I am on my period because I want to tease Bekah and show her my panties with my pad in muahahahaha

Thanks for reading!

Steffi

Fall

I love fall in this state. The leaves turn golden, the air gets cool and crisp, the scent of the trees at night. The Fall means flannel shirts, fire pits, bright starry nights, cuddling with Bekah. I remember growing up as a small Steffi I waned to leave this state for somewhere cool like California or New York...but now, no way. I have grown to love it here and I will never leave.

Dad and I have a great life here. Bessie is also a happy basset hound living where we do. And living here meant I met Bekah, the one person I want to spend all of eternity with. If I didn't live here I never would have met her.

I am so blessed and lucky to be who I am and living where I do. I am thankful for my life and I give all of the credit to God.

Laying in Bekah's arms, whether it is after making love or just cuddling outside in front of the fire pit, is the most special place on Earth to me.

Take me home country roads.....

No need to, I am home.......

thanks for reading!
Steffi

Random stuff!!!

So it is June and its summer and its hot as hell. I am back at the car wash again to make my own money. dad says its to instill responsibility in me. I don't mind, last year was fun and I made mad bank and was able to look cute and inspire positivism.

Bekah is poor so she NEEDS to work. I told her to wash cars with me but she says she doesn't like being in the heat. So she got a job at the Game stop in the mall. That is cool, now I can get video games at a discount. The issue is her parents cannot afford to send her to college and her grades were not good enough to get any scholarships. Plus, being white she won't get free money thrown at her like they do for illegal immigrants and niggers.

I told her its ok, she should do that Phoenix online or some other online college and I would help pay for it. She said no, that she doesn't want to rely on me for money but I told her "OMFG bekah you are poor as fuck and I have a lot of money let me help you". I think if I work on it all summer I can convince her. I mean, I will be a Vet someday so i will make enough money for both of us so she  can be my receptionist when I open my own Vets office. It would be cool, that way we will be together all day in addition to all night and when its slow I can take her into one of the Vet rooms and eat her pussy.

I asked Bekah who her favorite lezbo was and she said Kristen Stewart, that girl from Twilight. OMFG i hated Twilight, it was lame. Vampires don't sparkle wtf, I bet Blade would kill them all in like 5 seconds. so I looked up a pic of Kristen to see what the attraction for Bekah is:

Ok I can see it. She is pretty cute. And I admit, the fact that she has her pad showing through her underwear is pretty fucking hot as fuck. I MAY eat her pussy if given the chance, MAYBE.

I still think bekah is hotter:

I am So in love with her. And when SHE is in her panties and her pad is showing it drives me up the wall I just want to throw her on the ground and savagely rub our pussies together and bite her neck till its covered in hickies.

sigh.....I love you bekah.


thanks for reading!
Steff

weekend

My weekend was good. I went to see that new Star Wars movie: "Solo"

BARF

If Bekah wasn't with me I would have fallen asleep. It was boring. I mean, it wasn't like a BAD film, it was just boring, there was nothing exciting about it at all. Well, I liked Chewbacca, he is always cool, but the rest of the film almost put me asleep. Dad saw the original Star Wars when he was a kid, but he refuses to see the new ones because he says "SJW's have ruined it."

So when we left and were driving home Bekah says to me: "Hey Steffi, dont think I am weird but I have this...well, like fantasy with you I want to try out."

So I am all "Oh? this sounds like it could be hot or totally immoral in which case I will beat the crap out of you!!"

She laughs (I wasn't joking btw) and says "No, trust me its just....well...its just something I want to try."

SO i say "Ok what?"

So Bekah says: "Well you know how was use that strap on? (Which I love using btw) I want to use it in the car, except I want to put it on and park somewhere and have you suck on it like I am a guy and you are giving me a blowjob."

So I say to her "Bekah, this isn't some sort of step towards you telling me you want to transition into a guy is it, cause if it is, I will literally choke you to death."

And she laughs and says "OMG NO Steff, good lord, even I think those trans people are fucked up. I love being a girl, trust me on that. Its just...well, its just it would be kinda dirty and the thought of it turns me on."


So I am all "Well, ok Bekah. It does sound dirty and to be honest, it sounds like kinda dangerous and fun. Ok, lets park somewhere."

So we go to our usual spot where I know no one ever goes. She gets that strapon thing out of a bag in her car, takes off her jeans and panties, and puts it on. I lean over to the drivers seat and give her a long deep kiss. Then I lay across her lap so I can suck on the strap on cock. I rub it across my face as she runs her fingers through my hair. I lick all the way down it to its "balls" and lick them. I lick all the way up to the top then take it in my mouth and start sucking.

I suck on it for a long time, my head bobbing up and down on it as Bekah moans and runs her fingers through my hair. Because she is naked from the waist down, I can smell the wetness dripping from her pussy, and that turns me on even more. I suck her off hard and long. She is really into it and I am so happy to know its making her feel good that it turns ME on.

I suck on the strap on for at least 45 minutes before she says "I want to cum on you" so I pull back and she grabs the cock and holds it over my face as it cums. It shoots its fake cum all over my face and it is SO hot. Finally, it stops cumming. She gets a towel from the back and cleans my face off. I lean in and we kiss hot and heavy for a long time.

She is all "Thank you, it was better than I fantasized."

And I say to her "You are my girlfriend, I love you. Anything for you."
And she smiles and says "I love when you refer to me as your girlfriend. I know how hard it was for you to accept what we have, and to hear you call me that, to know this is how you really feel. Steff, you have no idea how much it really means to me. Seriously, I love you."

Sigh....life with her is going to be amazing.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Ok I have to explain

So apparently a lot of you readers send comments to me saying I am a lesbian. So i want to set the record straight.

I AM NOT A FUCKING LESBIAN

Lesbians are sinful and will burn in hell. I fell in love with Bekah, who happens to be another girl.
However, I do NOT desire any other girl (or guy for that matter).
I fell in love with Bekah DESPITE her being female NOT because of it.

See, all lezbos have mental issues, which is why most of them commit suicide. And the more you lezbo out, the more you start looking like a man (they are called butch).

I had NO intentions of being with a girl, or anyone else for that matter. I was happy to be alone and single and chaste and pure like God commands. However, God also commands us to find someone to love and he must have looked on me with favor for being such a righteous Orthodox Christian because he sent Bekah into my life.

Yes, Bekah is a girl. Yes, we have sex. Yes, she is my girlfriend. Yes, I AM going to marry her someday.

This does NOT make me a crazed sinful lezbo.

Now Bekah, was a crazed lezbo BUT since she has been with ME she has shed most (not all) or her sinful craven lesbian ways and is more normal. She still needs to make progress but she will get there.

So to clarify:

Steffi: NOT a lesbian

Thanks for reading!
Steffi

Saturday night!

So Saturday night was an experience and a half.

Bekah tells me "Hey you remember that party we went to? They are having another one and we are invited."

And I respond "You mean that lesbian party right?"

And she gets all nervous and quiet and is all "yeah. Them. But you said you had fun last time so I thought.."
And I say "I enjoyed the time with you, but the lezbos I could not care less about. We can go, but, like last time, any of them start doing any weird lesbian shit towards me or you, I will burn that place down."
And Bekah is all happy and is all "Yay! Ok, it will be fun like last time! Trust me, I wont let you away from my side for a minute."

So i decide to dress real sexy so I can torture Bekah and her sinful lesbian friends. I have on a WAY too short white miniskirt (small white thong panties) a half shoulder peach color crop top, and my white converse sneakers. When Belah picks me up she is wearing her jeans, flannel shirt over a white tank top, and a baseball cap flipped backwards. Her mouth hits the floor of the car and she is all "Steff...my God....they are going to go apeshit seeing you like this."

So I lean over and kiss her deep and say "You are the only one who gets to enjoy me."

So on the drive over I have my legs open so Bekah and see my pussy and she is rubbing my thighs and I am all "Mmm you are going to get me wet before we get there then I will have to ditch my panties" And she laughs

So we get to the party and sure enough, every single girl there was looking at me like I was some sort of blonde goddess (I know they all wanted to pin me down, hold my legs open, and lick and eat my pussy for hours)

So Bekah and I are hanging out, listening to music, drinking (no alcohol, alcohol is a sin and you go to hell for drunkeness).

So again i asked Bekah how many of these girls she had lezbo sex with and she says "none of them".


THEN she pauses and looks at this girl on the other side of the room and says "Well, except for her."

And I am all "WTF EXcuse me?"

And Bekah says "Well you asked, that girl over there, her. I was with her. It was only a few times, we werent dating, it was for fun. Nothing serious."

At this point all i want to do is clothesline that girls head off and then beat the fuck out of Bekah BUT, I promised I would behave.

"Bekah, I will remain calm but I refuse to talk to her and I dont want you talking to her either or I will kill both of you."

Bekah laughs and hugs me and says "You are my world. You are all i want or need, for eternity. Believe me."

So I lean in and kiss her deep right in front of all the lezbos who can only watch and be jealous HAHHAHAHAHAH. i actually run my hands over her ass as we kiss just for dramatic effect.


So i whisper to Bekah "Lets find a private spot" And she is all "You aerious?"

so I take her by the hand and we find a closet and we both go in and we start going at it. she pulls my thong off and starts fingering me and I wrap one leg around her as she plunges her fingers in and out of my wet pussy. I bite her neck hard and give her a huge hickey as she fingers me.

She puts a finger inside my ass and pumps away with it as I rub her pussy through her jeans.

After about 15 min or so, we both cum. I put my thong back on but my hair is a mess and she is covered in hickies. We leave the closet and we are both smiling and glowing. The lezbos at the party can tell what we just did and its so fucking hot.


I love her


Thanks for reading!
Steff

Gun control?? BS!

so after that stupid shooting in Florida, the Jews have really been pushing this whole gun control thing. Except this time they are using crisis actors and clueless children to do their dirty Jew-work for them.

This David Hogg guy looks like a typical soy boy cuck faggot. I am serious, Bessie my basset hound could kick his ass. The 2 Amendment is there to protect us from tyranny, but as usual the kikes HATE that and will try to disarm patriotic white christian Americans. Thank God Donald Trump will never let them!

This gun control thing even effected ME personally!

Bekah as over and she was lying leaned back into me on my bed as we watched a movie on NetFlix (which I am cancelling now btw because that bitch Susan rice is on the board) I had my arms around here and was just enjoying being with her when she says:

"I am glad we can watch movies and not have to see the news, its been terrible recently"

and I was all :
"Yeah with all those retarded kids trying to take away our right to bear arms and stuff. a bunch of communists."

So Bekah replies:
"But Steffi, we need gun control. Too many school shootings and people having access to military grade weapons. Guns kill so many people."

Excuse me? WHAT THE FUCK!

So immediately I slap a choke hold on her. Its like a version of the Cobra Clutch. My arms goes around her neck and my other arm locks it in and I squeeze with all my strength. Immediately she yells out and her eyes bug and she is all "ACK WHAT THE FUCK STEFFI" and she is clawing at my arms trying to break the hold and I just squeeze tighter and I yell at her

"Gun control is communism! Our rights come from GOD and no one can take them away Bekah what the fuck is your problem!"

She cant talk and she is gasping for air and her face is turning red. She tries to stand but I pull her back down and wrap my legs around her and really lock the hold in. I can see her eyes bug out and I swear she is starting to foam at the mouth. She is all waving her arms around and she starts pounding the bed like she is tapping out and I am yelling:

"Do not ever say shit like that again Bekah! Communists go to hell!"

So I can feel her going limp and I dont want to kill her, just teach her a lesson so I let her go and she immediately starts gasping for air and she is all crying like a little bitch.  So I say to her"

"Bekah you really need to get with the program. Our rights come from the Almighty himself and those retards from that school, who are crisis actors BTW, will not take them away."

After a while she regains her composure and she gets up like she is leaving and I am all:
"Where the fuck do you think you are going?"

and she is all quiet and she says "Home"

and I am all "No you aren't, get back over here."

she bows her head and sits next to me and quietly says "You abuse me"

OMFG what a drama queen

and I am all "Uh no i don't, I just react to some of the improper things you say. Things that are sinful or anti-american. You need to learn to stop that stuff. I love you, I want to be with you forever, I dont want to be in heaven while you burn in hell for your views and opinions."

she just sits there so I go to her and hold her and stroke her hair. After a while she says quietly "I am pathetic." and she lays back down in my arms.

so I tell her :you are not pathetic, I love you. You are my girlfriend. I am going to marry you one day."

and she looks up at me with tears and says "youve never called me your girlfriend before."

and I say to her "Well maybe ive come to the realization that is the proper term for what we have.'

I lean in and kiss her and we kiss lovingly and passionately for a long time.

We end up naked and eating each other out for a long time. Just like it should be.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

random stuff

Not much going on. Its snowing like crazy here, I thought winter was over! Boooo!

I wanted to build a snowman but its way too cold and windy. Why can't it be a nice calm snow like I see at Christmas on the Hallmark Channel? I don't have time for no blizzard!

Thank God our pool is indoors so I can still go swimming or sit in the hot tub. Its kind of peaceful to be floating in our pool while looking outside at the howling wind and snow. Bessie hates the snow because her ears are too long and they get all cold. Plus she is low to the ground so its hard for her to get around in it. Poor basset hound :(  She runs outside, does her business, then runs back in and I have to dry her off so she doesn't bring wet dog smell into the house. I usually dry her off in the pool area then she will hang out by the gas fireplace and sleep before I will let her back into the house.

The pool area (or porch, I don't know what the proper term is) is all insulated from the cold so we can swim all year round. The pool is here, plus the hot tub and the gas fireplace and a few couches and chairs and a table and a 55 inch TV. I like being out here because I can look at the snow but still be warm and cozy.

Bekah used that strap on thing that shoots fake cum on me again. She asked if we could use it again and I said sure, it was kinda hot last time. So she put it on and made me suck it like i was giving her a blowjob. I sucked on it for  along time as she ran her fingers through my hair. Then she got on top of me and pushed it deep in me and started fucking me with it. She plowed me for a long ass time, like over an hour. I must have cum 4 times. Finally she pushed the button on it as she was cumming and it shoot loads of that fake cum deep inside me. It was warm and felt so hot. It was really intimate. Afterwards we lay wrapped around each other as the fake cum leaked out of me and we kissed.

Anyway, thats all for now. Thanks for reading!
Steff

Strike!

Well our dumbass teachers are still on strike. I dunno why they feel the need to strike, they have JOBS wtf is their problem!?!?!?

Typical liberal bullshit. All it is doing is disrupting OUR education! They should all be fired and then shot or put into work camps.


The good thing about this is I get to spend ALL my time with Bekah. We have gone out to dinner, to the movies, and enjoyed our time together.

So a few days ago she says this to me:

"Hey Steff, lets go to a party. There will be music and dancing and stuff."

"Oh? Whose party"?

"A girls I know from (REDACTED) is having a house party and she invited me and whoever I want to bring"

So I am curious so i say to her:
"What sort of party is this?"

And Bekah says "Its just a house party. Just people around our age hanging out, listening to music, dancing, they have a big backyard and will have lights set up and everything. You don't have to drink, and these people dont do drugs."

So I say to her:
"Ok well, what sort of people will be there?"

And she gets quiet and says:
"Well.....people like us."

"You mean teenagers?"

"Yeah but more than that. People who believe in the things we believe in."

"You mean Orthodox Christianity and Nationalism?"

"NO Steff. I mean people who.....people who feel like we do....about each other."

So I say:
"Bekah....is this a LESBIAN party?"

And she looks at the ground and sort of shuffles her feet.

"Well, They are MOSTLY lesbians but there are a few straight girls and bisexuals too"

WHAM I clobbered Bekah with a clothesline. She dropped like a sack of rocks and hit the floor. I jumped on her back and slapped the camel clutch on her while she cried. I yelled:

"I TOLD YOU WE ARE NOT LESBIANS AND I TOLD YOU WHAT I WOULD DO IF YOU EVER BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN!"

she was crying her eyes out sobbing in pain and was all "AAARRGGHH you are breaking my back Im sorry I just thought it would be a nice night out PLEASE STOP YOU ARE BREAKING MY SPINE"

I just pulled back on the camel clutch harder as she slapped her hands on the floor like she was tapping out. I yelled

"I told you we are NOT lesbians!! WHY MUST YOU MAKE WHAT WE HAVE SINFUL!"

I released the camel clutch and stood over her. I flipped her over on her stomach she she cried and spasmd on the floor. I got on top of my bed and dropped the elbow across her chest WHAM!!!!

She started convulsing like she was being electrocuted. It was kinda funny to be honest.

I got on top of her and grabbed her by the head and said "You will never ever ever see me again if you bring this lesbian shit up one more time. You got it?"

and she was all crying her eyes out and she says "Im sorry im so sorry i wont i swear please dont leave me i love you"

So I lay down next to her and held her tight as she cried in my arms for an hour. i stroked her hair and kissed her head and told her over and over again I loved her and I wont leave her as long as she behaves and stays away from sinful things like lesbians.


she kept saying over and over "please dont leave me" and i told her i would not. I held her till she stopped crying and i kissed her and i said
"Look Bekah, if you want to go to this party we can, but if ANYONE asks if I am a sinful lesbian I am going to say no. I get the feeling you want to go to this so I am willing ok?"

So she smiles and nods her head and I kiss her and hold her tight.

Well we went to this party and I have to admit it wasn't bad. They had awesome music, and a lot of non alcoholic stuff to drink....they did have alcohol but i didnt see anyone too drunk. i DID notice a lot of the lezbos were checking me out and I could tell Bekah was a combination of jealous and proud. I hung all over her all night to indicate she was MINE and she was hands off!

we danced and we talked to a lot of people. I met some of her "friends". I kept asking her if she lezbo fucked any of them and she said no but she did make out with a few..GRRRRRRR!!!

anyway we had a good time, and it made her happy. She just needs to understand what we have is NOT lesbiansism but rather, LOVE.


thanks for reading!
Steff

Loved

I feel so loved when Bekah is here, I love being with her, even if we are just walking next to each other or watching TV or driving in her car, just to be physically near her makes my heart and soul sing.

We have such an intimate bond. We have explored each other's bodies time and time again and each time we both discover something new about one another.

A few nights ago I held her in my arms as she suckled my tits. I held her like I was breastfeeding her and she sucked on my tits for over and hour as I cradled her in my arms and kissed the top of her head. It was SO intimate. It was such a bonding experience.

I hate when she is not here. I cannot wait for the day we can live together and I can give myself to her anytime of day or night. It will be heaven.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Super Bowl

So Bekah and I watched the Super Bowl together. Dad went to a sports bar that was having an all day party so we had the house to ourselves.

She wanted the Patriots to win (Boooo!) and I didn't because Tom Brady left his pregnant first wife for his current super model wife, so he can burn in hell.

So we made a bet...if the Eagles win i get to do anything I want to her and if the Patriots win I have to clean her house.....wtf...I do NOT house clean that's why we have a house cleaner that comes twice a week WTF!


so we watch the game with Bessie (my basset hound) and every time the Eagles score or do something great I yell and Bessie barks.

So you all know what happened...EAGLES WIN! YAY! and bekah is all "Damn now I have to clean my own house". and I am all "Yeah and now I am going to have my way with you"

So I throw her back on my bed and she is all "Wait steff, we can't" and I am all "WTF Bekah you LOST!" and she is all "Steff, I am having my period" and I am all "I don't fucking care" so I go to unzip her jeans and she is all "NO Bekah, stop. It's gross wtf is wrong with you?"

So this pisses me off so I drop the elbow on her stomach like The Rock. she is all "AAUUGGHH WTF STFF!" and I am all "Do not say NO to me Bakah wtf have I told you before?!?!"

and she is all "Steff, my period" and I sigh and I explain "Look, so what? Its a natural biological function. it makes us female. its a sign we are fertile. you only think its gross because society convinced you to make you ashamed of your own body."
so she gets all quiet and she finally says "i should know better than to argue with you steff" and i say to her "look, if you really dont want to we dont have to, but make sure its because YOU dont want to, not because society convinced you that during your period no one can touch you."

so she looks ay me and says "I WANT to....im just embarressed. but you love me, so its ok."

so i go to unzip her jeans and she doesnt resist. I pull her jeans off and she opens her legs. she has on a pair of pink panties and i can see her maxi pad. i rub and caress her stomach and thighs as she moans softly. i rub her pussy through her pad and she smiles. i lift off her shirt and bra and suckle at her tits for a while, kissing her deeply. i kiss down her stomach to her panties and i pull them off, he pad inside her panties. i undress myself and get on top of her and she wraps her legs around my waist. we grind together for a long time, a LONG time. it feels wonderful.

after a while we get up and yeah, its a little messy. but we shower off and then get dressed and lay on the couch together cuddling.

all in all a great day!

Thanks for reading!
steff

Netflix and chill

So the new Godzilla anime debuted on Netflix and I love Godzilla. I am also a fan of anime so this was a great combination to me. Dad was out watching Basketball with his friends and Bekah and I had the house to ourselves. We made nachos (vegan for her...blah) and we settled in to watch the film.

I loved it. It was very well made and was a great film. It is the first of a trilogy and the ending was left open.  Bekah is not really into anime or Godzilla but she enjoyed the film.

She tried to mess around while the film was on but I kept shooing her away because I wanted to watch it, it just made her more determined but i put a stop to that. She tried to lift off my shirt but I flipped her over and put her in an arm lock and i was all "no fooling around till the movie is over" and she was all "arrrghh ok ok" ha ha ha ha ha


So the film ends and I though it was great. I leaned back into her and I was all "Now you can have me" and she was all "well what if im not in the mood now?" so I jumped on top of her and started to unzip her jeans and I said "I dont care, i wanna see your pussy" and she was all "Stop" and I pulled at her jeans and she was all trying to stop me and I said "omg stop fighting me I wanna see your pussy I KNOW this is making you wet" and she got all quiet and said "yes it is."

So I pulled her jeans down and she had a wet spot on her panties. I pulled them off and held her legs apart and ate her pussy for a long time. I licked all inside her as she moaned and ran her hands through my hair. I sucked on her clit really hard until she came. She cried out loud and pulled my hair as I sucked her clit as she came. I licked up all her juices and swallowed them. I kissed up her stomach to her tits and suckled on them for a while and then kissed her long and deep for a long long time.

I pulled my clothes off and she flipped me over and ate my pussy and my ass for a long time. I came in her mouth as she sucked my pussy then she sucked on my tits as i cradled her in my arms. We kissed lovingly for a while as I slowly fingered her ass (she loves that).

I love her so much. She makes me so happy. I want to marry her.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

MLK day? WTF!

So there is no school today because it is Martin Luther King Day.

So there is a holiday for a guy who was a communist and a spousal abuser. And who's only claim to fame was getting his black ass shot.

Malcolm X did far more for civil rights than King ever did so where is HIS day?
Oh that's right....Malcolm X didn't kiss Jewish ass like King did.

Well whatever, I have the day off so I can catch up on some school work and stuff. It is cold as fuck outside and we have snow. It is nice around here with snow, the scenery is quite lovely BUT driving in it is all kinds of horrible. Dad hates driving in the snow. He bought a 4x4 Denali for use in the snow because he said even though the Audi is 4 wheel drive, he would rather be in a big 4x4 SUV than a car.

I like being outside in the snow. When I was very young, I would go outside and build a snow fort and dad and I would have a snowball war. Our old dog, Eva, loved the snow. She was a shepherd/ husky mix. She loved being outside in the snow and would chase the snowballs we threw at each other. She died of old age, she was 13. I cried a lot when she died because I grew up with her always being around. That is how we ended up with Bessie, our basset hound. A friend of dads had basset hound puppies and dad got her from there. I remember when he brought her home i was so excited, and I laughed at her long ears. I thought she was funny looking. She is lazy though, which basset hounds are, but it is ok because she is loyal and she guards the house. I mean, i dont know what she would do if there was any trouble...probably fall asleep to be honest, but i love her because she has a very cute personality.

Bekah and I saw Jumanji last night and it was awesome! I loved it, it was a very good movie. I was all snuggled up to Bekah in the theater and I felt so comfortable. Of course, I made her put her hands down the front of my jeans and rub my pussy, and THAT felt even better. I practically raped her in her car on the way home. I made her pull over behind this building I know is deserted and I pulled her jeans down and finger-fucked her hard till she came a few times.

So now I will spend the day doing stuff. Its back to school tomorrow!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Back!

I am back! I have not been on much these past few weeks (or months) because school got hectic, cheer leading got hectic, fencing got hectic, everything got hectic! I hope you all had a nice Christmas and New Years! I know I did!

My Christmas mas great. I never know what to get dad but this year I out did myself! One of the janitor's at my high school is a LEGAL Cuban immigrant and he has relatives visit Miami every once and a while. So I asked him if he could get me some real Cuban cigars, and he did! He also got me a bottle of REAL made in Havana Cuban Rum! So I wrapped them all up along with a $200 Bass pro shops gift card and that was dad's present from me! he was so shocked he was all "Steff where, HOW did you get this stuff? It's technically illegal!" and I was all "Its a secret!"

he was very happy and when dad is happy I am happy!!!

Dad never knows what to get me. One year I said "Just get me a case of maxi pads (I hate tampons and I refuse to use them)" and he was all embarrassed hahahah! he usually gets me jewelry or Victoria's Secret gift cards. Really, he could get me a sack of carrots and I would still love it because its from dad and I love him!

I got Bekah a whole lot of lingerie and clothes. I spent like $2000 on her. Her eyes lit up like she was in shock when she saw all her gifts and she started crying hysterically. She held me tight and said "Steff, this is way too much. I couldn't afford to buy you as much as you bought me I am sorry"

So I kissed her forehead and said "Bekah, you could have gotten me just a card and it would have been enough. You gave me the greatest gift ever: love. The kind of love I never knew I could feel or have and from the last person I ever thought I would find it with." She just cried as I held her and she gave me my gift and it was precious beyond belief. It is a silver necklace and in the center is a small shiny black piece of coal. She explained to me it is an actual piece of coal from the Titanic that was brought up in 2000.

OMFG THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!

she had it set in the necklace with small blue saphires surrounding it. she said Titanic is her favorite film and she always wanted a love like Jack and Rose had (but without the drowning) and that she found it with me.

I love it. I am wearing it now and I will always wear it. and lets just say Bekah looks beyond sexy in the lingerie I bought her.

Speaking of which, dad knows that Bekah and I are together. he said he doesnt care as long as I am happy. I told him I am not a lesbian but I just happened to fall in love with Bekah who just happens to be a girl but I do not find any other girls attractive. he said whatever makes me happy is ok with him and he likes Bekah.

The biggest winner in my house this Christmas was Bessie. I got her a few cute outfits for when its cold and she has to go outside. I also got her a HUGE rawhide bone.

Dad also got her a huge rawhide bone. Even Bekah got her...you guessed it...a huge rawhide bone.

So now Bessie has 3 huge rawhide bones that are bigger than she is! she is the luckiest basset hound in the world.

New Years Eve dad went out with his friends. he didn't drive, they all took uber. I knew he would be out really late. Bekah came over and spent the night. As soon as dad left Bekah and I were all over each other. We 69'd on my bed for a long long time. her pussy tastes so good, like honey, and I love licking all inside her. We make very passionate love whenever we are together and I feel so complete and total as a person. I love her so much, i never want to leave her arms when we are together.

2018 will be a great year, I can feel it already!!!

thanks for reading!
Steff

Saturday night fun

So dad went out last night to watch College football at the sports bar with his friends. While I miss not having dad around, this means Bekah and I have some quality alone time.

So she comes over and we go right into my bedroom and start making out. She is on top of me and we are kissing really deep for a long time. She pulled my shirt up and suckled on my tits for like ever, sucking and licking and biting them. It felt so good. She pulled off my miniskirt and thong and ate me out for a long time. She licked up all my wetness from cumming and kissed me a lot so I could tatse myself on her.

She gets undressed and I am all set to go down on her when she says "I want to surprise you with something" and i am all "Like what?"

She tells me its a surprise and to get on my knees with my ass in the air. I know she loves licking my ass so I think she is going to do that. She tells me to close my eyes and not to look back at her and I am all "uh ok whatever u say"

So I hear....something like she is putting something on and I am confused. She tells me to relax and she starts gently massaging my pussy, getting me even wetter.

I feel something against my pussy and I am all "Wtf" and the next thing i know she pushes forward and there is something HUGE inside my pussy. I cry out in pain because I have never had anything in my pussy before and whatever this is, its fucking huge. next thing i know Bekah starts pumping from behind and this thing starts going in and out of my pussy and then it hits me

She is fucking me!

IN my mind I am all "WTF how is this possible she is fucking me like a guy would" and I look back and she is wearing some sort of strap on thing with a huge rubber cock on it and she is fucking me with it. She smiles and says "surprise" and I can't do anything but moan because it feels so fucking good.

she continues to fuck me like that for a long time. My pussy is being pounded by this huge 11 inch rubber cock she is wearing. She starts talking dirty to me, saying "I am going to cum in u and get your pregnant" and shit. Well this turns me on even more and i push back with my hips as she fucks me.

Then something totally unexpected happens.

I start cumming hard and as I am cumming i suddenly hear Bekah moan and suddenly I feel my pussy fill up with some sort of warm liquid....and I am all WTF IS THIS in my brain. I cum hard and I can feel my pussy being filled with....whatever it is.

Finally my orgasm subsides and Bekah stops fucking. she gently pulls out of me and O collapse on my bed. I look down to see what just happened and I see what looks exactly like cum dripping my from vagina.

I say "Bekah wtf did u do to me?" and she lays down next to me and holds me tight and says "This is a strap on. Its how I can fuck you like a guy, and its special because it has a pump inside it that will shoot out this non allergic ph neutral liquid that looks and feels just like a guys cum."

I kiss her and I say "I never knew this even existed but it was so hot" and she stroked my hair and said "this is the closest I can ever come to getting your pregnant and i wanted to be this intimate with you"

We held each other tight and just enjoyed the closeness of being with each other. I admit, it felt extremely intimate and for a while i fantasized she had gotten me pregnant and it felt so good.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Update!

I don't write as much as I used to because I have a lot of school stuff going on with Cheer Squad. Also I am fencing a lot more now and I am focused on that!

Thanksgiving was great. My relatives were over and it is always a good time. We had two turkeys. One my Dad smoked, it was yummy! He was outside at 3am setting up the fire to smoke it all day. I like when this house is full of people, it gets lonely sometimes with just me and dad and the dog.

Bekah came over later on, she had to eat with her folks so she came over around 6pm. I loved having her her with my family, it felt so good to have her with me, its like she is already a member of the family. everyone liked her. No one asked any questions about our friendship, so that was good. I was half expecting some of them to really grill me over it but no one said a word.

Bessie ate a lot too. she loves Turkey and I made a big plate for her. she ate it all up then fell asleep on the couch. My uncle tried to make her move so he could watch football but she refused to get up so he had to sit next to her as she snored hahahaha! she is such a silly basset hound!

Bekah and I went to the Mall on Black Friday and it was very crowded. Those people who were in line at 5am were stupid retards. ALL of the retailers had their sales on all week you didnt have to wait in line you morons!!!

I got a few games and then we went to Victoria's Secret and Bekah and I bought underwear. I picked Bekah's out. I am making her wear thongs, like I do, because it is cute. I also bought her special thongs for when she is on her period. I am making her use pads now because I hate tampons, they are gross, so she has to wear pads like me.

All else is good. I have a test tomorrow in Biology that I have studied really hard for!

Thanks for reading!
Steff