School and stuff

I have been busy so I have not written much.

Football season has started and we won our first game! Yay! Cheersquad will be great this year! I look hella cute in my outfit and we have a lot of new cheers this year!

West Virginia also won their first game against Tennessee! YAY!!!!!

I got a car! Dad bought me a car...now...it's not a Corvette like I wanted but he said if I keep my grades up and behave and don't wreck this one I will get a Vette for graduating High School!

So this is my new car:

It's a 2010 Audi Q5 Quattro. It's hella cute and dad got a good deal on it, it was his friend's wife's vehicle and they bought a new car so dad bought this from them. I like it a lot and I already took Bessie and Bekah for rides in it.

I actually can't wait to totally sex Bekah up in the back seat muahahaha :)

Speaking of Bekah, she still works at Gamestop and has started online classes with University of Phoenix.

Everything else is ok. I have been dropping hints to Bekah that after High School i want us to live together while I go to College. she better say yes or i will kick her ass (lovingly of course).

That's about all for now. I will write more later.

Steff

Back!

I am back! I have not been on much these past few weeks (or months) because school got hectic, cheer leading got hectic, fencing got hectic, everything got hectic! I hope you all had a nice Christmas and New Years! I know I did!

My Christmas mas great. I never know what to get dad but this year I out did myself! One of the janitor's at my high school is a LEGAL Cuban immigrant and he has relatives visit Miami every once and a while. So I asked him if he could get me some real Cuban cigars, and he did! He also got me a bottle of REAL made in Havana Cuban Rum! So I wrapped them all up along with a $200 Bass pro shops gift card and that was dad's present from me! he was so shocked he was all "Steff where, HOW did you get this stuff? It's technically illegal!" and I was all "Its a secret!"

he was very happy and when dad is happy I am happy!!!

Dad never knows what to get me. One year I said "Just get me a case of maxi pads (I hate tampons and I refuse to use them)" and he was all embarrassed hahahah! he usually gets me jewelry or Victoria's Secret gift cards. Really, he could get me a sack of carrots and I would still love it because its from dad and I love him!

I got Bekah a whole lot of lingerie and clothes. I spent like $2000 on her. Her eyes lit up like she was in shock when she saw all her gifts and she started crying hysterically. She held me tight and said "Steff, this is way too much. I couldn't afford to buy you as much as you bought me I am sorry"

So I kissed her forehead and said "Bekah, you could have gotten me just a card and it would have been enough. You gave me the greatest gift ever: love. The kind of love I never knew I could feel or have and from the last person I ever thought I would find it with." She just cried as I held her and she gave me my gift and it was precious beyond belief. It is a silver necklace and in the center is a small shiny black piece of coal. She explained to me it is an actual piece of coal from the Titanic that was brought up in 2000.

OMFG THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!

she had it set in the necklace with small blue saphires surrounding it. she said Titanic is her favorite film and she always wanted a love like Jack and Rose had (but without the drowning) and that she found it with me.

I love it. I am wearing it now and I will always wear it. and lets just say Bekah looks beyond sexy in the lingerie I bought her.

Speaking of which, dad knows that Bekah and I are together. he said he doesnt care as long as I am happy. I told him I am not a lesbian but I just happened to fall in love with Bekah who just happens to be a girl but I do not find any other girls attractive. he said whatever makes me happy is ok with him and he likes Bekah.

The biggest winner in my house this Christmas was Bessie. I got her a few cute outfits for when its cold and she has to go outside. I also got her a HUGE rawhide bone.

Dad also got her a huge rawhide bone. Even Bekah got her...you guessed it...a huge rawhide bone.

So now Bessie has 3 huge rawhide bones that are bigger than she is! she is the luckiest basset hound in the world.

New Years Eve dad went out with his friends. he didn't drive, they all took uber. I knew he would be out really late. Bekah came over and spent the night. As soon as dad left Bekah and I were all over each other. We 69'd on my bed for a long long time. her pussy tastes so good, like honey, and I love licking all inside her. We make very passionate love whenever we are together and I feel so complete and total as a person. I love her so much, i never want to leave her arms when we are together.

2018 will be a great year, I can feel it already!!!

thanks for reading!
Steff

Fall is here!

So Fall has started and it is already getting cooler where I live (I will not reveal where because my stalker, fat pedophile Chobittsu, would love that!). But trust me, its flannel shirts at night time already.

So we WON again today! Yay! I like to think its partly due to the awesome job cheer squad is doing (because we are! Duh), but honestly its probably because we have been playing scrub teams lately in High school Football. Next week we play the defending state champs and I gave a feeling we are going to get raped faster than a white girl in a black neighborhood.

So I was cheering today and dad was watching me like he always does. But I also see Bekah in the stands by herself and she sees me and smiles and I smile back and give her a wave. So after the game I  walk off the field and looks for her, I see her sitting in the stands and I walk up to her and she is all "hey!" and I just run up to her and grab her and hug her tights and she is all "whoah! hey! ha ha ha you miss me?" and I look her in the eyes and softly say "yes" and she looks at me and says "I missed you too."

SO I take her by the hand and lead her down the bleachers and go looking for dad. I keep holding her hand and I wont let it go. We find dad and I say "Hey! We won again!" and dad says "yeah that other team sucked, are they a special needs school?" and I am all "OMG stop it!" and we laugh. SO I am standing there holding Bekah's hand and dad says "How about us 3 go to Outback?" And I am all "OMFG REALLY!?!?! YES! BEKAH YES?" and Bekah laughs and says "Sure I can order a salad." and dad is all "a salad?" and I say "yes she is vegan or something but i will cure her of that too." and I squeeze her hand tight.

So Bekah says "I have to go home first, what time will we go?" and I say "Thats up to dad but I need to go home and shower and get dressed too." So dad says we can go to Outback at 5 and Bekah to come over so we can all go together. So I tell dad I will meet him at the car because I want to walk Bekah to hers.

So we walk to her car and we are still holding hands and we get to her car and she says "You seem rather happy today, it's nice." So i take a breath and I say "Bekah, I was serious yesterday when I said I didn't want anything to do with anyone else but you. I meant that. I want our bond to grow and get stronger, when I say we are BFFs I mean it, like literally forever." She gets this smile on her face and says "I meant what i said too, that I would do anything to keep you in my life, even if it means changing who I am or what i want. just to have you around."

So I throw myself at her and hold her tight and she hugs me. I whisper in her ear. "I wish we could be alone right now so i could give myself to you." "She whispers back "me too."

So we part and I drive home with dad and shower and change and Bekah shows up and we go to Outback and have a great time. As we are waiting on line ot get seated I take Bekah's hand and hold it and she smiles at me.

All is good in the world of Steffi

Thanks for reading!
Steffi

Dinner

I had to post this quick. Dad and Bekah and I are out Outback and look what I ordered!

The 35oz Tomahawk from Outback!!!!!

omg I am going to cum.....


Thanks for reading!
Steff

omg HI!

Hello! I have been busy so I haven't written a new post in about a week. But I am all caught up now YAY!!! So I will recap what i have been doing:

1. Cheer Squad and Fencing practice
2. Stupid English paper I had to write
3. dad had to get a root canal and I was tending to him
4. keeping tabs on my cousin in Florida due to hurricane Irma (she is ok)
5. being all cute and positive!


It has been a very busy week. poor dad had to get a root canal..omg I was SO sad and i was scared he would die or something....so I took care of him like a good daughter should....even though he was all "Steff it doesn't even hurt I am fine the procedure took an hour why are you trying to cook for me you'll burn the house down!" I KNOW he appreciated my efforts!!!

so the anniversary of 9/11 was here. We all know who really did 9/11: THE JEWS!!! Israel destroyed the twin towers to get us involved in a never ending war in the middle east to serve their own interests. EVERYONE with a brain knows this! I tried telling my calculus teacher (he is one of (((them))) ) and he was all "OMG THAT IS TOTAL BS" and I showed him PROOF off the Internet and he got all red faced and couldn't refute ANY of my evidence. TYPICAL!!!


So Bekah stayed over Saturday night....it was SO good to have her here, i love when she stays over because I get to tease her and get her all flustered and then sleep cuddled up to her.

so i wanted to take a shower before bed and so I got undressed and I was all "cmon bekah shower with me" and she was all "no, it drives me crazy you tease too much I'll wait here". But i wasnt having any of that!

So i pulled her up off my bed and i said "lets go" and she was all "no". So i lifted her shirt off of her and undid did her bra and she was all "steff no" but i could tell she didnt mean it cause she didnt try and stop me. So i unzipped her shorts and pulled them off of her and she was all "what are you doing" and i reached my fingers inside her panties and pulled them down and i took her hands and pulled her with me and she was all "no its too much" and i got her into the shower and closed the door and she was all "i am so wet steffi stop" hahahahaha! too bad, you need to suffer bekah!

so after we showered i snuggled up to her and she was saying "you are such a bitch tease steff" and i said "yeah but you like it" and she said "yeah i do" and we fell asleep

so that was my week!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

A busy weekend!

It has been a busy few days. Friday night Bekah and I went to dinner and a movie. I wanted to go to Outback but Bekah said since she was driving we would go where she chose, so we went to some vegan restaurant. BARF! I wanted steak...what the hell! Booo!!!

So then we went to the movies. I looked HELLA CUTE in my short miniskirt and matching top. Bekah was all "Uh Steff that skirt doesn't leave much to the imagination".  Well no kidding, I like short skirts. Duh!

So we got to the movies and it was one of those theaters that has reclining seats! Those are SO COMFY!!! So we take our seats and I lean back and the lights gown down and Bekah whispers to me "Steff I can see your panties your skirt is so short that you reclining makes them show".

So I just grin and open my legs a bit to give her a better look and she gets all flustered. Hahaha I love teasing her.

So we watched the movie and it was good. We saw that Anabelle movie. I was very scared and I spent most of the film hiding my eyes in Bekah's shoulders.

So we drive back to my house and Bekah is all "You really drive me up the wall when you show yourself off to me, the teasing is very frustrating." And so I say "You don't complain when we are showering at school" and she says "That's different because it is gym class but when we are together as friends you constantly tease me and to be honest it just frustrates me because of how I feel"

I guess I can see her POV.

So I told her if that's what she wanted I wouldn't do it anymore. she said she loved when I did it, but it was too much for her to handle because she knows she can't touch me.

So I had an idea. I say to her "Why don't you just touch yourself when i show you? It won't bother me at all."

Well she nearly drove us off the road when I said that! OMG. She was all "Steffi omg you are insane!" We started laughing. It was funny.

So we got back to my house and I leaned over and gave her a long tight hug. I whispered in her ear "I wish you could stay with me tonight I love snuggling up to you." and she said "Would you show me everything?" and I said "every inch" She sighed and kissed the top of my head and I got out and went inside.

The next day we FINALLY won a football game! OMFG it is about damn time! We cheered like crazy and even Mandy did an OK job as mascot....I have to admit she actually seems to have found something she is good at. Plus when she takes the mascot outfit off she is dripping in sweat so maybe this will make her lose weight and she won't be such a fat cow anymore.

Saturday night I stayed in with dad and we watched college football together. I had my underwear on and my WVU tank top and he says "WVU doesn't play till tomorrow night!"

My bad!!

So we had a great father/daughter bonding night. I love my dad to pieces!!!

Sunday I spent finishing my homework. I hate homework.

AND I got my period!!! ARRRGGHH!!!!!! No thongs for me for a week! Booooo!!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Football means Steffi is BANISHED!

Well its Thursday night football and as usual, poor Steffi is banished to the upstairs while dad and his friends watch the game. dad said that if I put some clothes on, I could watch with everyone, but I like being in my underwear when I am home and I refuse to change just because his friends are here. So I will stay up here and relax while they get their football on.

Remember some time ago i wrote about a woman who wanted to scissor me and I didnt know what the term meant at the time? Well I asked Bekah about it and she was all "WTF hahaha really, she asked you to scissor?" So I asked her if she ever did it and she told me she had, many times. I asked her what it was like and she said it was really intense and that you could orgasm multiple times doing it, plus it was very intimate. She asked me what I felt about it and I told her flat out I found the idea of sexual contact with either gender to be disgusting and gross. She asked me why I felt this way and I told her I just did and that I couldn't explain it, it was just something I found gross.

She then said "Ok if that is true WHY do you like being naked with me and showing yourself off to me in a very intimate manner?"

And I told her it was for HER benefit because I know she wants me but can never have me so it's a gift I can give her. Plus it makes me feel empowered to do that and look at her watching me.

She shook her head and laughed and said "That is all kinds of crazy fucked up but, whatever, it's what makes you so fucking adorable."

OMG she thinks I am adorable! yay!

Anyway, that is about all for now. I may write more later, who knows!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Saturday cuteness day!

Another Saturday! The last Saturday of August.

So Bekah has been here since Friday. We stayed up late watching movies on Netflix and playing a few video games. Around 2am we were both tired and decided to call it a night. So I was all "You can stay here with me, you dont have to stay in the guest room." And she was all "are you sure? I mean, you know what I mean." So I told her I was ok with it and I trusted her. So I grabbed a few extra pillows and we flopped into my bed. Then Bessie jumped up and tried to snuggle between us and I was all "oh no, go sleep at the foot of the bed." Bekah was laughing because Bessie was trying to lick her face. It was very cute! So we finally fell asleep and it was very nice and comfortable having her there instead of down the hall.

So we woke up at 9am because it was game day! I had a bad feeling we would get clobbered again but, I am on cheer squad so I have to try and motivate everyone. So We woke up and had breakfast that dad made (I would have burnt the house down) and he ran out quick to get stuff for the big fight tonight. SO we went upstairs and I was all "Time to shower and get ready." So I grab my robe and head into the bathroom and turn the shower on and I am all "You coming?" and Bekah is like "What? What are you talking about?" And I explain to her that we always shower together. And she was like "But that is at school, we aren't at school." And I said to her "But, we are shower buddies!" And she laughed and said "You are crazy." And she got undressed in front of me and got into the shower with me. So the conversation went like this:

Bekah: You know what I am so why do you want me in here?

Me: Look, I am confident enough in my own sexuality that I can shower with you and not be bothered by it. Besides, I KNOW you are attracted to me and YOU know I am NOT a lesbian, so I feel bad I can't return those feelings. Showering with you is sort of my way of giving you something, because I know you like it."

And she just looked at me and said "You know that is crazy fucked up but also probably the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me."

I honestly feel bad I can't return those feelings that she has. But that is life. So I made sure to give her a good look at me. I even bent over deep for her  while washing my legs to give her a good view. I leaned against the shower wall and soaped myself up and rinsed myself off while she watched me, It actually felt empowering, I guess like how a stripper must feel knowing a guy is watching her but can't touch her.

It was honestly sexy as all hell.

Anyway, after all that we got dressed and it was time for the game. I cheered my heart out and even that idiot Mandy didn't fuck up this time as the school mascot.

BUT AGAIN WE GOT CLOBBERED.

This sucks. A lot of the guys want to go play for WVU and they won't be able too if our team keeps losing. This stinks!!!

So dad took us to Outback for dinner, which was great. He likes Bekah and told me it was about damn time I got a friend.

So now both Bekah and I are banished upstairs as dad and his friends watch that big fight. Bekah and I will watch it up here when it goes on. Right now she is playing League of Legends and I am writing this blog because TBH I think LOL sucks ass.

I will write again later.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

So I guess we are friends now

So I am lying in bed after doing homework and I am all tired from fencing. I just showered and pretty much was ready for bed when i get a friend request on FB. This is odd because I have only a few people on FB because its stupid. 90% of my friends are relatives.

So I look and its Bekah. Bekah is the lesbian girl from 12th grade. Bekah isn't her real name, I made it up to protect her identity cause no one needs to know her sexual orientation. I look at the request and I am all "What am i supposed to do about this?". So I decided to accept her request and she starts a chat with me thanking me for keeping her sexuality a secret and stuff.

So I start chatting with her and the next thing I know its 3 hours later and we had been chatting non-stop.

I don't know how that happened. We just started chatting and we apparently have a lot in common. Her family started out in poverty like I did. She plays video games and likes techno and trance. She said she first realized she was a lesbian when she first kissed a boy when she was 13 and felt nothing, but then kissed her friend on a dare and was all like hit by lightning.

I told her i didn't care about her sexuality and that if she was cool with me NOT being a lezbo then I wouldn't mind her being one. she said she wants to be friends and so I guess we are friends now. We exchanged phone numbers and added each other to Instagram and Snap Chat.

She told me she didn't agree with people who say I am an anti-social stuck up bitch. she said there is nothing wrong with wanting to be alone and having only a few close people. I was all "OMFG I know right!" It made me happy to hear someone actually AGREE with me about this.

I invited her over this weekend to meet dad. he has been wanting me to make friends so this should make him happy. Actually, I am going to ask if she can spend the weekend. It would be fun, we could make nachos and watch movies and swim in the pool and stuff.

It's actually nice to have a friend.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

My dad is awesome

I love my dad. love love love love love him!

He is the best. We had a father/daughter night and it was epic. We made NACHOS!!!! And we got that WWE PPV Summerslam. Dad is a big WWE fan. I am not really that into it, but dad follows it so any excuse to spend time with him I grab. So we made nachos..or rather DAD made nachos because I have a habit of burning stuff in the kitchen :(

So we had this YUGE plate of beef nachos all covered in melted cheese and beans and tomatoes and black olives and lettuce and JALAPENOS!! On the side we had salsa, gallons of sour cream, and guac (which I dont like).

So I am upstairs after my shower before the ppv and I remember I have this WWE t shirt dad bought me, So i go downstairs in my underwear and my WWE t shirt and dad starts laughing and is all "that's my girl" and messes up my hair and I am all "omg my hair"! It was very funny.

so we sit on the couch with our nachos and dad has a beer (yuck) and I have my green tea and Bessie (our basset hound) is sitting with us asleep (thats all she ever does is sleep).

So we watch the PPV and I snuggled up to dad and kinda wrap myself around him and just get comfy and we watch some guy named Brock Lesnar kick the shit out of 3 other guys and my dad is all "omg Brock Lesnar rules!"

But to me, my dad rules :)

So it was a great ending to a very cute and positive day! Now tomorrow I am back in school...booo!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Never mind the way I talk!

So without going into long boring details, lets just say I have a very SLIGHT accent. I will clarify.
I was born in a very VERY poor area of Appalachia. My great grandparents fled Berlin after WW2 and settled in coal country. That is where dad and the woman who gave birth to me were from: a dirt poor town somewhere (I will not say where) in Appalachia.

Anyway after I was born and the woman who gave birth to me left dad and I, dad drove us all over the country building his business. Part of the reason dad struggled so much was because of his Appalachia coal country accent. No one took him seriously because of it because of the stereotype of people from that area being stupid. They just assumed he was some uneducated mountain hillbilly who didn't know anything.

It angered dad a lot and so when I started talking with the same accent (because I was around him 24/7 I naturally picked up on how he talked) he made the decision to change it. As soon as his business hit and he became wealthy he hired a dialect teacher to "break" my accent. He did not want me to go through the same struggles and face the same discrimination he faced because of how he sounded.

So for a few years I was "re-taught" how to speak less "coal country". Eventually I progressed as far as I could and I lost about 90% of my accent.

I have a very SLIGHT very soft "mountain folk" type accent now. It comes out more when I am angry but most of the time no one can really pinpoint what it is or where its from. I actually have gotten compliments on it, so that is good.

Dad and my uncle still have their full accents. So does my Grandpa. So when they visit I have a hard time understanding them! My grandpa is all "Steffi what happened to your voice?' in a joking way.

I am writing all this because SOME PEOPLE (Mandy) like to talk shit at school saying stupid stuff like "Oh Steffi is an exchange student from a coal mine".

Well FUCK YOU MANDY you fat TJ MAXX wearing ho! You are still just jealous because instead of Cheer Squad you got asked to put on the uniform of the school mascot because you are so fat now!

I swear to God I will CUT MANDY if she keeps talking smack about me and dad.

Thanks for reading! (except for you Mandy, fuck you!)
Steff

NO you CANNOT eat me out

The sick immoral stuff I have to deal with.

So I am at the mall shopping for school clothes at Nordstrom. I look hella cute in a small white mini and matching white sleeveless top and my pink converse sneakers. I load up on my purchases and head on over to the food court to wait for dad, who is still in Bass Pro Shops. I sit at a table and pull my phone out and start browsing my Snapchat and Instagram.

This guy, probably about 24 or so, comes up to my table and starts talking to me. Now, I readily admit I am not social able at all. Like NOT AT ALL. If I do not want to talk to you then I will NOT talk to you. And I would never just approach a stranger in the mall for any reason. So the conversation goes like this:

"Hi, mind If I sit with you?'

"I do mind actually."

"Oh 'cmon, I'm harmless, I just want to be friendly."

"If you want to be friendly then just go, I am not interested even in the slightest."

"You know, when a girl that looks like you dresses like that, she is signaling she wants to get eaten out."

"Excuse me?"

"Look at you. You know you are hot so you dress provocatively to get a reaction from guys, then you get all pissy when they Do react to you. The only reason a girl like you wears a WHITE miniskirt that barely covers her ass is because she wants a man to lay her back, spread her legs, and eat her pussy out."

So I look at him and I say:

"You are totally correct. However, since you discovered my secret plan you will never, and I mean NEVER, get to experience the pure sexual joy of eating my pussy. Now go away or I will have mall security shoot you."

So he stomps away all angry and stuff. I swear, I like to dress the way I do because I look hella cute and it is comfortable. I am NOT advertising my vagina to be eaten out. TBH the way guys are, my pussy will NEVER get eaten out because if this is what all men are like I ain't ever gonna get married!!!

Total disgusting immorality. I told dad and he said next time to just taze the guy or pepper spray him...but if I do to record it and put it on you tube.

I love my dad soooooooooooooooo much! :)

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sunday Funday

So today so far has been a very good day. We had a Church picnic where there were HORSES!!! I love horses. I didn't ride one because dad is afraid I will end up like that guy who played Superman, but I got to feed one and stuff so it was great. I trust dad's judgement, I don't want to get injured and end up handicapped and be a burden to society, I would rather be dead.

Tonight we are going to see Dunkirk. I am hoping once again to use my puppy dog eyes and get dad to take me to Outback for dinner. Dad says he feels sorry for whoever I marry because of my habit of using my puppy dog eyes to get what i ant. I told him I don't plan on getting married so it won't be an issue.

It JUST started raining AGAIN! I am sick of all this rain. Plus I got my period so I can't wear my really short miniskirt that I wanted to wear tonight.  Booo! Now I have to wear jeans....this sucks......BOOOO!!!!!

That is all for now. I will write more later.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Yay for the weekend!!!

Yay the weekend is here! I am sure it will bring many cute and positive things. Love and cuteness always win out over ugliness and hate, remember that!

Monday dad and I head to Vancouver, Canada eh? It should be fun, I have never been to Vancouver and I am excited at the prospect of many new cute and positive things I will see there. We fly out Monday morning...FIRST CLASS! Yay! I flew first class a few times when i was very young, but this will be the first time I will actually be able to enjoy it for what it is. I like flying, I only get nervous during the take off and landing....but, God will protect me and dad so I am not worried!

This weekend I do not work at the car wash because I have to go shopping for stuff to wear to Vancouver and Sunday is some sort of Church picnic, which I am excited about because there will be HORSES!!! YAY!!!! It will be a lot of fun. Horses are beautiful, I wish I had one but dad said after what happened to that guy who used to play Superman that he would never let me ride one. I guess I understand, I do not want to fall and end up a cripple. I would rather die than be handicapped in any way.

Also dad and I are going to the movies this weekend. First we will see Valerian and the City of a Thousand Planets on Saturday, and Sunday night we will see Dunkirk. I am hoping he will take us to Outback (my favorite place). I will just go all puppy dog eyes at him and stuff until I get my way...it works 9 times out of 10.

I saw my ex BFF Mandy today while I was out with dad at the supermarket. She was waddling across the parking lot looking all fat and nasty. dad said "isn't that Mandy?" And I was all "Yeah we better stay away or we will get caught in her gravitational pull". Dad said it wasn't nice to make fun of her and that he remembered when her and I were inseparable. And I was all "Yeah well that was before she got fat and jealous that I made cheer squad and she didn't."

Fat people are lazy. I mean, NO ONE is holding a gun to your head forcing you to over eat...you do it to yourselves because you are WEAK minded and lazy. So I have NO sympathy for someone fat. GO ON A DIET AND WORK OUT!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Rank 11!

Yay! I am now Rank 11 on World of Warships! This is the highest rank I have ever achieved and I am very happy to have made it. My faithful Bayern has been kicking all sorts of ass and I am very comfortable with it. Going into rank, I thought my main ships would be my Duca or Budy, I wasn't planning on using a BB for ranked as I am a better cruiser captain. But my Bayern has been performing near flawlessly while my 2 cruisers got stomped, so I am sticking with my Teutonic  wrecking machine all through ranked this season.

Dad and I had a "discussion" today. He sat me down and said to me:

"I am just curious, but you never seem to want to hang out with your school friends or go on dates or anything. Is everything ok? I mean at school or in your life?"

I told him I was perfectly fine and that between fencing practice, the car wash, and yoga/tai chi I didn't have time to "hang out".

I then told him the truth about why I do not date (I knew he was going to eventually ask me). I told him flat out the thought of having any sort of physical or sexual contact with someone made me physically sick to my stomach and that I found the idea of it disgusting. He asked me if anything had happened to me that he didn't know about (I am pretty sure he was asking me if someone molested or touched me) and I told him NO, and that if it ever had happened I would have run screaming to him so he could kill them.

He said it was ok if I don't want to date but that healthy physical relationships with a loving partner in marriage is ok and that I shouldn't be disgusted by it. I told him i didn't care, that I found it gross and that at this stage in my life this is how I feel. Maybe someday if I met the right person it would change, but right now I am perfectly happy with who I am and what I do. So he smiled and hugged me and said I was his perfect angel and that he loved me. I told him I will always be his little girl and I loved him more than anything.

I am so glad I have such a healthy relationship with dad. We talk a lot and there is never any hidden things or topics out of bounds. It WAS hilarious though when I got my first period he had my Aunt come over to explain it all to me because he was too embarrassed to do it himself hahahahaha!

Anyway, off to bed!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Happy Tuesday

It is Tuesday and another cute positive day in the great life of me, Steffi. Just showered off after fencing training and yoga and am ready to go to the car wash for a few hours. Our trip to Vancouver is coming up in 2 weeks, so I want to make sure I have my own earned spending money for it! I get an allowance from dad of $100 a week, but sometimes it isn't enough. At first I was hesitant on the whole "get a job so you have a sense of responsibility" thing, but as usual, dad was right. The fact that I now have extra money that I EARNED as opposed to having it handed to me, makes me feel even better about myself.

That is why I do not understand all those people who live on government handouts and who refuse to get a job or an education. They seem content to just coast and let hard working tax payers like dad foot the bill for their existence! And they all keep popping out babies, which gets them even MORE money from the government! Honestly, there should be NO public assistance from the government. That should be up to charities, religious organizations, and private individuals, NOT the government. If you refuse to work and you keep making babies then you should starve, sorry it is just reality.

I think I will wear my green denim cut offs today and a pale yellow sleeveless shirt to go with it. I think that is a cute combination. I asked my dad about that whole "upskirt" thing and he confirmed it is a pretty widespread issue online, with women not knowing them are being filmed. He said whoever is caught filming women like that should be publicly tortured and executed, and I agree. I do not understand the sick perversions of some people. I mean, yeah I have desires and curiosity about things sexually, it is natural, but good lord some people take it to the extreme.

I do not know what I will do after the car wash. I may sit in the sauna for a while. Dad has friends coming over to watch baseball which means I either have to be fully clothed OR I am banished to the upstairs of the house....BOOO!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Beach observations

I was at the beach today and I made some observations:

Very large fat people should NOT wear small swimsuits. It is disgusting and ruins the view of the beach. Honestly, why would you embarrass yourself by exposing as much of your obesity as possible? I would think you would be ashamed and want to get into shape rather than flaunt your fat rolls.

The amount of vulgar behavior at the beach is troubling. People making out on the sand, in the water, practically on top of each other! Stuff like that is for the marital bed NOT the beach!!

Seeing good looking blonde haired blue eyed girls with ghetto thugs is disgusting. I do not know if they are doing it for shock value or they like being treated like trash, or maybe they just do it to piss off their fathers. These types of relationships always end in violence or pregnancy or STD's, statistics prove it. Just stick with your OWN people.

Sand gets everywhere! I showered a little while ago but I still think I have some sand between my cute little toes.

Dad's hair gets very grey in the sun. Like, its already grey (he says its because of me hahahah very funny) but in the sun it gets even more salt/pepper grey.

I have to be careful in the sun. My skin is kinda pale and I burn very easily. So it is SPF 30 for me!

Seagulls will steal your food if you leave it out in the open and unattended.

That is all for today. I am going to watch Mad Max Fury Road and then go to sleep.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

A cute day!

Today was a very cute and positive day for me and those I encountered. I worked 4 hours at the car wash and looked very cute in my shorts and lime green sleeveless half shirt. A woman said I was very pretty (I am glad she did not ask me to scissor!). I made people laugh with my jokes and it was a nice sunny day so everything was great!

So now I am home and in my room in my underwear and half-shirt just relaxing looking through the interwebz and listening to music. Dad has some friends over and they are watching baseball so I don't want to go downstairs since last time I did I embarrassed him because whenever I am home I only wear my underwear and a small half shirt. I am most comfortable in these two things and even though dad doesn't care I walked around the house like that (he is my dad so duh) he did say it is inappropriate for his friends to see it. I understand his point, guys being guys they will look and probably feel "something" seeing me like this even though I am 16 and they are all in their 40's. It is only natural an older man would desire a younger woman, it is simple biology. Younger girls are seen as potential breeding mates to a man, which is why you see so many older men with younger women.

Since I listen to my dad in all aspects I will stay up here till they are gone. It's ok, I have everything I need on the top floor of the house anyway so I don't have to go downstairs, I even have my own mini-fridge in my room full of green tea and cottage cheese and grapes, so I am good.

I will probably just relax some more and go to bed in an hour or so. The dog will eventually make her way up here, she sleeps in my room, she has her own comfy chair! And dad will eventually come in to say goodnight, he always does, even if I am asleep. sometimes he thinks I don't hear him but I always do. He kisses me on my head and says "goodnight my perfect gift from God". I pretend I am asleep if I am actually awake when he does this.

Anyway, that is it for today.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

All is great in Steffiland!

Life is great. It really is, well it is for ME I don't know how it is for you...maybe it sucks, I have no idea.

But being ME is fantastic! I am hella cute, very fit, have a loving dad, loads of money, live in a huge house, and have endless amounts of positive energy.

I guess I hit life's lottery jackpot. But it wasn't always this way. In the beginning we were poor...like below poverty level. Lived in a small travel trailer, never int he same place for than a few weeks. We lived like gypsies. I remember one Christmas in a truck stop somewhere in Montana. I remember watching Sesame Street in an office with some secretary of a company my Dad was making his sales pitch to. I remember what it was like to have nothing and how hard dad busted his ass to make life better for us.

I asked him once, when I was very young, "Daddy why do we live like we do?". And I remember he smiled and kissed the top of my head and said "So one day YOU won't have to".

I like to think God rewarded dad and I for all the sacrifices that were made. I like to think God rewarded dad by sending him sch an awesome daughter like me!

I feel I am blessed, not just with my looks but with my attitude. People like to hate on me because I am cute, fit, and have money. They automatically assume I am a bitch, a whore, and my dad made his money illegally. They do not even bother to get to know me. Much like the fat neckbearded fools on World of Warships (like fat stalker Chobittsu and his boyfriend tcbaker777), these subhumans see beauty and success and seek to destroy it out of jealousy and intolerance.

It doesn't matter though, I see the world through my eyes and my eyes are cute and full of positivism.
They can sit at their greasy laptops with their hotpockets and mountain dew and screech their piggy screeches all they want, it falls upon deaf ears!

Anyway, today is car wash day followed by fencing practice. I hope you all have a cute and positive day!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

My day so far

So finally it didn't storm (well until now anyway) and I was able to get a whole day in at the car wash. Again, I wore my cute cut off shorts and sleeveless half top and I made $65 in tips!! That is on top of my pay! YAY! I made mad bank today. I like working at the car wash, the other people are nice and they are very friendly and moral and supportive of clean living and stuff.

I had some very pretty woman, about 27, compliment me on my outfit and strike up a conversation with me. She asked me what I wanted to do with my future and I told her I wanted to be a vet because I love animals. She said that was awesome and it was nice to meet someone my age who already knew what she wanted to be and that I seemed to be a very level headed young woman. That was so nice of her! She gave me her number and said if I ever wanted to visit her and scissor, I could come over. I didn't know she was into arts and crafts but hey, why not! I used to do arts and crafts when I was younger, I guess she made a career out of scissoring!

Dad picked me up and he asked what I wanted for dinner and I said "Outback!" but he said "Steff we went there last night, so pick something else" so I said "Outback!!!" and he said "Look Steff we were just there pick something else" so I jumped in his lap and bounced up and down and said "Outback!!!"

That wasn't a good idea to do while he was driving :(

Anyway, we didn't crash, and after Dad's blood pressure went back down he said "Ok ok Outback just don't get us killed on the way over".

So now I am home and it has started storming AGAIN! I think I will go float in the pool after I digest this dinner. Dad has some friends over to watch baseball and he had to remind me NOT to parade around in my underwear like I usually do at home. OMG I am going to be in a bikini for the pool and that is smaller than my underwear so what is the big deal? Booo!

Anyway, that is my day so far. It was a very positive cheerful day and I made a lot of people smile with my cuteness and positive attitude, especially that very pretty woman I met today, she was smiling at me a lot as we talked.

Thanks for reading!
Steff