Me and Bekah

Normally I don't like posting pics of us together but she loved this one and I do too. I think it captures "us" as good as any photograph can. I just wish Bessie was in it!

Anyway, we are very happy together.
Our future is going to be fantastic....as long as she knocks it off with the sinful lesbian crap...because I am not a lesbian and she needs to stop being one.

Anyway, thanks for reading!

Steff

Ok I have to explain

So apparently a lot of you readers send comments to me saying I am a lesbian. So i want to set the record straight.

I AM NOT A FUCKING LESBIAN

Lesbians are sinful and will burn in hell. I fell in love with Bekah, who happens to be another girl.
However, I do NOT desire any other girl (or guy for that matter).
I fell in love with Bekah DESPITE her being female NOT because of it.

See, all lezbos have mental issues, which is why most of them commit suicide. And the more you lezbo out, the more you start looking like a man (they are called butch).

I had NO intentions of being with a girl, or anyone else for that matter. I was happy to be alone and single and chaste and pure like God commands. However, God also commands us to find someone to love and he must have looked on me with favor for being such a righteous Orthodox Christian because he sent Bekah into my life.

Yes, Bekah is a girl. Yes, we have sex. Yes, she is my girlfriend. Yes, I AM going to marry her someday.

This does NOT make me a crazed sinful lezbo.

Now Bekah, was a crazed lezbo BUT since she has been with ME she has shed most (not all) or her sinful craven lesbian ways and is more normal. She still needs to make progress but she will get there.

So to clarify:

Steffi: NOT a lesbian

Thanks for reading!
Steffi

Gun control?? BS!

so after that stupid shooting in Florida, the Jews have really been pushing this whole gun control thing. Except this time they are using crisis actors and clueless children to do their dirty Jew-work for them.

This David Hogg guy looks like a typical soy boy cuck faggot. I am serious, Bessie my basset hound could kick his ass. The 2 Amendment is there to protect us from tyranny, but as usual the kikes HATE that and will try to disarm patriotic white christian Americans. Thank God Donald Trump will never let them!

This gun control thing even effected ME personally!

Bekah as over and she was lying leaned back into me on my bed as we watched a movie on NetFlix (which I am cancelling now btw because that bitch Susan rice is on the board) I had my arms around here and was just enjoying being with her when she says:

"I am glad we can watch movies and not have to see the news, its been terrible recently"

and I was all :
"Yeah with all those retarded kids trying to take away our right to bear arms and stuff. a bunch of communists."

So Bekah replies:
"But Steffi, we need gun control. Too many school shootings and people having access to military grade weapons. Guns kill so many people."

Excuse me? WHAT THE FUCK!

So immediately I slap a choke hold on her. Its like a version of the Cobra Clutch. My arms goes around her neck and my other arm locks it in and I squeeze with all my strength. Immediately she yells out and her eyes bug and she is all "ACK WHAT THE FUCK STEFFI" and she is clawing at my arms trying to break the hold and I just squeeze tighter and I yell at her

"Gun control is communism! Our rights come from GOD and no one can take them away Bekah what the fuck is your problem!"

She cant talk and she is gasping for air and her face is turning red. She tries to stand but I pull her back down and wrap my legs around her and really lock the hold in. I can see her eyes bug out and I swear she is starting to foam at the mouth. She is all waving her arms around and she starts pounding the bed like she is tapping out and I am yelling:

"Do not ever say shit like that again Bekah! Communists go to hell!"

So I can feel her going limp and I dont want to kill her, just teach her a lesson so I let her go and she immediately starts gasping for air and she is all crying like a little bitch.  So I say to her"

"Bekah you really need to get with the program. Our rights come from the Almighty himself and those retards from that school, who are crisis actors BTW, will not take them away."

After a while she regains her composure and she gets up like she is leaving and I am all:
"Where the fuck do you think you are going?"

and she is all quiet and she says "Home"

and I am all "No you aren't, get back over here."

she bows her head and sits next to me and quietly says "You abuse me"

OMFG what a drama queen

and I am all "Uh no i don't, I just react to some of the improper things you say. Things that are sinful or anti-american. You need to learn to stop that stuff. I love you, I want to be with you forever, I dont want to be in heaven while you burn in hell for your views and opinions."

she just sits there so I go to her and hold her and stroke her hair. After a while she says quietly "I am pathetic." and she lays back down in my arms.

so I tell her :you are not pathetic, I love you. You are my girlfriend. I am going to marry you one day."

and she looks up at me with tears and says "youve never called me your girlfriend before."

and I say to her "Well maybe ive come to the realization that is the proper term for what we have.'

I lean in and kiss her and we kiss lovingly and passionately for a long time.

We end up naked and eating each other out for a long time. Just like it should be.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

random stuff

Not much going on. Its snowing like crazy here, I thought winter was over! Boooo!

I wanted to build a snowman but its way too cold and windy. Why can't it be a nice calm snow like I see at Christmas on the Hallmark Channel? I don't have time for no blizzard!

Thank God our pool is indoors so I can still go swimming or sit in the hot tub. Its kind of peaceful to be floating in our pool while looking outside at the howling wind and snow. Bessie hates the snow because her ears are too long and they get all cold. Plus she is low to the ground so its hard for her to get around in it. Poor basset hound :(  She runs outside, does her business, then runs back in and I have to dry her off so she doesn't bring wet dog smell into the house. I usually dry her off in the pool area then she will hang out by the gas fireplace and sleep before I will let her back into the house.

The pool area (or porch, I don't know what the proper term is) is all insulated from the cold so we can swim all year round. The pool is here, plus the hot tub and the gas fireplace and a few couches and chairs and a table and a 55 inch TV. I like being out here because I can look at the snow but still be warm and cozy.

Bekah used that strap on thing that shoots fake cum on me again. She asked if we could use it again and I said sure, it was kinda hot last time. So she put it on and made me suck it like i was giving her a blowjob. I sucked on it for  along time as she ran her fingers through my hair. Then she got on top of me and pushed it deep in me and started fucking me with it. She plowed me for a long ass time, like over an hour. I must have cum 4 times. Finally she pushed the button on it as she was cumming and it shoot loads of that fake cum deep inside me. It was warm and felt so hot. It was really intimate. Afterwards we lay wrapped around each other as the fake cum leaked out of me and we kissed.

Anyway, thats all for now. Thanks for reading!
Steff

Loved

I feel so loved when Bekah is here, I love being with her, even if we are just walking next to each other or watching TV or driving in her car, just to be physically near her makes my heart and soul sing.

We have such an intimate bond. We have explored each other's bodies time and time again and each time we both discover something new about one another.

A few nights ago I held her in my arms as she suckled my tits. I held her like I was breastfeeding her and she sucked on my tits for over and hour as I cradled her in my arms and kissed the top of her head. It was SO intimate. It was such a bonding experience.

I hate when she is not here. I cannot wait for the day we can live together and I can give myself to her anytime of day or night. It will be heaven.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Super Bowl

So Bekah and I watched the Super Bowl together. Dad went to a sports bar that was having an all day party so we had the house to ourselves.

She wanted the Patriots to win (Boooo!) and I didn't because Tom Brady left his pregnant first wife for his current super model wife, so he can burn in hell.

So we made a bet...if the Eagles win i get to do anything I want to her and if the Patriots win I have to clean her house.....wtf...I do NOT house clean that's why we have a house cleaner that comes twice a week WTF!


so we watch the game with Bessie (my basset hound) and every time the Eagles score or do something great I yell and Bessie barks.

So you all know what happened...EAGLES WIN! YAY! and bekah is all "Damn now I have to clean my own house". and I am all "Yeah and now I am going to have my way with you"

So I throw her back on my bed and she is all "Wait steff, we can't" and I am all "WTF Bekah you LOST!" and she is all "Steff, I am having my period" and I am all "I don't fucking care" so I go to unzip her jeans and she is all "NO Bekah, stop. It's gross wtf is wrong with you?"

So this pisses me off so I drop the elbow on her stomach like The Rock. she is all "AAUUGGHH WTF STFF!" and I am all "Do not say NO to me Bakah wtf have I told you before?!?!"

and she is all "Steff, my period" and I sigh and I explain "Look, so what? Its a natural biological function. it makes us female. its a sign we are fertile. you only think its gross because society convinced you to make you ashamed of your own body."
so she gets all quiet and she finally says "i should know better than to argue with you steff" and i say to her "look, if you really dont want to we dont have to, but make sure its because YOU dont want to, not because society convinced you that during your period no one can touch you."

so she looks ay me and says "I WANT to....im just embarressed. but you love me, so its ok."

so i go to unzip her jeans and she doesnt resist. I pull her jeans off and she opens her legs. she has on a pair of pink panties and i can see her maxi pad. i rub and caress her stomach and thighs as she moans softly. i rub her pussy through her pad and she smiles. i lift off her shirt and bra and suckle at her tits for a while, kissing her deeply. i kiss down her stomach to her panties and i pull them off, he pad inside her panties. i undress myself and get on top of her and she wraps her legs around my waist. we grind together for a long time, a LONG time. it feels wonderful.

after a while we get up and yeah, its a little messy. but we shower off and then get dressed and lay on the couch together cuddling.

all in all a great day!

Thanks for reading!
steff

MLK day? WTF!

So there is no school today because it is Martin Luther King Day.

So there is a holiday for a guy who was a communist and a spousal abuser. And who's only claim to fame was getting his black ass shot.

Malcolm X did far more for civil rights than King ever did so where is HIS day?
Oh that's right....Malcolm X didn't kiss Jewish ass like King did.

Well whatever, I have the day off so I can catch up on some school work and stuff. It is cold as fuck outside and we have snow. It is nice around here with snow, the scenery is quite lovely BUT driving in it is all kinds of horrible. Dad hates driving in the snow. He bought a 4x4 Denali for use in the snow because he said even though the Audi is 4 wheel drive, he would rather be in a big 4x4 SUV than a car.

I like being outside in the snow. When I was very young, I would go outside and build a snow fort and dad and I would have a snowball war. Our old dog, Eva, loved the snow. She was a shepherd/ husky mix. She loved being outside in the snow and would chase the snowballs we threw at each other. She died of old age, she was 13. I cried a lot when she died because I grew up with her always being around. That is how we ended up with Bessie, our basset hound. A friend of dads had basset hound puppies and dad got her from there. I remember when he brought her home i was so excited, and I laughed at her long ears. I thought she was funny looking. She is lazy though, which basset hounds are, but it is ok because she is loyal and she guards the house. I mean, i dont know what she would do if there was any trouble...probably fall asleep to be honest, but i love her because she has a very cute personality.

Bekah and I saw Jumanji last night and it was awesome! I loved it, it was a very good movie. I was all snuggled up to Bekah in the theater and I felt so comfortable. Of course, I made her put her hands down the front of my jeans and rub my pussy, and THAT felt even better. I practically raped her in her car on the way home. I made her pull over behind this building I know is deserted and I pulled her jeans down and finger-fucked her hard till she came a few times.

So now I will spend the day doing stuff. Its back to school tomorrow!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Back!

I am back! I have not been on much these past few weeks (or months) because school got hectic, cheer leading got hectic, fencing got hectic, everything got hectic! I hope you all had a nice Christmas and New Years! I know I did!

My Christmas mas great. I never know what to get dad but this year I out did myself! One of the janitor's at my high school is a LEGAL Cuban immigrant and he has relatives visit Miami every once and a while. So I asked him if he could get me some real Cuban cigars, and he did! He also got me a bottle of REAL made in Havana Cuban Rum! So I wrapped them all up along with a $200 Bass pro shops gift card and that was dad's present from me! he was so shocked he was all "Steff where, HOW did you get this stuff? It's technically illegal!" and I was all "Its a secret!"

he was very happy and when dad is happy I am happy!!!

Dad never knows what to get me. One year I said "Just get me a case of maxi pads (I hate tampons and I refuse to use them)" and he was all embarrassed hahahah! he usually gets me jewelry or Victoria's Secret gift cards. Really, he could get me a sack of carrots and I would still love it because its from dad and I love him!

I got Bekah a whole lot of lingerie and clothes. I spent like $2000 on her. Her eyes lit up like she was in shock when she saw all her gifts and she started crying hysterically. She held me tight and said "Steff, this is way too much. I couldn't afford to buy you as much as you bought me I am sorry"

So I kissed her forehead and said "Bekah, you could have gotten me just a card and it would have been enough. You gave me the greatest gift ever: love. The kind of love I never knew I could feel or have and from the last person I ever thought I would find it with." She just cried as I held her and she gave me my gift and it was precious beyond belief. It is a silver necklace and in the center is a small shiny black piece of coal. She explained to me it is an actual piece of coal from the Titanic that was brought up in 2000.

OMFG THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!

she had it set in the necklace with small blue saphires surrounding it. she said Titanic is her favorite film and she always wanted a love like Jack and Rose had (but without the drowning) and that she found it with me.

I love it. I am wearing it now and I will always wear it. and lets just say Bekah looks beyond sexy in the lingerie I bought her.

Speaking of which, dad knows that Bekah and I are together. he said he doesnt care as long as I am happy. I told him I am not a lesbian but I just happened to fall in love with Bekah who just happens to be a girl but I do not find any other girls attractive. he said whatever makes me happy is ok with him and he likes Bekah.

The biggest winner in my house this Christmas was Bessie. I got her a few cute outfits for when its cold and she has to go outside. I also got her a HUGE rawhide bone.

Dad also got her a huge rawhide bone. Even Bekah got her...you guessed it...a huge rawhide bone.

So now Bessie has 3 huge rawhide bones that are bigger than she is! she is the luckiest basset hound in the world.

New Years Eve dad went out with his friends. he didn't drive, they all took uber. I knew he would be out really late. Bekah came over and spent the night. As soon as dad left Bekah and I were all over each other. We 69'd on my bed for a long long time. her pussy tastes so good, like honey, and I love licking all inside her. We make very passionate love whenever we are together and I feel so complete and total as a person. I love her so much, i never want to leave her arms when we are together.

2018 will be a great year, I can feel it already!!!

thanks for reading!
Steff

Musings and stuff

I haven't written much lately because I have been busy. Life is great, it is very cute and positive. It seems like fat pedo stalker Chobittsu and his obese brony associates have been leaving me alone. I guess dad's lawyers little talk with wargaming has paid off :)

So we had a game Saturday which we won and, as usual, cheer squad was great! We had a new new routine we have been practicing and it worked out great!

So anyway, after the game Bekah drives me home because dad went to his friends where they are rebuilding some old Ford car from the 1950's. We get back to my house and I am all thinking to myself "Im goiing to do bekah in the shower" and I am all set to attack her when we get to my bedroom.

BUT she had other ideas!

We get into my room and I am still in my cheer squad uniform and she takes me in her arms and kisses me really really deep. So I am all "lets shower" but she says "No, i want you as is" so she turns me around and bends me over and starts pulling my bottoms off and I am all "bekah I am all swearty from cheering wtf!" but she doesnt care and she pull soff my cheer bottoms and my thong and pushes me on my bed. She grabs my hips and pulls them up so my ass is in the air. she lifts my cheer mini up over my hips and she grabs my ass. She pulls my ass apart so my hole is exposed and she says "I want to see it more" and she pulls my ass apart further and further. she says to me "I want to see it open all the way" and I am losing control and i am all "omg bekah my hole is open so far" and she puts her finger as close to my ass hole as she can and pulls harder. my hole is now gaping open and i am barely able to control myself and she says "gape it for me" so i push back with my muscles and it gapes my ass hole open as far as it can. she plunges her tongue inside it DEEP and starts licking and I am literally crying and moaning as she does it. she ass fucks me with her tongue for a long time as she hold my ass open. she licks down to my pussy and starts tongue fucking me from behind and I am so wet its almost like i am pissing.

she flips me over and pulls her pants and panties off and gets on top of me. she positions her pussy against mine and starts grinding. i wrap my legs around her waist and pull her against me and grind back. she grinds against me hard and fast and starts saying things like "i love your 16 year old pussy" and "i wish i had a cock so i could cum inside your under aged pussy and get it pregnant"  well this talk drives me over the edge and i start cumming.

she grinds against me as i cum and says "im not stopping" and she doesnt.

we grind against each other for a long time. it was over 2 hours and we are both covered in sweat and my abs and pussy are on fire but i give it back to her as hard as she gives it to me. finally, after i dont know how many orgasms we both had, we both orgasm together, she buries her face in my shoulder as we both cum and then collapses. we both lay there covered in sweat, our hair a tangled mess, our thighs and pussies dripping wet. we were both so wet my sheets are stained with wetness.

i am still in my cheer outfit and she is still in her shirt, we never got naked except for our pussies. I am too sore and too exhausted to move. we cuddle for a long time as we recover.

finally we smile and lovingly kiss each other. i tell her i love her and she tells me the same. we take a nice hot shower and then change into sweats and we fall asleep watching football.


thanks for reading!
Steff

Finally....

So Friday night Bekah comes over after I get home from cheer squad. dad is going out with his friends to some sports bar to watch baseball. I honestly do not like baseball, its boring like gold...but whatever.

So bekah comes over and we make some nachos (meatless nachos for her..ugh how can you have nachos with no ground beef? whatever) and we plop down in the living room to watch tv. after we finish eating she lays across the couch with her head in my lap and i am stroking her hair. we are watching Guardians of the Galaxy 2.

I am wearing just a t shirt and my thong like i usually do at home. as i am running my fingers through her hair she turns her head over and starts kissing my legs. It feels good so I open my legs a bit for her. she starts kissing all around my thighs and up and down my legs. this feels even better so I open my legs up more. she kisses harder, almost biting me and this REALLY feels good. I push her back so I can lay back more and I open my legs all the way, full spread in front of her. she starts kissing and biting all up and down my legs to my thighs and across my stomach. I feel myself getting wet and I know she can tell. She kisses closer and closer to my pussy, but never actually touches it. I push her back and pull my thong off and open my legs up all the way. I look at her and tell her "It's ok."

She smiles and kisses gently all the way down my legs. she stops right at my pussy and softly says "are you sure?" and I say "No, but do it anyway before i change my mind"

The next thing I remember is she slowly starts licking my pussy. i can feel her tongue inside me and she licks and kisses all around and inside my pussy. I grab her head and it feels like lightning is pounding through my body. She keeps licking and kissing and she takes her fingers and holds my pussy open and plunges her tongue in and out of me. She inserts her finger gently and starts fingering me as I cry out and moan. she goes down on me for over and hour and she says "I love your 16 year old pussy" she makes me cum over and over and I am literally shaking from it all. After I cum for what feels like the 8th time I can't take it anymore and she sense it so she lays down next to me and I pull her close and kiss her deep and I can taste myself on her lips.

I hold her and she is stroking my hair and telling me she loves me over and over. I say to her"I am an idiot for holding out so long holy fuck that was intense" and she is all "I told you" so I say to her "I am still nervous about doing it to you but I will try" and she kisses me and says "not tonight, this is all for you. lets just cuddle" so we hold each other for a long time. We get up and get dressed because I know dad will be home soon. It sucks, I wanted to hold her all night. Oh well, that day will come.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

NIGGA PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG....so we have this new student at my high school, who apparently transferred here because his school's football team was disbanded because they school can't afford it. Really the only reason WE still have a team is because my dad donated a shitload of money to fund the program because he loves football AND he knew I wanted to be on cheer squad.

Actually the only reason my school has a lot of ANYTHING is because my dad paid for a lot of it. They should rename our school after him.

Anyway, back tot he story. So this new kid transfers in and he is big, like 6 foot 250 pound and he is a junior. AND he is a negro.

BARF.

So I am walking though the halls between classes just minding my own business when I hear "Hey babygirl you is a damn angel" and I look up and lo and behold its that fucking pavement ape. I roll my eyes and just keep walking but he starts following me all "Hey hold up I'm just being friendly, I'm new here gnomesayin? I just lookin to be friends yo." Well I am not in the mood for this shit so I stop and look him in the eye and say "Listen, you need to understand something. My dad paid for everything on the football team. Like everything. The equipment, the uniforms, the workout room, the bus, all of it. And you are in the process of pissing off his precious only daughter. You do realize what could happen right?"

And this black fool has the most stupid look on his face. Like his ape like brain couldn't process the information. and all he can say back is "Hold up, what you be meanin?"

And I reply "Oh, I am sorry I don't speak niggerese" and I walk away while he has the most confused look on his face.

So lunch time rolls around and I am sitting there trying to enjoy my tater tots when big blackie comes into the lunch room all acting thugish and shit. Some of the girls are loving it...I guess because they are ho's and white trash and want to fuck a nigger to piss of their fathers.  Suddenly I feel arms on my shoulders and I am ready to spin around and go postal on someone when I see its Bekah and instead I laugh and hug her. She its next to me and is all "I have a minute before class and I wanted to say hi!"

I want to kiss her but I know I can;t here. So I tell her about that black retard and how he was trying to chat me up. Bekah gets this look on her face that I have never seen before, it was pure evil. Seriously it was like her eyes turned black and she grew fangs and started drooling venom. She says "I'll be back in a sec" and she walks over to that gorilla and leans in and talks to him. Suddenly he is all waving his hands all apologetically and he looks scared as fuck. She walks back over to me and sits down and smiles and I am all "What the fuck did you say to that nigger?' and she replies "I told him you were mine, that only I got to nail that pussy, and if he ever talked to you again I would burn his house down, rape his parents, and fuck him in the ass with his cat."

GODAMN

I love this girl!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

I am back

Sorry I haven't been blogging, a lot has been going on. I will fill you all in:

1. Our football team got destroyed by the defending state champs
2. I am still cute and positive
3. Bekah's parents want her out of the house when she turns 18 (which is in January). dad told her she can move in here with us YAY!
4. I haven't been playing WOWS that much, I am really into Elite Dangerous now.
5. School is still ok. My grades are good. dad said I need to start thinking about college and what the best school would be for me if I still want to become a vet (which I do).
6. Fencing is going great. We have a tournament in Richmond soon and I hope I do good.
7. Bessie had her teeth cleaned and it is funny when a dog gets their teeth cleaned because for like 2 days afterwards they are all licking their own teeth hahaha.

Everything with Bekah is great. We had a really intense passionate Saturday night. We were going at it for hours. I still haven't let her eat me or finger me yet, but i am feeling more comfortable with the idea. But she is patient and the things we do are very beautiful. I love being under her as we grind together and kiss. Just the intense feeling of bonding with her is something i cannot explain.

Anyway, that is all for now. i will write more this weekend.
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Mall day!

So I took Bekah to the mall today to go shopping. Well, she took me cause she drove. We parked and get out of the car and I took her hand and said "We are going to Nordstrom and Victoria's Secret" and Bekah is all "What? I can't afford that stuff" and I am all "OMG I am paying for it so hush" and she is all "Steff I cant have you do that it isn't right" and I roll my eyes and I am all "Bekah I have like a lot of spending money. Even after i buy myself stuff I have a lot leftover going to waste that I would just use to buy shit I dont need. NOW I can spend it on someone I care about and make them happy so just deal with it." And she laughs and says "Well ok but I will make it up to you."

So we walk into the mall and we are still holding hands she is says "You want to keep holding hands? I mean, I like it but are you ok with it in public?" And I roll my eyes AGAIN and I say "omg dont be a drama queen. I want to hold hands, plus I want any lezbos we see to know to stay the fuck away from you. I heard lezbos just know each other and I want to make sure they know you are off limits."

She laughs and says "yeah we have Lezdar, its lesbian radar".

so I take her first to Nordstrom and I find Alissa, my personal shopper and she is all "Hi Steffanie, what can I do for you today?" and I say "Alissa, this is Bekah and she is a lesbian and I want to buy her stuff that makes her looks less lesbian and more like a normal girl." Bekah facepalms and Alissa is all "uh...wow ok...um, less lesbian you say?"

WTF is everyone deaf?

"Yeah just less tomboyish, you know, the jeans and flannel and baseball cap and more miniskirts and matching tops and stuff. I don't know, YOU are the fashion consultant!"

Alissa looks at Bekah and Bekah shrugs her shoulders and then Alissa is all "Well ok, lets go look at some stuff."

3 hours and 500 dollars later we are done and Bekah has the foundation of a great new feminine wardrobe. At first she was all hesitant but the more she tried stuff on, the more she smiled and it was like she transformed as she tried on her new clothes. She came out of the dressing room wearing this one piece very pale green outfit I picked out and she looked at herself in the mirror and she was just staring at her reflection. So i came up behind her and put my hands on her shoulders and rested my head on her and said "Well?" and she said softly "I've never looked at myself and thought "Wow" before until now. I mean, its like I am seeing myself for the first time as a woman." So I kiss her on the cheek and say "Now you see yourself like I see you." and she turns and looks at me and I can see tears in her eyes and she says "really?"

So I lean in and kiss her softly on the lips and say "Yes."

SO I just had my very first kiss EVER in the changing room at Nordstrom and it was with a girl. Who would have thought. I guess it's all downhill from here! (j/k)

So we go to Victoria's Secret and I am all "Ok Bekah you need thongs. That is what i wear, it is what women should wear. No more of the boys boxer short underwear ok?" And she says "Ok but what happens when I am on my period?" And I reply" They have thongs for that too, and just wear a pad with it." and she is all "I use tampons" and I say "Ok you USED to use tampons, NOW you use pads, like me. Ok?" And she says "Ok."

So she picks out like a bunch of thongs and I pick some out for her and an hour later we are done and walking through the mall with her haul. We stop to get sushi and chat and she is all thanking me and saying she will pay me back and I am not having ANY of that so I tell her NO and she can pay me back from trying to be a normal girl and not a sinful lezbo.

So then she says the following:

"You kissed me". And I say "yeah, and?" she she is all "I am just surprised, you said that was off limits.' And I reply "I never said it was off limits, it just had to happen under my terms and under MY conditions." and she looks at me and says "Are you going to kiss me again?" And I reply "Maybe, that is up to me. More than likely yes, if it feels right." And she says "What about other things?" And I say "If you mean eating me out or fingering me or me doing that to you, THAT is still off limits. For now."
And she gets this look on her face and says "For now?' And I say "Yeah a girl can change her mind can't she? And if it DOES happen, IF being the key word, it will be under MY terms, in MY time and MY conditions. And IF it happens it doesn't equate to being a lesbian."

I guess he knows better than to question me now because she says "Ok, I can understand that. But, what about your breasts?" And I say "What about them? Aren't they awesome!" And she laughs and says "Yes, they are awesome, I want to kiss and suck them but you didn't mention it as off limits so I am confused." And I grind and say "It isn't off limits, I am surprised you havent done that to me yet and to be honest I was beginning to think you didn't want to suck them"

She she laughs LOUD and says "You mean I could have been sucking your tits the whole time and I didn't?" And I laugh and say "Yup".

So we drive back to my house so she can drop me off. she thanks me for all of the clothes. I tell her I have one more thing for her. I reach into my bag and pull out a small box and tell her to open it. She opens it and sees what I bought her. It is a pure silver BFF ring with two stones in it, one jade green and one aqua blue. The matching ring is the same but has the stones on opposite sides as the other ring. She looks at me and I say "these are BFF rings. We both wear them and it signifies our bond" So I place it on her finger and I tell her to place the other on mine. She does and she is all teary eyed.

So I lean in and kiss her. This time it is a real kiss, deep, long, and passionate. Our tongues dance as we kiss and it is so wonderful. FINALLY I have the BFF I always wanted. FINALLY I have someone (besides dad) I can trust 100%.

We break the kiss and she is all "Wow, unexpected." And I say "Always expect the unexpected."

I get out of the car and go inside and she drives away and I am now here writing this.

I am in a very happy place right now and it feels right.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Friday night blues

So its late Friday night and I need to go to sleep but I want to do a blog entry first.

Bekah was over tonight and I wanted her to stay but she was all distant and stuff and I was like "omfg what now" to myself. So I asked her what was bothering her and she started going on how she is so confused because of the things we do together. I ask her what does she mean by that and she says all the times we are in bed naked and grinding our pussies together and everything else we do is messing with her head. So I am all "How the fuck is that messing with your head?" and she is all "Because I am a lesbian and while we are getting hot with each other I want to do more to you but you keep denying you are a lesbian even though we are always in bed naked, we always rub our pussies together, you let me lick your ass, I have kissed your neck and all how the hell is that NOT being a lesbian?"

So I look at her and I say "Remember what I said I would do to you if you ever thought this way again?" So I belt her across the face hard and she falls back onto my bed. I jump on her and straddle her and pin her arms down. I say to her "Listen Bekah, enough of your sinful lesbian ways ok? What you and I do is bonding as BFFs, there is nothing lesbianish about it. I give certain parts of myself to you because I know it makes you happy, it is MY way of showing you how much I care about you. But it in NO WAY means I am an immoral lezbo. Fuck, I give you such an intimate gift and you totally just trash it by calling it immoral WHAT THE FUCK is your problem?"

And she is under me all tears in her eyes and she is "Steffi please, I am so fucking confused my head and my heart are being ripped apart by your behavior." I just roll my eyes and pin her arms down harder, squeezing her wrists hard. I tell her "Listen Bekah, what we do is NOT lesbian ok? I do NOT find women attractive. I do NOT want to go and try and kiss or eat out or rub pussies with some bitch. I do what I do with YOU and YOU only, I have NO desire for women or men in general. I do what I do with you because I want to make YOU happy and you are seriously fucking it all up!!!!!".

But she is just crying and not answering. I can tell I am making NO headway into her crazed lesbian brain. I feel like kicking her out and just giving up on the whole BFF thing, But then I look at her underneath me. she looks so sad, so helpless. And she is so pretty. And we do have such a great time together and I love holding her and being held by her. I love our intimacy and how it binds us closer. So I decide right then and there I am going to have to fix this somehow. I get off of her and lay down next to her and she is all crying. I lay on my side and just stroke her hair and she turns into me and just wraps herself around me crying. I stroke her hair and kiss all over her face and tell her I love her and that she is my BFF and we will work everything out. I cradle her in my arms and rock her like a baby. Finally she stops crying and looks at me and says "I will do anything to stay your BFF even if it means not being a lesbian. I don't care about other women, I just want to be in your life." So i smile and I say "THAT is what I wanted to hear!" and I am so happy I hug her tight. I tell her I will research how to help people who dont want to be lezbo's anymore and we will break her immorality together.

So we lay there just holding each other. Eventually she falls asleep and around 10pm I wake her up because she has to be home by 10:30. I walk her to her car and hold her again and she drives home.

I need to help Bekah. i want her as my BFF forever. I need to break her immoral lesbian desires. I will begin tomorrow.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Hump Day (literally)

So another Wednesday is in the books in the cute positive life that is Steffi.

We had ANOTHER Calculus test...omg I HATE Calculus....wtf will I need this crap for in my real life?!?!?!?!

Someone set off the fire alarms at school so we all had to go outside....omg....morons....thank God it wasn't raining.

I was watching all the news on Hurricane Maria destroying Puerto Rico. That is very sad all those people lost their stuff. That is why I am glad I live where I do, no hurricanes here!!

OMG one of the Senior boys asked me out today....WTF...he is on the track team and he was all "Hey Steffanie, how would you like to go out this weekend to dinner and a movie?'  OMG I am NOT having any of that shit so I was all "No thanks, I don't plan on dating anyone." And he says "Oh cmon, it will be harmless fun. Just a friend thing!" And I replied "Dude, I said NO. The fact you keep asking me after I said NO tells me you are a probable rapist."

So I went to see the Principal and he rolled his eyes at me AGAIN and sighed "What is it now Miss **REDACTED**?"

So I told him that boy was sexually harassing me and was probably a rapist and more than likely had drugs in his locker and he better get searched and suspended or else I will tell my dad. And he was all "Steffanie, asking a girl out on a date isn't exactly sexual harassment." So I told him he was a rapist enabler and that I would inform the school board.

I don't understand WHY these so called educated people do not care about rapists and bronies and furries in our high school.

So I was in my Sociology Class today and APPARENTLY we are having a school wide lecture next week by some group promoting Same Sex marriage and a whole bunch of other immoral deviant ideology. We were told attendance is mandatory........

FUCK THAT.

No one can brainwash me and change MY beliefs!

So I wait outside for Bekah  and she shows up and I am all "Where were you? You are 5 minutes late!" And she is all "I am sorry i got to talking to my Sociology teacher about the lecture next week."
So I say "Yeah that is a bunch of total bullshit." So bekah looks at me and she is all "What do you mean?" So I tell her it will all be about BS nonsense like gay marriage and adoption, diversity, how whites are oppressive and other totally bullshit crap that isn't true. I tell her it is all the plan of the Jews to degenerate our society.

So she gets really quiet and is all "Lets go Steff."

So we get in the car and I am all "WTF is your problem? Why are you so quiet?" And she says "Steff, sometimes the things you say are...well, to me a bit shocking." OMG DRAMA QUEEN. So I say to her "What? It is all true! How can less than 1% of the population control our banks, entertainment industry, our legal system, our universities, everything. You know what it is called when a small segment of a society rules over the vast majority? APARTHEID. Ask Nelson Mandela how that worked out for him."

She shakes her head and just says "I love you to death but sometimes I don't understand you." I roll my eyes and I am all to myself "I don;t need this." So i turn on caring, nurturing Steffi. I lean over and put my head on her shoulder as she drives and I say to her "The fact we are so different is what makes us so close, its what makes us BFFs. Its a good thing." She sighs and says "Yeah I guess."

So i take my hand and start rubbing her leg as she drives and she has a small smile and says "higher up" SO I move my hand higher up her leg and rub it harder and she says "careful i dont want to crash."

So we get to my house and I see dad isn't home and I am all "WTF" and I check my messages and see i missed a text from him saying he was going to help his friend fix his truck and would be back by 7. SO I ask Bekah to come in and we go inside and I let Bessie out and then feed her.

Bekah and I go up to my room and she is all "You should try and be more flexible with things, like gay marriage, who cares what someones sex is if you love them?"

So I am all "Because it says in the bible not to do it. It is immoral and goes against nature." Bekah just sighs and says "I don't understand you sometimes." So I walk up to her and get behind her and start rubbing her shoulders and say "Like i said, our differences make us who we are." So she turns around and loos at me and says "I guess."

I hug her and she hugs me back and we just sort of stand there, holding each other. I run my hands down her back and then run them along the top of her shorts. I unbutton them and slowly pull her zipper down. I pull her shorts off and they fall to the floor. She puts her hands under my shirt and lifts it off of me and unhooks my bra, exposing my tits. She gently pulls my miniskirt off and I step out of it, leaving me in just my thong.

she gets behind me and kisses the back of my neck. She then kisses all down my back and spine. She gets on her knees behind me and kisses all down my sides and hips and up and down the back of my legs. She gently caresses my ass and I know what she wants to do. So I softly say "You can do it."

She begins kissing all over my ass, gently and softly. She licks all up and down my ass to the back of my knees and up again. She gently pulls my thong down and i step out of it. She Takes one hand and pushes down on the small of my back. I know what she wants me to do, and I am leery of it but I decide to go for it. I bend over slowly and brace myself on my bed. I spread my legs apart a bit and I am now totally exposed and open to her. she kisses and licks all up and down the back of my legs and up my ass. she takes her hands and softly opens my ass cheeks. she pulls them apart until my hole is exposed and gaping in front of her. She kisses all around the opening to my hole and licks softly. I fell my pussy getting soaking wet as she licks and nuzzles at my ass. I feel her stand up and hear her remove the rest of her clothes. She takes my hips in her hands and turns me around and gently pushes me onto my bed. I lean back and open my legs wide for her, inviting her to me. She gently mounts me and positions her pussy against mine. We both start grinding softly. she leans into me and kisses my neck as she grinds against me. I run my fingers down her back and wrap my legs around her waist.

We grind against each other for over and hour, my bed squeaking as we rock back and forth. She takes my legs and holds them back as far as she can as she grinds her pussy against mine. I lean up and kiss her all over her neck as we both approach our orgasms.

Finally we cant hold it back anymore and we both start to cum. We both cry out and moan loudly as we grind fast and fast against each other as wave after waves or our orgasms overcome us.

She collapses on top of me and I hold her tight. We lay there for a while, just enjoying the moment. I look at her and say "it gets better every time" and she smiles. We hold each other and after a while she says she has to go. We get dressed and she leaves...and now I am alone again.

Story of my life.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Oh the Drama

So bekah calls me and she is all "Steff I want to talk" and I am all "Of course!" and she is all "I need to come over so we can talk" so I say "sure!" So she comes over and texts me from the drive way and says "Can we talk outside?'

Oh  My God she is a total drama queen.

So I walk outside to her car and she is all leaning against the door and I say "whats up?" and she just starts blabbering about what we did yesterday and today and how it is fucking with her mind and emotions and she is all "how can we do the things we do but you will not go any further? please understand, I am not saying I dont love it, I do, and I get the whole 'bonding' thing...but Steff, what we do is exactly what lesbians do when they have sex. In my head, this is what it is and the fact you refuse to call it that or acknowledge what you are doing IS lesbianism is really fucking me up emotionally"

So I smack her right across the face, hard, like full force. It stung my hand. She staggers back and is holding her cheek and looks at me and has tears in her eyes and just says "Why?"

So I tell her "Bekah, being a lesbian is sinful and immoral. It is against God and the true Orthodox faith. What you and I do is bonding, an intimate form of bonding of love between two BFF's, NOT between two sex crazed lezbo dykes. A lesbian would stab you in the back and cheat on you in an instant, a BFF never will. A lesbian would hurt you, I never will. A lesbian would never really love you, I ALWAYS WILL"

And she just looks at me in total confusion and i can see I am NOT getting through to her.

So I say "Look, Bekah. I know your brain is corrupted by your deviant lesbian ways and you do not think straight sometimes, but it is ok, I forgive you for that. But you need to understand if you want to continue what we have, you need to STOP calling it lesbianism. As a matter of fact, YOU need to STOP being a lesbian completely."

and she says "I can't stop being what I am" and I shake my head and reply "That is just what you have been brainwashed to believe. NO ONE is born a lesbian, it is a CHOICE and just like you can choose to stop doing drugs, you can STOP being a lesbian. But like any deviant addiction, you have to WANT to stop."

She bows her head and just looks so sad. So I know its time for caring, nurturing Steffi. I walked up to her and put my arms around her and hug her tight. I lift her face in my hands and kiss the tears on her cheeks. I look her in the eyes and I tell her it is ok, that I will help her overcome her lesbian tendencies, and that I will never give up on her or stop being her BFF. She smiles a small smile and says "Ok Steff, for you. I will try." So I hold her even tighter and I run my fingers through her hair. I tell her she can come in if she wants but she says she has to go home because she told her parents she was going out for milk. So i tell her someday i want us to live together so she never has to go home because home would be with ME. and she says "You mean it?" and I reply "yes."

So now she is happier and I apologize for having to smack her but she needs to understand their are repercussions to deviant thoughts and words. She shakes her head yes and apologizes for her words and I tell her its ok. I hold her tighter and tell her i hate when she leaves and she admits that at night she falls asleep holding her pillow imagining it is me. That is so adorable!!! I ask her if she wants to see my pussy before she leaves and she says "can i?' and I say "yes" so she runs her hands under my miniskirt and goes to pull my thong down, but I taker her hands and guide them to my ass. She gets this look of surprise on her face but I just smile at her. She starts caressing my ass, running her hands all up and down it. She runs her hands between my ass cheeks and I whisper "lower" and she moves her fingers lower until her fingers at right at my hole. I whisper "go ahead" and she slowly massages my hole with her finger. It feels really good and i moan softly. She spreads my ass cheeks with her hands and I can feel my hole gape as she exposes it. she runs her fingers to the edge of it and pulls it open as far as she can as I moan softly. She runs her hands to the front of my thong and pulls it down, exposing my pussy which is now dripping wet. she lifts my miniskirt up so she can see it and i take her hand and guide it to just outside my pussy, so she can feel how wet I am.she massages me there, right on the edge of my pussy as I breathe heavy in her ear. Finally she stops and smiles at me and we embrace again. she whispers "I have to go, parents will get suspicious."

So she gets in her car and leaves and here I am writing this. I had to set her straight and I WILL break her of her lesbian immorality. Once I do, she will be without any immoral desires.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Bronies and furries in MY SCHOOL!?!? I THINK NOT!!!!!

OMFG the cancer that is brony/furry fandom has infected my high school.

So I had to to stay after school to work on a science project and after I finished I had like 20 minutes before Bekah finished and we could leave so I was walking though the halls to go visit the old janitor, who is a good friend of mine...when what do my hella cute eyes see but a roomful of BRONIES AND FURRIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I nearly threw up. One of the rooms was full of bronies in their MLP t-shirts and people in costume as animals (Furries)...WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! So I act all cool and I walk into the room and say "hey everyone, cool outfits, whats going on?"

Well they were super excited I guess that a normal person was talking to them. One of the bronies, a really thin pasty skinned girl with horned rim glasses smiled at me and said "We formed a brony/furry fandom club for school. This is our first meeting! Are you planning on joining?"

And I was all "Uh, no I was just curious because of the outfits, which are cool btw. Hey, good luck on your club! I think its great that you guys have a safe space to go to!" and they all said thanks and I left.

ok.....ok...breathe Steffi do NOT go all into rage mode.

SO I decide I have to stop this bullshit like NOW so I go to the Principals office and let myself in.
The Principal sees me and rolls his eyes and says "Hello Miss (REDACTED) what is it this time?"
And I inform him of this immoral gathering of furry and brony deviants. And he says "Steffanie, I approved this club. All they do is talk about that show and make outfits to wear they are harmless." And I say to him "OH NO NO NO!, that is totally incorrect!"

So I whip out my phone and pull up all of the information I can about the degeneracy of bronies and furries. I show the Principal and ask him how he can allow such deviant perversions in our school?

SO he just sighs and says "I will look into it ok? but I am sure these particular folks are harmless. Not everyone in that fandom is a 'deviant' as you put it."

So I remind him who my dad is and how much money he has donated to this school and ask how else they could have gotten computers for the lab or all that scientific equipment in the biology lab. I tell him it would look bad if it got out our school supported bronies and furries.

So I finished up and go wait for Bekah. She walks outside and sees me and smiles and says "hey bff". And I am all "Hey bff" and we get into her car and start the drive to my house. I am wearing a mini skirt so I pull it up a little and open my legs to tease her and she laughs and is all "Steff you just can;t help it can you? You really want me to find a place to park where we can be alone and jump on you and grind like we did yesterday?" And I smile and say "Sure." So she gets all quiet and says "You serious?" and I say "Yes, I want to do it again. I want to do it every chance we get. I loved bonding with you like that, it just strengthens our total and absolute friendship"

So we drive to this part of the woods behind an old building I know no one goes to. I reach over and undo Bekah's zipper and pull her shorts off. I pull her panties down and she reaches under my skirt and runs her fingers up and down my thighs. She reaches under my thong and pulls it off. She climbs over to the passenger seat and mounts me as I wrap my legs around her waist. I am already wet and I can feel her pussy against mine. She starts rubbing her pussy against mine and I match the movements of her hips, She gasps loudly and I can feel her suddenly get VERY wet and that makes me just grind harder and she grinds back and the car is shaking as we go at it. I run my hands down to her ass and grab her ass cheeks and pull them apart as far as I can. She moans loud "Oh fuck" and leans down and bites my neck. This makes me pull her ass cheeks apart even harder as she bites my neck. She pounds and grinds against me hard and fast and we are both sweating and moaning. Suddenly she says "fuck I am going to cum" and I tell her "cum for me" and she loses control and starts having an orgasm. She cries out and buries her head on my shoulder as she grinds furiously against me as she cums. finally she slows down and stops and I kiss her face and tell her she is my BFF.
We laid there for a bit settling down and she says to me "for someone who claims she isnt a lesbian, you fuck like one." Well i am NOT having any of that lezbo shit so i say angrily "Bekah I am NOT a fucking lesbian ok? Lesbians are sinful and immoral. What we are doing is bonding as friends. We are not making out, we are not eating each other or fingering or anything. And don't you ever call what we do 'fucking" again or I will smack the shit out of you and never talk to you again."

So she gets all quiet and hurt looking and says softly "Im sorry" And I say "You better be, now get off of me I need to go home."

So she gets off of me and i put my thong back and and she drives me home without saying a word. I get out of the car and I say "remember what I said ok? I am serious. I will smack the fuck out of you and never talk to you again. We BOND we do NOT fuck. Get it?" And she says "I get it" and I smile and hug her and say "Good! I will talk to you in a bit."

Well that is all for now, I have to shower.
Thanks for reading!
Steff

So this is Monday

Another Monday in the books for cute positive Steffi.

I am in bed just relaxing. School was ok today, I am all caught up on my projects and homework. So far I am doing very well, which makes ME and dad happy.

I was thinking about Bekah all today. I loved yesterday when we cuddled in my bed. It felt REALLY good to be naked with her and have her on top of me as we cuddled. I keep remembering how I laid there with my legs around her waist as we rubbed against each other. It felt so good to share that with her, I have to admit I got really wet from it and it just made it feel so much better. I remember how she had her head buried in my shoulder as I moved my hips up and down and she met each thrust of my hips with her own, and how sometimes she would arch her back and look me in the eyes  as she grinded against me. A few times she sat up and bent her head back as we grinded against each other and I held her hips in my hands and pulled her back and forth against me. She would look down and watch our pussies rub against each other and I also would look at them. She moaned very softly and the look in her face was like she was in her own world.

I really loved how she would run her hands all over my stomach as we grinded. Sometimes she would grind really fast and hard and I would match her and sometimes she would do it soft and slow. Then she would lay back down on top of me and touch her forehead to mine and our noses would touch and she would pump up and down really fast and I would push back and I could feel how wet and slick we both were as our wetness mingled together. I actually ran my hands over her ass a few times and it felt really hard and solid. I would grab her ass cheeks and spread them apart and that seemed to make her grind against me harder.

When we finished we were both sweaty and tired and I lay against her on my side with my leg draped over her waist. She kept planting little kisses all over the top of my head, which I thought was adorable. I looked down and I could see how wet our pussies were and it was kinda sexy to see it and know her wetness was mixed with mine inside of me. I guess we really bonded by doing this, which is great...she is my BFF and I wanted to make her happy.

Anyway, I want to do it again with her. I think this is a good way to make her happy since she knows I am not a lesbian and she cant kiss or eat me or anything. This is an acceptable substitute I can give her. I look at it as a bonding thing, a way for us to share something intimate as friends and not as lezbo lovers (which would be sinful).

Anyway, time for bed!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sunday stuff

So another Sunday comes to an end. It was an eventful day in the hella cute life of Steffi.

So I woke up this morning and called Bekah. I wanted to see how her "date" went and if she had lezbo sex. So she answers the phone all quiet and says "hey Steff". And I am all "So? do you dyke out?" and she says "I didn't go I cancelled the date."

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

So I am all "You cancelled? if you were going to cancel why didn't you just stay here with me!??!" And she said "I cancelled it as I was halfway to her house. I called and said my car was acting up and I had to reschedule. Then I just drove around a bit and went home."

OMFG

So i say "Well why did u cancel? I thought you wanted to get lezbo fucked." And she said "After seeing you I just wasn't in the mood, I needed to be alone." And I said "OMG whatever, come over" and she said "I don't know" and I wasn't having ANY of that so I tell her to get her ass over my house like NOW.

So she comes over and dad is all "hey Bekah" and dad says that if we are going to hang out at the house we need to be fully clothed or stay upstairs because friends are coming over for football. SO Bekah comes up to my room and sits on my bed and I look at her and say "Ok, what the fuck is going on?" And she says "After seeing you it just put me in a mood, I can't explain. I just needed to be alone for a while, that is all."

OMG such a drama queen.

So I decided to be all kind and nurturing and I sit behind her and start rubbing her shoulders and am all "It's ok bekah, you are my BFF and even if you are a sinful lezbo I will still always be your BFF, I promise." So she says "that feels good" and I rub her shoulders harder and start massaging her neck. I leaned back on my bed and pull her down with me so she is laying in my arms as I massage her shoulders. I pull her hair back and lightly kiss the nape of her neck and she moans softly. So I massage her shoulders for like an hour, telling her she is my BFF forever as she just melts in my arms. After a while I hug her tight and and softly kiss the top of her head. I think she fell asleep but she is awake and she says to me "I really do love being your BFF, I was scared when we started talking that you'd tell everyone who I really am." and I said to her "I'll never tell, it is a secret until you want it out."

So she turns over and now she is lying on top of me and she says to me softly "Can we be naked?" and I say "sure". So I lift off my tank top and go to pull off my thong and she says "can I?' so I shake my head yes and she slowly puts her fingers under the fabric of my panties and pulls them off of me. She leans back and I spread my legs for her, giving her a full view. she sighed and said "you have no idea" and I replied "I do know, believe me i do". So she lifts off her shirt and takes her bra off. she pulls off her jeans and her panties. I reach up and grab her by the shoulders and pull her onto me. I wrap my legs around her waist and say "You will always be my bff" she she sighs and kisses the top of my head.

I snuggle up to her and wrap my legs tight around her waist.I can feel her pussy against mine and I slowly start to move my hips back and forth and up and down, just ever so lightly. I can feel how wet she is and I know its dripping inside of me. So I make little circle motions with my hips and Bekah moves her hips in response. I ran my hands all up and down her back at the same time. She buried her head in my shoulder as we continue to rub against each other for nearly an hour. Finally our movements get slower and slower and we snuggle together and fall asleep till about 3 pm.

We got up and she smiled and said "I would rather sleep next to you as a friend like that forever than let another girl touch me." so I hug her tight and say "yeah, me too."

so we get dressed and go downstairs and make lunch as dad and his friends watch football (I actually put sweatpants on believe it or not). We finished the day watching Tv and playing Call of Duty.

So back to school tomorrow...BOO!!!!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Punishment!

Its around 1am Saturday night and I can't sleep so I will write a blog entry.

So Bekah was over today. After the football game (which we won, YAY!) Bekah drove me home. dad went with his friends to some fishing show, I have no idea, so it was me and Bekah in my house. We went up to my room (I was still in my cheer outfit) and I was all happy because we won. I plopped down on my bed and asked Bekah if she liked my cheers and she said yes. So i asked her what she wanted to do and she said she couldn't stay late because she had a DATE TONIGHT.

What the actual fuck......

So I am all "Who the hell are you having a date with?" and she says "This girl I know from a few towns over, we met online and I haven't seen her in a while so I am going to go see her and we are going out." So I am all "Is she a lesbian too?!?!" and Bekah says "yes." I ask her if she is going to have lezbo sex with her and she says "I hope so."

What
the
fuck.....

So I am mad so I am all "Fine, whatever". I mean, whatever she is a lezbo and I am not but she is still MY BFF which means I COME FIRST....omfg...she needs to learn this. SO Bekah is all "Are you ok? are you mad?" and I am all "No, do whatever you want, go be lezbo if you must."

So Bekah sits next to me and says "Steff, you keep telling me you AREN'T a lesbian, but you are acting all mad and jealous that I have a date. What the hell is wrong?" so I turn over on my back and I say "You are my BFF, I should come first." So she says "You are also my BFF and you DO come first but I also need to date and be with other girls like me sometimes."

So I say "But I wanted to spend tonight with you!" and she says " I know but I also have a life too, and I have to live it, you need to understand." I wanted her to stay with me so i slowly start to open my legs and I am all "stay with me" and she says "Steff, stop it. That is not going to work this time. You always tease me and show me yourself but you wont give me yourself, that is why I am going out with someone tonight." So I say "I dont give you myself because I am NOT a lesbian!"

So Bekah lays down on her back next to me and stares up at the ceiling and says "I know you aren't, but I AM and I need to be with my own kind sometimes."

So I get a bright idea. I flip over and sit on her waist, straddling her. And I say "Ok but first I want to shower with you." and she is all "No Steff, no teasing." And I put my hands under her shirt to lift it up and she is FIGHTING ME and is all "Stop Steff". So I keep trying to lift her shirt up and she keeps stopping me and I am all "I want to see you" and she is all "Steff, no, its too much for me."

So I try to unbutton her shorts and unzip them and she tries stopping me and I am all "I want to see your pussy" and she is all "NO, cmon Steff" so I keep trying to unbutton and unzip her and she keeps trying to stop me. So I pin her arms down and I lean right up into her face and I say "I want to see your pussy before you let that lesbian eat it" and she says "Steff, no" So I say "I KNOW you will be thinking of me while she eats you, admit it." And she gets this look on her face and quietly says "Yes." So I say "So let me see your pussy then." And I try pulling her pants off and she keeps trying to stop me, but not as much as before.

SO I say to her "I know when she is eating your pussy and licking inside you, you will be imagining its me. But it never will be, all you'll ever be able to do is dream about it." And she softly says "I know." So again i say "Let me see your pussy" and this time she doesnt fight me. I unbuttoned her jeans shorts and unzipped them and pulled them off of her. I can see her panties are soaking wet, so I say "I know this is turning you on, you are all wet." and she softly says "Yes." so I run my fingers across her stomach and inside her panties and I can feel her wetness on my fingers and I pull her panties off. I lift her shirt up and undo her bra and now she is naked underneath me.

So i say to her "From now on whenever I want to see you naked do NOT fight me on it ok?" and she says "Yes" softly.  I look down and I can see her pussy is soaking wet. So I get off of her and take her hands and pull her up off the bed. I wrap my arms around her and she holds me tight and I whisper to her "Youll never have me and this is punishment for your sinful wicked lesbian desires. do you understand?" and she says "yes." and so I take her hands and lead her into the bathroom. I get undressed and we shower together.

Afterwards we dry off and she gets dressed and says she has to go for her date. I tell her to have a nice time and she drives off.

So now I am in bed wondering if that lesbian is eating her out. I guess I will find out tomorrow!

Thanks for reading!
Steff