Camping adventures

So Bekah and I went camping. I love camping because it is nice to be outdoors and by the creek to go swimming and just being around nature. I wanted Bessie to come with us but Dad said it would be too much work to keep an eye on her and stuff and I guess he is right...even though all she does is sleep. I think dad just wanted her to stay home to keep him company while I was gone hahaha.

So we went to the usual spot we always go to and it was very nice. The campsite is pretty isolated but it has water and a small outhouse and a grill already in place. I have this solar powered charger thing for my phone, and my SUV can provide power anyway so I was all set.

The two girls who went camping with us last time joined us on day 2. They are pretty cool for a couple of sinful lesbians, at least they are femme and not some ugly short haired butch lezbos.

So we made s'mores on the campfire, went swimming in the creek and goofed off and had a good time.

At night things got a bit wild. These girls have seen me naked before and last time we went camping the four of us ended up all having sex in front of each other. It just happened, and it happened again.

Bekah and I were going at it really hard and the other two were about 2 feet away from us going a it as well. A few times as we were all grinding and rolling around, we actually sorta crashed into each other.

I was nervous the other two lesbians would start eating MY pussy or sucking my tits and I was so turned on with Bekah I honestly don't know if i would have stopped them, but thankfully other than our legs getting tangled up a few times, nothing like that happened.

After wards we retired to our tent and Bekah and I would kiss for a long time and fall asleep in each other's arms.

I am so happy, so far this has been a great summer.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Godzilla!!!

So Bekah and I saw Godzilla King of the Monsters last night and it was AWESOME!!! I LOVE Godzilla and it was a great film! Very heavy on the monster fighting action, which the last film lacked. Godzilla looked great and King Ghidorah was scary as all hell. Mothra was beautiful and Rodan was his usual goofy self just like in the old films.

I wore a hell cute outfit, because I am hella cute! My miniskirt was very short and Bekah was all "OMG Steff that skirt is too short" and I was all "STFU Bekah I will wear what I want!"
I am concerned because Bekah has been wearing more and more lesbianish style of clothing. For a while she was dressing normal like me, but lately she has reverted back to her jeans, flannel, and baseball cap.

In the theater I made it a point to snuggle up to her and open my legs but she was all "Steff you are on your period" and I was all "So?" and she was all "It's just it could be....you know...messy"

OMFG

So I told her its not like I expected as to have sex in the theater but the last she could do was rub my pussy through my maxi pad....ugh...she can be so difficult sometimes.

So after the movie I jumped her in the car and gave her a huge hickey on her neck and she was all "OOWWW Steff what the fuck are you a vampire?"

so I said to her "You are dressing too much like a tomboy recently you need to stop and go back to dressing like me" and she was all like "I just like wearing what I am comfortable in."

So I look at her in the eyes and say "Bekah, if you don't start dressing like a normal NON LESBIAN girl I will beat the fuck out of you."

She got all quiet and lowered her head and said "I'm sorry I'll try harder."

YAY!

She? sometimes she just needs to have the correct way of thinking hammered home!

Thanks for reading!

Steff

Random stuff!!!

So it is June and its summer and its hot as hell. I am back at the car wash again to make my own money. dad says its to instill responsibility in me. I don't mind, last year was fun and I made mad bank and was able to look cute and inspire positivism.

Bekah is poor so she NEEDS to work. I told her to wash cars with me but she says she doesn't like being in the heat. So she got a job at the Game stop in the mall. That is cool, now I can get video games at a discount. The issue is her parents cannot afford to send her to college and her grades were not good enough to get any scholarships. Plus, being white she won't get free money thrown at her like they do for illegal immigrants and niggers.

I told her its ok, she should do that Phoenix online or some other online college and I would help pay for it. She said no, that she doesn't want to rely on me for money but I told her "OMFG bekah you are poor as fuck and I have a lot of money let me help you". I think if I work on it all summer I can convince her. I mean, I will be a Vet someday so i will make enough money for both of us so she  can be my receptionist when I open my own Vets office. It would be cool, that way we will be together all day in addition to all night and when its slow I can take her into one of the Vet rooms and eat her pussy.

I asked Bekah who her favorite lezbo was and she said Kristen Stewart, that girl from Twilight. OMFG i hated Twilight, it was lame. Vampires don't sparkle wtf, I bet Blade would kill them all in like 5 seconds. so I looked up a pic of Kristen to see what the attraction for Bekah is:

Ok I can see it. She is pretty cute. And I admit, the fact that she has her pad showing through her underwear is pretty fucking hot as fuck. I MAY eat her pussy if given the chance, MAYBE.

I still think bekah is hotter:

I am So in love with her. And when SHE is in her panties and her pad is showing it drives me up the wall I just want to throw her on the ground and savagely rub our pussies together and bite her neck till its covered in hickies.

sigh.....I love you bekah.


thanks for reading!
Steff

weekend

My weekend was good. I went to see that new Star Wars movie: "Solo"

BARF

If Bekah wasn't with me I would have fallen asleep. It was boring. I mean, it wasn't like a BAD film, it was just boring, there was nothing exciting about it at all. Well, I liked Chewbacca, he is always cool, but the rest of the film almost put me asleep. Dad saw the original Star Wars when he was a kid, but he refuses to see the new ones because he says "SJW's have ruined it."

So when we left and were driving home Bekah says to me: "Hey Steffi, dont think I am weird but I have this...well, like fantasy with you I want to try out."

So I am all "Oh? this sounds like it could be hot or totally immoral in which case I will beat the crap out of you!!"

She laughs (I wasn't joking btw) and says "No, trust me its just....well...its just something I want to try."

SO i say "Ok what?"

So Bekah says: "Well you know how was use that strap on? (Which I love using btw) I want to use it in the car, except I want to put it on and park somewhere and have you suck on it like I am a guy and you are giving me a blowjob."

So I say to her "Bekah, this isn't some sort of step towards you telling me you want to transition into a guy is it, cause if it is, I will literally choke you to death."

And she laughs and says "OMG NO Steff, good lord, even I think those trans people are fucked up. I love being a girl, trust me on that. Its just...well, its just it would be kinda dirty and the thought of it turns me on."


So I am all "Well, ok Bekah. It does sound dirty and to be honest, it sounds like kinda dangerous and fun. Ok, lets park somewhere."

So we go to our usual spot where I know no one ever goes. She gets that strapon thing out of a bag in her car, takes off her jeans and panties, and puts it on. I lean over to the drivers seat and give her a long deep kiss. Then I lay across her lap so I can suck on the strap on cock. I rub it across my face as she runs her fingers through my hair. I lick all the way down it to its "balls" and lick them. I lick all the way up to the top then take it in my mouth and start sucking.

I suck on it for a long time, my head bobbing up and down on it as Bekah moans and runs her fingers through my hair. Because she is naked from the waist down, I can smell the wetness dripping from her pussy, and that turns me on even more. I suck her off hard and long. She is really into it and I am so happy to know its making her feel good that it turns ME on.

I suck on the strap on for at least 45 minutes before she says "I want to cum on you" so I pull back and she grabs the cock and holds it over my face as it cums. It shoots its fake cum all over my face and it is SO hot. Finally, it stops cumming. She gets a towel from the back and cleans my face off. I lean in and we kiss hot and heavy for a long time.

She is all "Thank you, it was better than I fantasized."

And I say to her "You are my girlfriend, I love you. Anything for you."
And she smiles and says "I love when you refer to me as your girlfriend. I know how hard it was for you to accept what we have, and to hear you call me that, to know this is how you really feel. Steff, you have no idea how much it really means to me. Seriously, I love you."

Sigh....life with her is going to be amazing.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Ok I have to explain

So apparently a lot of you readers send comments to me saying I am a lesbian. So i want to set the record straight.

I AM NOT A FUCKING LESBIAN

Lesbians are sinful and will burn in hell. I fell in love with Bekah, who happens to be another girl.
However, I do NOT desire any other girl (or guy for that matter).
I fell in love with Bekah DESPITE her being female NOT because of it.

See, all lezbos have mental issues, which is why most of them commit suicide. And the more you lezbo out, the more you start looking like a man (they are called butch).

I had NO intentions of being with a girl, or anyone else for that matter. I was happy to be alone and single and chaste and pure like God commands. However, God also commands us to find someone to love and he must have looked on me with favor for being such a righteous Orthodox Christian because he sent Bekah into my life.

Yes, Bekah is a girl. Yes, we have sex. Yes, she is my girlfriend. Yes, I AM going to marry her someday.

This does NOT make me a crazed sinful lezbo.

Now Bekah, was a crazed lezbo BUT since she has been with ME she has shed most (not all) or her sinful craven lesbian ways and is more normal. She still needs to make progress but she will get there.

So to clarify:

Steffi: NOT a lesbian

Thanks for reading!
Steffi

Saturday night!

So Saturday night was an experience and a half.

Bekah tells me "Hey you remember that party we went to? They are having another one and we are invited."

And I respond "You mean that lesbian party right?"

And she gets all nervous and quiet and is all "yeah. Them. But you said you had fun last time so I thought.."
And I say "I enjoyed the time with you, but the lezbos I could not care less about. We can go, but, like last time, any of them start doing any weird lesbian shit towards me or you, I will burn that place down."
And Bekah is all happy and is all "Yay! Ok, it will be fun like last time! Trust me, I wont let you away from my side for a minute."

So i decide to dress real sexy so I can torture Bekah and her sinful lesbian friends. I have on a WAY too short white miniskirt (small white thong panties) a half shoulder peach color crop top, and my white converse sneakers. When Belah picks me up she is wearing her jeans, flannel shirt over a white tank top, and a baseball cap flipped backwards. Her mouth hits the floor of the car and she is all "Steff...my God....they are going to go apeshit seeing you like this."

So I lean over and kiss her deep and say "You are the only one who gets to enjoy me."

So on the drive over I have my legs open so Bekah and see my pussy and she is rubbing my thighs and I am all "Mmm you are going to get me wet before we get there then I will have to ditch my panties" And she laughs

So we get to the party and sure enough, every single girl there was looking at me like I was some sort of blonde goddess (I know they all wanted to pin me down, hold my legs open, and lick and eat my pussy for hours)

So Bekah and I are hanging out, listening to music, drinking (no alcohol, alcohol is a sin and you go to hell for drunkeness).

So again i asked Bekah how many of these girls she had lezbo sex with and she says "none of them".


THEN she pauses and looks at this girl on the other side of the room and says "Well, except for her."

And I am all "WTF EXcuse me?"

And Bekah says "Well you asked, that girl over there, her. I was with her. It was only a few times, we werent dating, it was for fun. Nothing serious."

At this point all i want to do is clothesline that girls head off and then beat the fuck out of Bekah BUT, I promised I would behave.

"Bekah, I will remain calm but I refuse to talk to her and I dont want you talking to her either or I will kill both of you."

Bekah laughs and hugs me and says "You are my world. You are all i want or need, for eternity. Believe me."

So I lean in and kiss her deep right in front of all the lezbos who can only watch and be jealous HAHHAHAHAHAH. i actually run my hands over her ass as we kiss just for dramatic effect.


So i whisper to Bekah "Lets find a private spot" And she is all "You aerious?"

so I take her by the hand and we find a closet and we both go in and we start going at it. she pulls my thong off and starts fingering me and I wrap one leg around her as she plunges her fingers in and out of my wet pussy. I bite her neck hard and give her a huge hickey as she fingers me.

She puts a finger inside my ass and pumps away with it as I rub her pussy through her jeans.

After about 15 min or so, we both cum. I put my thong back on but my hair is a mess and she is covered in hickies. We leave the closet and we are both smiling and glowing. The lezbos at the party can tell what we just did and its so fucking hot.


I love her


Thanks for reading!
Steff

Strike!

Well our dumbass teachers are still on strike. I dunno why they feel the need to strike, they have JOBS wtf is their problem!?!?!?

Typical liberal bullshit. All it is doing is disrupting OUR education! They should all be fired and then shot or put into work camps.


The good thing about this is I get to spend ALL my time with Bekah. We have gone out to dinner, to the movies, and enjoyed our time together.

So a few days ago she says this to me:

"Hey Steff, lets go to a party. There will be music and dancing and stuff."

"Oh? Whose party"?

"A girls I know from (REDACTED) is having a house party and she invited me and whoever I want to bring"

So I am curious so i say to her:
"What sort of party is this?"

And Bekah says "Its just a house party. Just people around our age hanging out, listening to music, dancing, they have a big backyard and will have lights set up and everything. You don't have to drink, and these people dont do drugs."

So I say to her:
"Ok well, what sort of people will be there?"

And she gets quiet and says:
"Well.....people like us."

"You mean teenagers?"

"Yeah but more than that. People who believe in the things we believe in."

"You mean Orthodox Christianity and Nationalism?"

"NO Steff. I mean people who.....people who feel like we do....about each other."

So I say:
"Bekah....is this a LESBIAN party?"

And she looks at the ground and sort of shuffles her feet.

"Well, They are MOSTLY lesbians but there are a few straight girls and bisexuals too"

WHAM I clobbered Bekah with a clothesline. She dropped like a sack of rocks and hit the floor. I jumped on her back and slapped the camel clutch on her while she cried. I yelled:

"I TOLD YOU WE ARE NOT LESBIANS AND I TOLD YOU WHAT I WOULD DO IF YOU EVER BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN!"

she was crying her eyes out sobbing in pain and was all "AAARRGGHH you are breaking my back Im sorry I just thought it would be a nice night out PLEASE STOP YOU ARE BREAKING MY SPINE"

I just pulled back on the camel clutch harder as she slapped her hands on the floor like she was tapping out. I yelled

"I told you we are NOT lesbians!! WHY MUST YOU MAKE WHAT WE HAVE SINFUL!"

I released the camel clutch and stood over her. I flipped her over on her stomach she she cried and spasmd on the floor. I got on top of my bed and dropped the elbow across her chest WHAM!!!!

She started convulsing like she was being electrocuted. It was kinda funny to be honest.

I got on top of her and grabbed her by the head and said "You will never ever ever see me again if you bring this lesbian shit up one more time. You got it?"

and she was all crying her eyes out and she says "Im sorry im so sorry i wont i swear please dont leave me i love you"

So I lay down next to her and held her tight as she cried in my arms for an hour. i stroked her hair and kissed her head and told her over and over again I loved her and I wont leave her as long as she behaves and stays away from sinful things like lesbians.


she kept saying over and over "please dont leave me" and i told her i would not. I held her till she stopped crying and i kissed her and i said
"Look Bekah, if you want to go to this party we can, but if ANYONE asks if I am a sinful lesbian I am going to say no. I get the feeling you want to go to this so I am willing ok?"

So she smiles and nods her head and I kiss her and hold her tight.

Well we went to this party and I have to admit it wasn't bad. They had awesome music, and a lot of non alcoholic stuff to drink....they did have alcohol but i didnt see anyone too drunk. i DID notice a lot of the lezbos were checking me out and I could tell Bekah was a combination of jealous and proud. I hung all over her all night to indicate she was MINE and she was hands off!

we danced and we talked to a lot of people. I met some of her "friends". I kept asking her if she lezbo fucked any of them and she said no but she did make out with a few..GRRRRRRR!!!

anyway we had a good time, and it made her happy. She just needs to understand what we have is NOT lesbiansism but rather, LOVE.


thanks for reading!
Steff

Diversity? More like BRAINWASHING!

So today we had that stupid school wide diversity assembly. Supposedly the whole point of this waste of time was to explain how great diversity really is and other such total bullshit.

First off, I couldn't sit with Bekah because I am a junior and she is a senior, so that put me in a mood. I didn't want to come to school today but dad said I had to. OMG whatever.

So we file into the auditorium and the presentation begins. So person...I couldn't tell if it was a guy or a girl, comes out and introduces itself and starts to talk about how different people are and how many great things there are about diversity and sharing other cultures and stuff. This person brought out a woman who apparently is a Muslim and she was wearing some sort of headscarf and she started talking about her culture and Islam and crap. She asked if anyone had any questions so i raised my hand and she was all happy to call on me. So I stood up and I asked:

"If Islam is so great and enlightened, how come women are not allowed out in public without a male family member to escort them? And why can't women drive in most Islamic nations or have the right to vote or get an education? And why, if Islam is SO great are you forced to wear that ridiculous scarf?"

so the whole auditorium got real quiet and I can see a few of the teachers all freaking out and a few of them smiling and trying not to laugh. So this woman stutters and says "It is a different culture" and I cut her off and say "It sounds oppressive as hell to me, and doesn't your Koran prescribe mandatory death for homosexuality, adultery, alcohol consumption and so forth?"

My teacher comes running over and tells me to sit down. The woman is trying to avoid the question so I yell out "If you cannot defend your religion or culture from a few questions from a teenager than it really doesn't sound all that great to me!" A bunch of students start applauding and I am all happy.

Then I hear her.

Bekah.

She is standing up and yelling "I want to know WHY Islam mandates death for homosexuals. I want to know WHY we should celebrate and accept this diversity when all it seems like it is doing is bringing death and oppression!"

The students all start cheering and another one stands up and says "Yeah, some people in this country may not like homosexuals or think they are disgusting, but even they would never KILL one! As a matter of fact, I think most people who think homosexuals are sinful would defend one from being killed by your Islamic death cult!"

The whole auditorium erupts in cheers and applauding. Some of the teachers are yelling at us to shut up while most are keeping quiet and smiling in approval. The Principal has his head in his hands and the people giving the presentation look like they want to die. The Muslim woman looks angry beyond belief and screams out "INFIDELS THIS IS WHY WE WILL WIN!!" and slams her microphone down. The whole student assembly starts chanting "USA USA USA"

It was glorious.

Of course, there is a price to be paid. Dad gets called into school. So does Bekah's parents and the parents of the boy also stood up and yelled. All 3 of our parents are in with the Principal while we are kept in 3 separate rooms. Finally dad comes into my room and sits down.

"Steffanie, you won't be getting into any trouble. They know better than to do anything to you because of me, but I wasn't able to save Bekah or that other boy."

So I am all "What did they do to Bekah?" Dad says she is suspended for 2 days and the boy for 2 days as well. he tried to get them both off the hook but they flat out told him they know they can't touch me so they will punish them.

As we are leaving the boy (his name is Tim) and his parents walk by. He looks and me and smiles and says "Totally worth it Steff!" and I laugh and give him a thumbs up.

So Bekah and her parents walk up to us and I don't even care anymore. I rush forward and throw myself into her arms and hold her. I whisper "That was awesome!" She smiles and says "Yeah, it was pretty cool." Bekah's parents don't say a word to me and practically drag her away. She shoots me a glance of sadness and I am all confused.

As we are leaving I asked dad if he thought something was wrong with Bekah. We get into the car and he sighs and says "Steff, I don't know how to tell you this. But while we were in there they pulled Bekah and Tim in to find out WHY they did what they did. Tim said it was because his brother is in Afghanistan and he hates Muslims. Bekah said she did it because she is a lesbian."

Uh oh.

He continues "Look Steff, I know you two are spending a lot of time together, and I know you got really close with her really fast. I don't care what you do, I trust your judgement. Just remember, there will be a lot of people who will look at you and her with hatred and anger. I won't always be able to protect you, so you both need to learn to protect each other."

I don't know what to say so I just keep quiet as he drives.

After a while he says "I like Bekah, you and her are like peas in a pod. You both compliment each other's personalities and styles. What one lacks, the other makes up for. I think you both have a long happy time ahead with each other. But we need to get ready for something."

And I am all "What do we have to get ready for?"
And dad says "Her parents did not take it well. They are livid. Beyond angry. And they are probably going to throw her out of the house. And when they do, we will take her in."
And I am all "We are?" and he says "Yes, we are."

I start crying and I lean into dad and hug him as he is driving. And I just cry all the way home.

So dad is now arranging one of the upstairs bedrooms. I am hoping they do not throw her out. Now everyone at school will know what she is or was or whatever.

And they will probably suspect something about us.

I don't know if I am ready for this. I am only 16. But I will try.

she is worth it.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Friday night blues

So its late Friday night and I need to go to sleep but I want to do a blog entry first.

Bekah was over tonight and I wanted her to stay but she was all distant and stuff and I was like "omfg what now" to myself. So I asked her what was bothering her and she started going on how she is so confused because of the things we do together. I ask her what does she mean by that and she says all the times we are in bed naked and grinding our pussies together and everything else we do is messing with her head. So I am all "How the fuck is that messing with your head?" and she is all "Because I am a lesbian and while we are getting hot with each other I want to do more to you but you keep denying you are a lesbian even though we are always in bed naked, we always rub our pussies together, you let me lick your ass, I have kissed your neck and all how the hell is that NOT being a lesbian?"

So I look at her and I say "Remember what I said I would do to you if you ever thought this way again?" So I belt her across the face hard and she falls back onto my bed. I jump on her and straddle her and pin her arms down. I say to her "Listen Bekah, enough of your sinful lesbian ways ok? What you and I do is bonding as BFFs, there is nothing lesbianish about it. I give certain parts of myself to you because I know it makes you happy, it is MY way of showing you how much I care about you. But it in NO WAY means I am an immoral lezbo. Fuck, I give you such an intimate gift and you totally just trash it by calling it immoral WHAT THE FUCK is your problem?"

And she is under me all tears in her eyes and she is "Steffi please, I am so fucking confused my head and my heart are being ripped apart by your behavior." I just roll my eyes and pin her arms down harder, squeezing her wrists hard. I tell her "Listen Bekah, what we do is NOT lesbian ok? I do NOT find women attractive. I do NOT want to go and try and kiss or eat out or rub pussies with some bitch. I do what I do with YOU and YOU only, I have NO desire for women or men in general. I do what I do with you because I want to make YOU happy and you are seriously fucking it all up!!!!!".

But she is just crying and not answering. I can tell I am making NO headway into her crazed lesbian brain. I feel like kicking her out and just giving up on the whole BFF thing, But then I look at her underneath me. she looks so sad, so helpless. And she is so pretty. And we do have such a great time together and I love holding her and being held by her. I love our intimacy and how it binds us closer. So I decide right then and there I am going to have to fix this somehow. I get off of her and lay down next to her and she is all crying. I lay on my side and just stroke her hair and she turns into me and just wraps herself around me crying. I stroke her hair and kiss all over her face and tell her I love her and that she is my BFF and we will work everything out. I cradle her in my arms and rock her like a baby. Finally she stops crying and looks at me and says "I will do anything to stay your BFF even if it means not being a lesbian. I don't care about other women, I just want to be in your life." So i smile and I say "THAT is what I wanted to hear!" and I am so happy I hug her tight. I tell her I will research how to help people who dont want to be lezbo's anymore and we will break her immorality together.

So we lay there just holding each other. Eventually she falls asleep and around 10pm I wake her up because she has to be home by 10:30. I walk her to her car and hold her again and she drives home.

I need to help Bekah. i want her as my BFF forever. I need to break her immoral lesbian desires. I will begin tomorrow.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Oh the Drama

So bekah calls me and she is all "Steff I want to talk" and I am all "Of course!" and she is all "I need to come over so we can talk" so I say "sure!" So she comes over and texts me from the drive way and says "Can we talk outside?'

Oh  My God she is a total drama queen.

So I walk outside to her car and she is all leaning against the door and I say "whats up?" and she just starts blabbering about what we did yesterday and today and how it is fucking with her mind and emotions and she is all "how can we do the things we do but you will not go any further? please understand, I am not saying I dont love it, I do, and I get the whole 'bonding' thing...but Steff, what we do is exactly what lesbians do when they have sex. In my head, this is what it is and the fact you refuse to call it that or acknowledge what you are doing IS lesbianism is really fucking me up emotionally"

So I smack her right across the face, hard, like full force. It stung my hand. She staggers back and is holding her cheek and looks at me and has tears in her eyes and just says "Why?"

So I tell her "Bekah, being a lesbian is sinful and immoral. It is against God and the true Orthodox faith. What you and I do is bonding, an intimate form of bonding of love between two BFF's, NOT between two sex crazed lezbo dykes. A lesbian would stab you in the back and cheat on you in an instant, a BFF never will. A lesbian would hurt you, I never will. A lesbian would never really love you, I ALWAYS WILL"

And she just looks at me in total confusion and i can see I am NOT getting through to her.

So I say "Look, Bekah. I know your brain is corrupted by your deviant lesbian ways and you do not think straight sometimes, but it is ok, I forgive you for that. But you need to understand if you want to continue what we have, you need to STOP calling it lesbianism. As a matter of fact, YOU need to STOP being a lesbian completely."

and she says "I can't stop being what I am" and I shake my head and reply "That is just what you have been brainwashed to believe. NO ONE is born a lesbian, it is a CHOICE and just like you can choose to stop doing drugs, you can STOP being a lesbian. But like any deviant addiction, you have to WANT to stop."

She bows her head and just looks so sad. So I know its time for caring, nurturing Steffi. I walked up to her and put my arms around her and hug her tight. I lift her face in my hands and kiss the tears on her cheeks. I look her in the eyes and I tell her it is ok, that I will help her overcome her lesbian tendencies, and that I will never give up on her or stop being her BFF. She smiles a small smile and says "Ok Steff, for you. I will try." So I hold her even tighter and I run my fingers through her hair. I tell her she can come in if she wants but she says she has to go home because she told her parents she was going out for milk. So i tell her someday i want us to live together so she never has to go home because home would be with ME. and she says "You mean it?" and I reply "yes."

So now she is happier and I apologize for having to smack her but she needs to understand their are repercussions to deviant thoughts and words. She shakes her head yes and apologizes for her words and I tell her its ok. I hold her tighter and tell her i hate when she leaves and she admits that at night she falls asleep holding her pillow imagining it is me. That is so adorable!!! I ask her if she wants to see my pussy before she leaves and she says "can i?' and I say "yes" so she runs her hands under my miniskirt and goes to pull my thong down, but I taker her hands and guide them to my ass. She gets this look of surprise on her face but I just smile at her. She starts caressing my ass, running her hands all up and down it. She runs her hands between my ass cheeks and I whisper "lower" and she moves her fingers lower until her fingers at right at my hole. I whisper "go ahead" and she slowly massages my hole with her finger. It feels really good and i moan softly. She spreads my ass cheeks with her hands and I can feel my hole gape as she exposes it. she runs her fingers to the edge of it and pulls it open as far as she can as I moan softly. She runs her hands to the front of my thong and pulls it down, exposing my pussy which is now dripping wet. she lifts my miniskirt up so she can see it and i take her hand and guide it to just outside my pussy, so she can feel how wet I am.she massages me there, right on the edge of my pussy as I breathe heavy in her ear. Finally she stops and smiles at me and we embrace again. she whispers "I have to go, parents will get suspicious."

So she gets in her car and leaves and here I am writing this. I had to set her straight and I WILL break her of her lesbian immorality. Once I do, she will be without any immoral desires.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sunday stuff

So another Sunday comes to an end. It was an eventful day in the hella cute life of Steffi.

So I woke up this morning and called Bekah. I wanted to see how her "date" went and if she had lezbo sex. So she answers the phone all quiet and says "hey Steff". And I am all "So? do you dyke out?" and she says "I didn't go I cancelled the date."

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

So I am all "You cancelled? if you were going to cancel why didn't you just stay here with me!??!" And she said "I cancelled it as I was halfway to her house. I called and said my car was acting up and I had to reschedule. Then I just drove around a bit and went home."

OMFG

So i say "Well why did u cancel? I thought you wanted to get lezbo fucked." And she said "After seeing you I just wasn't in the mood, I needed to be alone." And I said "OMG whatever, come over" and she said "I don't know" and I wasn't having ANY of that so I tell her to get her ass over my house like NOW.

So she comes over and dad is all "hey Bekah" and dad says that if we are going to hang out at the house we need to be fully clothed or stay upstairs because friends are coming over for football. SO Bekah comes up to my room and sits on my bed and I look at her and say "Ok, what the fuck is going on?" And she says "After seeing you it just put me in a mood, I can't explain. I just needed to be alone for a while, that is all."

OMG such a drama queen.

So I decided to be all kind and nurturing and I sit behind her and start rubbing her shoulders and am all "It's ok bekah, you are my BFF and even if you are a sinful lezbo I will still always be your BFF, I promise." So she says "that feels good" and I rub her shoulders harder and start massaging her neck. I leaned back on my bed and pull her down with me so she is laying in my arms as I massage her shoulders. I pull her hair back and lightly kiss the nape of her neck and she moans softly. So I massage her shoulders for like an hour, telling her she is my BFF forever as she just melts in my arms. After a while I hug her tight and and softly kiss the top of her head. I think she fell asleep but she is awake and she says to me "I really do love being your BFF, I was scared when we started talking that you'd tell everyone who I really am." and I said to her "I'll never tell, it is a secret until you want it out."

So she turns over and now she is lying on top of me and she says to me softly "Can we be naked?" and I say "sure". So I lift off my tank top and go to pull off my thong and she says "can I?' so I shake my head yes and she slowly puts her fingers under the fabric of my panties and pulls them off of me. She leans back and I spread my legs for her, giving her a full view. she sighed and said "you have no idea" and I replied "I do know, believe me i do". So she lifts off her shirt and takes her bra off. she pulls off her jeans and her panties. I reach up and grab her by the shoulders and pull her onto me. I wrap my legs around her waist and say "You will always be my bff" she she sighs and kisses the top of my head.

I snuggle up to her and wrap my legs tight around her waist.I can feel her pussy against mine and I slowly start to move my hips back and forth and up and down, just ever so lightly. I can feel how wet she is and I know its dripping inside of me. So I make little circle motions with my hips and Bekah moves her hips in response. I ran my hands all up and down her back at the same time. She buried her head in my shoulder as we continue to rub against each other for nearly an hour. Finally our movements get slower and slower and we snuggle together and fall asleep till about 3 pm.

We got up and she smiled and said "I would rather sleep next to you as a friend like that forever than let another girl touch me." so I hug her tight and say "yeah, me too."

so we get dressed and go downstairs and make lunch as dad and his friends watch football (I actually put sweatpants on believe it or not). We finished the day watching Tv and playing Call of Duty.

So back to school tomorrow...BOO!!!!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Punishment!

Its around 1am Saturday night and I can't sleep so I will write a blog entry.

So Bekah was over today. After the football game (which we won, YAY!) Bekah drove me home. dad went with his friends to some fishing show, I have no idea, so it was me and Bekah in my house. We went up to my room (I was still in my cheer outfit) and I was all happy because we won. I plopped down on my bed and asked Bekah if she liked my cheers and she said yes. So i asked her what she wanted to do and she said she couldn't stay late because she had a DATE TONIGHT.

What the actual fuck......

So I am all "Who the hell are you having a date with?" and she says "This girl I know from a few towns over, we met online and I haven't seen her in a while so I am going to go see her and we are going out." So I am all "Is she a lesbian too?!?!" and Bekah says "yes." I ask her if she is going to have lezbo sex with her and she says "I hope so."

What
the
fuck.....

So I am mad so I am all "Fine, whatever". I mean, whatever she is a lezbo and I am not but she is still MY BFF which means I COME FIRST....omfg...she needs to learn this. SO Bekah is all "Are you ok? are you mad?" and I am all "No, do whatever you want, go be lezbo if you must."

So Bekah sits next to me and says "Steff, you keep telling me you AREN'T a lesbian, but you are acting all mad and jealous that I have a date. What the hell is wrong?" so I turn over on my back and I say "You are my BFF, I should come first." So she says "You are also my BFF and you DO come first but I also need to date and be with other girls like me sometimes."

So I say "But I wanted to spend tonight with you!" and she says " I know but I also have a life too, and I have to live it, you need to understand." I wanted her to stay with me so i slowly start to open my legs and I am all "stay with me" and she says "Steff, stop it. That is not going to work this time. You always tease me and show me yourself but you wont give me yourself, that is why I am going out with someone tonight." So I say "I dont give you myself because I am NOT a lesbian!"

So Bekah lays down on her back next to me and stares up at the ceiling and says "I know you aren't, but I AM and I need to be with my own kind sometimes."

So I get a bright idea. I flip over and sit on her waist, straddling her. And I say "Ok but first I want to shower with you." and she is all "No Steff, no teasing." And I put my hands under her shirt to lift it up and she is FIGHTING ME and is all "Stop Steff". So I keep trying to lift her shirt up and she keeps stopping me and I am all "I want to see you" and she is all "Steff, no, its too much for me."

So I try to unbutton her shorts and unzip them and she tries stopping me and I am all "I want to see your pussy" and she is all "NO, cmon Steff" so I keep trying to unbutton and unzip her and she keeps trying to stop me. So I pin her arms down and I lean right up into her face and I say "I want to see your pussy before you let that lesbian eat it" and she says "Steff, no" So I say "I KNOW you will be thinking of me while she eats you, admit it." And she gets this look on her face and quietly says "Yes." So I say "So let me see your pussy then." And I try pulling her pants off and she keeps trying to stop me, but not as much as before.

SO I say to her "I know when she is eating your pussy and licking inside you, you will be imagining its me. But it never will be, all you'll ever be able to do is dream about it." And she softly says "I know." So again i say "Let me see your pussy" and this time she doesnt fight me. I unbuttoned her jeans shorts and unzipped them and pulled them off of her. I can see her panties are soaking wet, so I say "I know this is turning you on, you are all wet." and she softly says "Yes." so I run my fingers across her stomach and inside her panties and I can feel her wetness on my fingers and I pull her panties off. I lift her shirt up and undo her bra and now she is naked underneath me.

So i say to her "From now on whenever I want to see you naked do NOT fight me on it ok?" and she says "Yes" softly.  I look down and I can see her pussy is soaking wet. So I get off of her and take her hands and pull her up off the bed. I wrap my arms around her and she holds me tight and I whisper to her "Youll never have me and this is punishment for your sinful wicked lesbian desires. do you understand?" and she says "yes." and so I take her hands and lead her into the bathroom. I get undressed and we shower together.

Afterwards we dry off and she gets dressed and says she has to go for her date. I tell her to have a nice time and she drives off.

So now I am in bed wondering if that lesbian is eating her out. I guess I will find out tomorrow!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Football means Steffi is BANISHED!

Well its Thursday night football and as usual, poor Steffi is banished to the upstairs while dad and his friends watch the game. dad said that if I put some clothes on, I could watch with everyone, but I like being in my underwear when I am home and I refuse to change just because his friends are here. So I will stay up here and relax while they get their football on.

Remember some time ago i wrote about a woman who wanted to scissor me and I didnt know what the term meant at the time? Well I asked Bekah about it and she was all "WTF hahaha really, she asked you to scissor?" So I asked her if she ever did it and she told me she had, many times. I asked her what it was like and she said it was really intense and that you could orgasm multiple times doing it, plus it was very intimate. She asked me what I felt about it and I told her flat out I found the idea of sexual contact with either gender to be disgusting and gross. She asked me why I felt this way and I told her I just did and that I couldn't explain it, it was just something I found gross.

She then said "Ok if that is true WHY do you like being naked with me and showing yourself off to me in a very intimate manner?"

And I told her it was for HER benefit because I know she wants me but can never have me so it's a gift I can give her. Plus it makes me feel empowered to do that and look at her watching me.

She shook her head and laughed and said "That is all kinds of crazy fucked up but, whatever, it's what makes you so fucking adorable."

OMG she thinks I am adorable! yay!

Anyway, that is about all for now. I may write more later, who knows!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Night!

I am in bed and I am very sleepy. I just got done chatting with Bekah on messenger. I miss her not being here.

I was thinking of what to buy her. i want to get her a gift but I am having trouble deciding what kind of gift. We were chatting tonight about her sexuality and she explained to me there are 3 types of lesbians (which I didn't realize!):

Butch
Femme
Tomboy

Butch lesbians look, dress, act, and talk like men. Bekah said they have short crew cut hair, don't wear makeup, wear pants never dresses or skirts, and are usually heavier or bulkier.

Femme is the total opposite. They look, act, dress, and are otherwise indistinguishable from straight women. They usually are VERY fit, wear more expensive clothes, and are very good looking.

Tomboy is a combination of the 2. Bekah said that is what she considers herself. A Tomboy will wear flannel and jeans and boots like a butch, but has long hair, wears makeup, and acts and talks like a Femme. She pics of the three types:

she said if I was a lesbian (which I am totally NOT btw) I would be a femme type.

So based on all this information I was thinking of something toboyish for her. I was going to buy her some nice panties BUT she wears guys boxers as underwear. I guess that is a tomboy lezbo thing.

So instead I decided to buy her a few Neff beanies and a flannel shirt. I think she will like them.

She also said you can tell whats up with lesbian couples based on their types. Like a Butch-Butch couple will usually last a lifetime as they are straight up 100% sure of their sexuality but their may be issues with both trying to be "alpha" or the man in the pairing.

A Femme-Butch couple is usually a disaster because in this situation the femme isn't really a lesbian but is bisexual or only THINKS she is a lesbian which is why she goes for a masculine looking woman.

Femme-Femme and Tomby-Femme couples are the most stable pairings apparently. Femme-Femmes work because they are both good looking and are more like best friends who happen to have sex. Tomboy-Femme works because the tomboy has just enough masculinity to be "the man" while still being 100% female and the femme is not threatened by this. It is all very confusing.

This is why I prefer to be with NO ONE. It is too complicated!

Ok I am off to bed!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Today's musings

So today was a good day. I actually passed my calculus test, which amazed me since I hate it and see no use for it. We had cheer squad practice today and Mandy AGAIN will be in the mascot suit on Saturday. she was told NOT to do any tumbles since she is TOO FAT (my words, the coach said she wasn't co-ordinated enough) and they don't want the mascot's head to come flying off like it did last week. I am serious it was like she was decapitated (which would be funny tbh) and at least it was a funny distraction from our football team getting clobbered.

Bekah and I ate lunch together. I didn't know she was a vegan. I don't understand vegans, how can you NOT eat meat? I mean seriously steak is like the bomb.

Anyway, I told her dad said is was totally cool for her to come over and spend the night Friday. That way she can come to the game and watch me cheer with dad. Then afterwards dad said he would take us to OUTBACK!!! YAY! They have vegan stuff....I think. I mean they have salads so she can eat that.

So she was all "Where am I going to sleep?" and I told her "We have like 5 bedrooms you can take one."

I don't think she realizes just how big our house is.

I like Bekah. We have really clicked as friends. I am also not stupid, I KNOW given the chance she would eat and lick all inside my pussy as I held my legs open for her. But as long as she respects the line I have drawn, we will be ok :)


Thanks for reading!
Steff

So I guess we are friends now

So I am lying in bed after doing homework and I am all tired from fencing. I just showered and pretty much was ready for bed when i get a friend request on FB. This is odd because I have only a few people on FB because its stupid. 90% of my friends are relatives.

So I look and its Bekah. Bekah is the lesbian girl from 12th grade. Bekah isn't her real name, I made it up to protect her identity cause no one needs to know her sexual orientation. I look at the request and I am all "What am i supposed to do about this?". So I decided to accept her request and she starts a chat with me thanking me for keeping her sexuality a secret and stuff.

So I start chatting with her and the next thing I know its 3 hours later and we had been chatting non-stop.

I don't know how that happened. We just started chatting and we apparently have a lot in common. Her family started out in poverty like I did. She plays video games and likes techno and trance. She said she first realized she was a lesbian when she first kissed a boy when she was 13 and felt nothing, but then kissed her friend on a dare and was all like hit by lightning.

I told her i didn't care about her sexuality and that if she was cool with me NOT being a lezbo then I wouldn't mind her being one. she said she wants to be friends and so I guess we are friends now. We exchanged phone numbers and added each other to Instagram and Snap Chat.

She told me she didn't agree with people who say I am an anti-social stuck up bitch. she said there is nothing wrong with wanting to be alone and having only a few close people. I was all "OMFG I know right!" It made me happy to hear someone actually AGREE with me about this.

I invited her over this weekend to meet dad. he has been wanting me to make friends so this should make him happy. Actually, I am going to ask if she can spend the weekend. It would be fun, we could make nachos and watch movies and swim in the pool and stuff.

It's actually nice to have a friend.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Jake D Getty AKA Chobittsu the homophobe

So today I get another lovely message from Jake Getty aka Chobittsu, my fat obsessed stalker from World of Warships. Here it is, unedited for content:

So you freak out when guys look at you or hit on you but you have no problems showing off your body to and showering with a lesbian? You sound like a total dyke to me. Don't you know homosexuality is WRONG according to your fucked up Orthodox Religion you follow? FUCK YOU you dyke cunt, you and the rest of the carpet munchers should die. -Chobit-389


Sigh. SO much hate.

First off, I am NOT a lesbian. Second, I am comfortable enough in my own sexuality that showering next to a lesbian, knowing she is looking at my body with desire, does NOT bother me. She knows I am not into that, she knows the boundaries, she will not cross them. Unlike Chobittsu, who apparently has unresolved issues of his own sexuality, I am confident in MINE.  And dumb ass, how am I NOT supposed to shower with her, we have GYM at the same time. Fucking idiot.

And getting hit on by a guy, especially the older ones who always seem to have a thing for me, is WAY different than what happened at school. This girl (I will refer to her as Bekah, which isn't even close to her real name) was upfront about it, was NOT gross or offensive, and did not make any vulgar or immoral statements to me.

As a matter of fact, I was talking with Bekah today (both in and out of the shower) and she actually turns out to be pretty cool with a lot of the same interests and beliefs I have. SO I think she may end up being a friend.

I am sure Chobittsu though would like to exterminate any homosexual he comes across since he seems to hate them so much. It is a shame, the world would be such a better place without the hatred people like him spew.

Once again, I just hand his messages over to dad who then forwards them to the lawyer. Chobittsu will eventually be in a LOT of trouble for his harassment of me.


I will write more later.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Stuff from today

It's late but I can't sleep so I am writing this blog entry.
School is going good. I can't stand my calculus teacher but other than that, everything is ok. Everyone is sorta settling into their routine for the year. Cheer Squad is going good and fencing is going perfectly for me. My instructors have told me they see vast improvement over my form from last year. I know it's a long shot, but I wanted to try for the Olympics. Even though it's really tough, just the experience of trying would be fantastic. There is no real "Pro" fencing thing out there, so the Olympics really is as far as any of us could go. It's ok though, I have been hooked on it since I was 7.

So today I was waiting outside for dad to pick me up after school and that girl, the lesbian from 12th grade, came outside AGAIN. I noticed she was not in the showers today when I was, so I guess she gave up finally. Well she approached me and asked if we could talk and I was all "fine, what do you want? The conversation went like this:

Her: Steff, I am sorry. I guess I did everything wrong. Yeah, I admit I find you attractive, I guess its not really a secret around here that I prefer girls.

Me: Actually no one has ever said anything. And I hear every bit of gossip in this school, no one has any idea if that's any comfort to you.

Her: Oh. Well that is news to me, I thought everyone just sorta knew. I am glad though, even my parents don't know.

Me: Well I won't tell anyone, it's none of my concern what you like.

Her: I am sorry if showering at the same time as you makes you uncomfortable. I won't do it anymore.

Me: I actually don't mind, and you can look all you want, just understand I don't swing that way ok?

She smiled and said ok. dad pulled up and I got in the car and left. She gave me a small wave goodbye and I waved back and she smiled.

See? people think i am a total BITCH but I am not, I let her down easy, I am keeping her secret, and I waved back. That's as nice as I get. And I was honest, I do not mind her showering next to me and seeing me naked. I am comfortable in my own sexuality not to be freaked out by someone else's. That is called TOLERANCE.

Anyway, that is it for tonight!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Eclipez!!

So that eclipse was today and it was pretty sweet. We were all outside during school and we all had those protective glasses on and it was really interesting to watch the eclipse. of course, we had SOME idiots who watched the eclipse with NO glasses! HA HA HA they are gonna go blind!

Even MANDY of all people was smart enough to wear the glasses (and she is a fat ho).

SO I finally had a talk with that lesbian 12th grader who has been flirting with me. But first I wanted to make sure she was actually a lesbian. As usual, we ended up showing at the same time after gym. So while we were showering I made sure to bend down a LOT in front of her, giving her a clear view of my ass and pussy. I could tell she was watching me out of the corner of my eye. So after I dried off I was waiting outside for dad when she came outside as well. the conversation went like this:

Me: "Did you enjoy the view?'
Her: "Why did you do that?"
Me: "I KNOW you've been watching me, I KNOW you have been flirting with me."
Her: "Look Steffanie, I was getting mixed signals from you."
Me: "Mixed signals? How is me avoiding you, not talking to you, not acknowledging your waves or smiles or anything, sending you mixed signals? i thought ,my signals were clear."
Her: "I thought you were playing hard to get"
Me: "Oh my God...NO i was NOT. i was trying to tell you thanks but no thanks, I am not a lesbian."
Her: "Ok Steff, I am sorry. I just thought. Look, forget it ok?"

and then she walked away all sad.

I am NOT interested in anyone, guy OR girl. I have more important things in my life than a significant other. besides, i have dad and I would rather spend my time with HIM and not some person that is going to want to make me hold my legs open with my own hands as they eat me out.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Random things

They found the wreck of the USS Indianapolis.

USS Indianapolis found!!!


I think that is pretty cool. If you have ever seen Jaws you know what this scene means:

18000 feet down! That is very far!

In other news, our football team got clobbered today. Our new Coach sucks. he was a "diversity hire" if you know what I mean. Our old coach retired and instead of promoting the assistant coach, who was his assistant for 7 years and everyone likes him, they got some outsider who never even lived in this state or coached any team sport to be coach because of....well you know..."DIVERSITY".

This guy doesn't even know the rules of the game apparently. I am no football expert, but even I know you do NOT call a timeout 10 seconds before the two minute warning on second down with 30 seconds left on the play clock. You also do NOT call for a PASS from the SHOTGUN on first and inches from the damn GOAL LINE!!!

OMG they need to fire this....well I won;t say it but it rhymes with GO FIGURE.


My ex BFF Mandy got asked to be the school mascot because she fits in the outfit. I was surprised she agreed to it, but it was probably because she knows she will never get on cheer squad being so FAT! of course, she totally screwed everything up! She was SUPPOSED to grab a set of pompoms and do a sort of funny cheer but instead she tried doing a cartwheel and the head of the mascot fell off and she landed on her fat ass and the whole crowd was laughing at her. I swear to God that girl can't do anything right!

I need to have a talk with this 12th grade lesbian girl. She was at the game today and OF COURSE I see her looking at me and smiling and waving. WTF!!! It is bad enough I have to shower with her after gym class, knowing she is looking at my fit body and fantasizing about bending me over, pulling down my thong, and eating me out from behind. I may have to tell a teacher that I do NOT feel comfortable with her lusting after me.

Dad and I went to Outback...it is my favorite place to eat! Yummy! Now he is watching football with his friends and I am upstairs banished to the second floor because I walk around constantly in my underwear. Boo! Its MY house I can wear what I want!!! :( :( :(

Thanks for reading!
Steff