Ok I have to explain

So apparently a lot of you readers send comments to me saying I am a lesbian. So i want to set the record straight.

I AM NOT A FUCKING LESBIAN

Lesbians are sinful and will burn in hell. I fell in love with Bekah, who happens to be another girl.
However, I do NOT desire any other girl (or guy for that matter).
I fell in love with Bekah DESPITE her being female NOT because of it.

See, all lezbos have mental issues, which is why most of them commit suicide. And the more you lezbo out, the more you start looking like a man (they are called butch).

I had NO intentions of being with a girl, or anyone else for that matter. I was happy to be alone and single and chaste and pure like God commands. However, God also commands us to find someone to love and he must have looked on me with favor for being such a righteous Orthodox Christian because he sent Bekah into my life.

Yes, Bekah is a girl. Yes, we have sex. Yes, she is my girlfriend. Yes, I AM going to marry her someday.

This does NOT make me a crazed sinful lezbo.

Now Bekah, was a crazed lezbo BUT since she has been with ME she has shed most (not all) or her sinful craven lesbian ways and is more normal. She still needs to make progress but she will get there.

So to clarify:

Steffi: NOT a lesbian

Thanks for reading!
Steffi

I'll shill my blog where I want u tard

SO I haven't been on much lately, too busy with school and fencing and whatnot. So I was playing a quick game of World of Warships and I said in chat BEFORE THE MATCH STARTED "hey read my blog"

Well some self appointed fat neckbearded virgin starts REEEEEEEEE'ing "NO ADVERTISING! HURR DURR YOU ARE REPORTED!"

Really?

It was before the match started, I didn't spam, and yet this self appointed fat pedophile neckbeard gets his size 54 underwear in a bunch. I swear I bet he was spewing Cheetoh dust all over his laptop as his diabetic fingers typed.

This is why i hate most people and can only deal with a few select individuals. Snowflakes, fat neckbeards, soy boys, white trash, I hate them all.

Really the only people I truly bother with are Dad and Bekah.

sigh...I love Bekah so much. She is graduating this year and I still have a year of high school to go.

I can't wait till i am out of HS and can go to college and have her come with me so we can get an apartment and live together while I study to be a vet.


Thanks for reading!

Steff

Gun control?? BS!

so after that stupid shooting in Florida, the Jews have really been pushing this whole gun control thing. Except this time they are using crisis actors and clueless children to do their dirty Jew-work for them.

This David Hogg guy looks like a typical soy boy cuck faggot. I am serious, Bessie my basset hound could kick his ass. The 2 Amendment is there to protect us from tyranny, but as usual the kikes HATE that and will try to disarm patriotic white christian Americans. Thank God Donald Trump will never let them!

This gun control thing even effected ME personally!

Bekah as over and she was lying leaned back into me on my bed as we watched a movie on NetFlix (which I am cancelling now btw because that bitch Susan rice is on the board) I had my arms around here and was just enjoying being with her when she says:

"I am glad we can watch movies and not have to see the news, its been terrible recently"

and I was all :
"Yeah with all those retarded kids trying to take away our right to bear arms and stuff. a bunch of communists."

So Bekah replies:
"But Steffi, we need gun control. Too many school shootings and people having access to military grade weapons. Guns kill so many people."

Excuse me? WHAT THE FUCK!

So immediately I slap a choke hold on her. Its like a version of the Cobra Clutch. My arms goes around her neck and my other arm locks it in and I squeeze with all my strength. Immediately she yells out and her eyes bug and she is all "ACK WHAT THE FUCK STEFFI" and she is clawing at my arms trying to break the hold and I just squeeze tighter and I yell at her

"Gun control is communism! Our rights come from GOD and no one can take them away Bekah what the fuck is your problem!"

She cant talk and she is gasping for air and her face is turning red. She tries to stand but I pull her back down and wrap my legs around her and really lock the hold in. I can see her eyes bug out and I swear she is starting to foam at the mouth. She is all waving her arms around and she starts pounding the bed like she is tapping out and I am yelling:

"Do not ever say shit like that again Bekah! Communists go to hell!"

So I can feel her going limp and I dont want to kill her, just teach her a lesson so I let her go and she immediately starts gasping for air and she is all crying like a little bitch.  So I say to her"

"Bekah you really need to get with the program. Our rights come from the Almighty himself and those retards from that school, who are crisis actors BTW, will not take them away."

After a while she regains her composure and she gets up like she is leaving and I am all:
"Where the fuck do you think you are going?"

and she is all quiet and she says "Home"

and I am all "No you aren't, get back over here."

she bows her head and sits next to me and quietly says "You abuse me"

OMFG what a drama queen

and I am all "Uh no i don't, I just react to some of the improper things you say. Things that are sinful or anti-american. You need to learn to stop that stuff. I love you, I want to be with you forever, I dont want to be in heaven while you burn in hell for your views and opinions."

she just sits there so I go to her and hold her and stroke her hair. After a while she says quietly "I am pathetic." and she lays back down in my arms.

so I tell her :you are not pathetic, I love you. You are my girlfriend. I am going to marry you one day."

and she looks up at me with tears and says "youve never called me your girlfriend before."

and I say to her "Well maybe ive come to the realization that is the proper term for what we have.'

I lean in and kiss her and we kiss lovingly and passionately for a long time.

We end up naked and eating each other out for a long time. Just like it should be.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Strike!

Well our dumbass teachers are still on strike. I dunno why they feel the need to strike, they have JOBS wtf is their problem!?!?!?

Typical liberal bullshit. All it is doing is disrupting OUR education! They should all be fired and then shot or put into work camps.


The good thing about this is I get to spend ALL my time with Bekah. We have gone out to dinner, to the movies, and enjoyed our time together.

So a few days ago she says this to me:

"Hey Steff, lets go to a party. There will be music and dancing and stuff."

"Oh? Whose party"?

"A girls I know from (REDACTED) is having a house party and she invited me and whoever I want to bring"

So I am curious so i say to her:
"What sort of party is this?"

And Bekah says "Its just a house party. Just people around our age hanging out, listening to music, dancing, they have a big backyard and will have lights set up and everything. You don't have to drink, and these people dont do drugs."

So I say to her:
"Ok well, what sort of people will be there?"

And she gets quiet and says:
"Well.....people like us."

"You mean teenagers?"

"Yeah but more than that. People who believe in the things we believe in."

"You mean Orthodox Christianity and Nationalism?"

"NO Steff. I mean people who.....people who feel like we do....about each other."

So I say:
"Bekah....is this a LESBIAN party?"

And she looks at the ground and sort of shuffles her feet.

"Well, They are MOSTLY lesbians but there are a few straight girls and bisexuals too"

WHAM I clobbered Bekah with a clothesline. She dropped like a sack of rocks and hit the floor. I jumped on her back and slapped the camel clutch on her while she cried. I yelled:

"I TOLD YOU WE ARE NOT LESBIANS AND I TOLD YOU WHAT I WOULD DO IF YOU EVER BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN!"

she was crying her eyes out sobbing in pain and was all "AAARRGGHH you are breaking my back Im sorry I just thought it would be a nice night out PLEASE STOP YOU ARE BREAKING MY SPINE"

I just pulled back on the camel clutch harder as she slapped her hands on the floor like she was tapping out. I yelled

"I told you we are NOT lesbians!! WHY MUST YOU MAKE WHAT WE HAVE SINFUL!"

I released the camel clutch and stood over her. I flipped her over on her stomach she she cried and spasmd on the floor. I got on top of my bed and dropped the elbow across her chest WHAM!!!!

She started convulsing like she was being electrocuted. It was kinda funny to be honest.

I got on top of her and grabbed her by the head and said "You will never ever ever see me again if you bring this lesbian shit up one more time. You got it?"

and she was all crying her eyes out and she says "Im sorry im so sorry i wont i swear please dont leave me i love you"

So I lay down next to her and held her tight as she cried in my arms for an hour. i stroked her hair and kissed her head and told her over and over again I loved her and I wont leave her as long as she behaves and stays away from sinful things like lesbians.


she kept saying over and over "please dont leave me" and i told her i would not. I held her till she stopped crying and i kissed her and i said
"Look Bekah, if you want to go to this party we can, but if ANYONE asks if I am a sinful lesbian I am going to say no. I get the feeling you want to go to this so I am willing ok?"

So she smiles and nods her head and I kiss her and hold her tight.

Well we went to this party and I have to admit it wasn't bad. They had awesome music, and a lot of non alcoholic stuff to drink....they did have alcohol but i didnt see anyone too drunk. i DID notice a lot of the lezbos were checking me out and I could tell Bekah was a combination of jealous and proud. I hung all over her all night to indicate she was MINE and she was hands off!

we danced and we talked to a lot of people. I met some of her "friends". I kept asking her if she lezbo fucked any of them and she said no but she did make out with a few..GRRRRRRR!!!

anyway we had a good time, and it made her happy. She just needs to understand what we have is NOT lesbiansism but rather, LOVE.


thanks for reading!
Steff

Little White Mouse?!?! More like Big Fat Whore!!!!

So on WOWS there is this elitist supertester/community contributor who calls herself 'Little White Mouse'. she forum spams constantly, if you look at the amount of posts she makes a day you wonder how this bitch has a real life job!

She is always reviewing ships, which means WOWS gives her free crap all the time. She is also protected by forum admins like the corrupt liberal SJW Niko Power (a Jew). Basically anyone who cares question her reviews is forum banned. She also has a cultish loyal following of people who will defend her at all costs and basically worship at her fat cankles. People refer to it as 'The Cult of the Mouse'.

She thinks she is hot shit because of her 'celebrity status' on the forums, but since WOWS own surveys prove that only 10% of the entire playerbase even reads the forums, she is in reality, a big fat nobody. She is also morbidly obese, which explains why she can post all the time since she cannot work outside her home. She is probably leeching off Canada's welfare system (like her pedo friend Chobittsu), which is ok with me since I live in the USA so my dad's tax money isn't supporting her fat lard ass.

She always likes to gloat about her free ships she gets from WOWS, which pisses people off to no end. She also has a reputation in game of being a crybaby who screams when she gets sunk, accusing others of hax and threatening to get them banned. There have been screencaps posted on 4chan showing her verbally abusing her own team mates for not protecting her and threatening to have Niko Power ban them. People think there is something weird going on between her and Niko because there should be no way she isn't banned for her behavior unless Niko is protecting her.

Anyway, her real name is April Roberts. That is public info if you know where to look BTW.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Friday night blues

So its late Friday night and I need to go to sleep but I want to do a blog entry first.

Bekah was over tonight and I wanted her to stay but she was all distant and stuff and I was like "omfg what now" to myself. So I asked her what was bothering her and she started going on how she is so confused because of the things we do together. I ask her what does she mean by that and she says all the times we are in bed naked and grinding our pussies together and everything else we do is messing with her head. So I am all "How the fuck is that messing with your head?" and she is all "Because I am a lesbian and while we are getting hot with each other I want to do more to you but you keep denying you are a lesbian even though we are always in bed naked, we always rub our pussies together, you let me lick your ass, I have kissed your neck and all how the hell is that NOT being a lesbian?"

So I look at her and I say "Remember what I said I would do to you if you ever thought this way again?" So I belt her across the face hard and she falls back onto my bed. I jump on her and straddle her and pin her arms down. I say to her "Listen Bekah, enough of your sinful lesbian ways ok? What you and I do is bonding as BFFs, there is nothing lesbianish about it. I give certain parts of myself to you because I know it makes you happy, it is MY way of showing you how much I care about you. But it in NO WAY means I am an immoral lezbo. Fuck, I give you such an intimate gift and you totally just trash it by calling it immoral WHAT THE FUCK is your problem?"

And she is under me all tears in her eyes and she is "Steffi please, I am so fucking confused my head and my heart are being ripped apart by your behavior." I just roll my eyes and pin her arms down harder, squeezing her wrists hard. I tell her "Listen Bekah, what we do is NOT lesbian ok? I do NOT find women attractive. I do NOT want to go and try and kiss or eat out or rub pussies with some bitch. I do what I do with YOU and YOU only, I have NO desire for women or men in general. I do what I do with you because I want to make YOU happy and you are seriously fucking it all up!!!!!".

But she is just crying and not answering. I can tell I am making NO headway into her crazed lesbian brain. I feel like kicking her out and just giving up on the whole BFF thing, But then I look at her underneath me. she looks so sad, so helpless. And she is so pretty. And we do have such a great time together and I love holding her and being held by her. I love our intimacy and how it binds us closer. So I decide right then and there I am going to have to fix this somehow. I get off of her and lay down next to her and she is all crying. I lay on my side and just stroke her hair and she turns into me and just wraps herself around me crying. I stroke her hair and kiss all over her face and tell her I love her and that she is my BFF and we will work everything out. I cradle her in my arms and rock her like a baby. Finally she stops crying and looks at me and says "I will do anything to stay your BFF even if it means not being a lesbian. I don't care about other women, I just want to be in your life." So i smile and I say "THAT is what I wanted to hear!" and I am so happy I hug her tight. I tell her I will research how to help people who dont want to be lezbo's anymore and we will break her immorality together.

So we lay there just holding each other. Eventually she falls asleep and around 10pm I wake her up because she has to be home by 10:30. I walk her to her car and hold her again and she drives home.

I need to help Bekah. i want her as my BFF forever. I need to break her immoral lesbian desires. I will begin tomorrow.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Oh the Drama

So bekah calls me and she is all "Steff I want to talk" and I am all "Of course!" and she is all "I need to come over so we can talk" so I say "sure!" So she comes over and texts me from the drive way and says "Can we talk outside?'

Oh  My God she is a total drama queen.

So I walk outside to her car and she is all leaning against the door and I say "whats up?" and she just starts blabbering about what we did yesterday and today and how it is fucking with her mind and emotions and she is all "how can we do the things we do but you will not go any further? please understand, I am not saying I dont love it, I do, and I get the whole 'bonding' thing...but Steff, what we do is exactly what lesbians do when they have sex. In my head, this is what it is and the fact you refuse to call it that or acknowledge what you are doing IS lesbianism is really fucking me up emotionally"

So I smack her right across the face, hard, like full force. It stung my hand. She staggers back and is holding her cheek and looks at me and has tears in her eyes and just says "Why?"

So I tell her "Bekah, being a lesbian is sinful and immoral. It is against God and the true Orthodox faith. What you and I do is bonding, an intimate form of bonding of love between two BFF's, NOT between two sex crazed lezbo dykes. A lesbian would stab you in the back and cheat on you in an instant, a BFF never will. A lesbian would hurt you, I never will. A lesbian would never really love you, I ALWAYS WILL"

And she just looks at me in total confusion and i can see I am NOT getting through to her.

So I say "Look, Bekah. I know your brain is corrupted by your deviant lesbian ways and you do not think straight sometimes, but it is ok, I forgive you for that. But you need to understand if you want to continue what we have, you need to STOP calling it lesbianism. As a matter of fact, YOU need to STOP being a lesbian completely."

and she says "I can't stop being what I am" and I shake my head and reply "That is just what you have been brainwashed to believe. NO ONE is born a lesbian, it is a CHOICE and just like you can choose to stop doing drugs, you can STOP being a lesbian. But like any deviant addiction, you have to WANT to stop."

She bows her head and just looks so sad. So I know its time for caring, nurturing Steffi. I walked up to her and put my arms around her and hug her tight. I lift her face in my hands and kiss the tears on her cheeks. I look her in the eyes and I tell her it is ok, that I will help her overcome her lesbian tendencies, and that I will never give up on her or stop being her BFF. She smiles a small smile and says "Ok Steff, for you. I will try." So I hold her even tighter and I run my fingers through her hair. I tell her she can come in if she wants but she says she has to go home because she told her parents she was going out for milk. So i tell her someday i want us to live together so she never has to go home because home would be with ME. and she says "You mean it?" and I reply "yes."

So now she is happier and I apologize for having to smack her but she needs to understand their are repercussions to deviant thoughts and words. She shakes her head yes and apologizes for her words and I tell her its ok. I hold her tighter and tell her i hate when she leaves and she admits that at night she falls asleep holding her pillow imagining it is me. That is so adorable!!! I ask her if she wants to see my pussy before she leaves and she says "can i?' and I say "yes" so she runs her hands under my miniskirt and goes to pull my thong down, but I taker her hands and guide them to my ass. She gets this look of surprise on her face but I just smile at her. She starts caressing my ass, running her hands all up and down it. She runs her hands between my ass cheeks and I whisper "lower" and she moves her fingers lower until her fingers at right at my hole. I whisper "go ahead" and she slowly massages my hole with her finger. It feels really good and i moan softly. She spreads my ass cheeks with her hands and I can feel my hole gape as she exposes it. she runs her fingers to the edge of it and pulls it open as far as she can as I moan softly. She runs her hands to the front of my thong and pulls it down, exposing my pussy which is now dripping wet. she lifts my miniskirt up so she can see it and i take her hand and guide it to just outside my pussy, so she can feel how wet I am.she massages me there, right on the edge of my pussy as I breathe heavy in her ear. Finally she stops and smiles at me and we embrace again. she whispers "I have to go, parents will get suspicious."

So she gets in her car and leaves and here I am writing this. I had to set her straight and I WILL break her of her lesbian immorality. Once I do, she will be without any immoral desires.

Thanks for reading!
Steff