Me and Bekah

Normally I don't like posting pics of us together but she loved this one and I do too. I think it captures "us" as good as any photograph can. I just wish Bessie was in it!

Anyway, we are very happy together.
Our future is going to be fantastic....as long as she knocks it off with the sinful lesbian crap...because I am not a lesbian and she needs to stop being one.

Anyway, thanks for reading!

Steff

I am back! Yay!!!

After a long time. I am back! I have been very busy and was concentrating on other things, but now I have some free time again! Yay!
Here are some updates:

I graduated High School!
Bekah and I went to the Prom together
I have been helping out one day a week at a Vet's office
Working again washing cars.
Bekah and I are going camping for a whole week alone..omg yay!
Bessie is still lazy and cute
Dad is still awesome and is the best dad ever!!!!
I am still cute and positive!

So that is my update. Bekah and I are going to see the new Godzilla movie tonight! I love Godzilla! I am going to wear a really short miniskirt even though I am on my period because I want to tease Bekah and show her my panties with my pad in muahahahaha

Thanks for reading!

Steffi

vrooom vrooom Rocket League

I am SO into Rocket League! It is so much fun, a lot better than World of Warships, which has become a haven for liberal furries and SJW bullshit.

Rocket League is basically soccer but with cars and it is so much fucking fun omfg.

Bekah had been playing for a while and so I got into it and now we play together and sometimes with her cousin Brian online. It is a fast moving game and its a lot of un even though all 3 of us suck at it lol. It is still fun and doesnt have the toxic hateful culture that World of Warships does like pedophile stalker Chobitsu or fat SJW April Roberts aka Little White Mouse or fascist forum admin Niko Power (who is a Jew)


I am a Semi_Pro now according to the ranking system. But honestly, I dont care about that. Its a lot of fun, especially so since I can play with Bekah. I found a very sexy car called the Triton and I use that and I have it all decked out to be uber cute like me! Yay!!!!


Bekah uses some sort of truck called the Road Hog XL and her cousin uses the Batmobile. lol


Between that and work and camping and spending time with Bekah it has been a great summer so far.


Thanks for reading!

Steff

I'll shill my blog where I want u tard

SO I haven't been on much lately, too busy with school and fencing and whatnot. So I was playing a quick game of World of Warships and I said in chat BEFORE THE MATCH STARTED "hey read my blog"

Well some self appointed fat neckbearded virgin starts REEEEEEEEE'ing "NO ADVERTISING! HURR DURR YOU ARE REPORTED!"

Really?

It was before the match started, I didn't spam, and yet this self appointed fat pedophile neckbeard gets his size 54 underwear in a bunch. I swear I bet he was spewing Cheetoh dust all over his laptop as his diabetic fingers typed.

This is why i hate most people and can only deal with a few select individuals. Snowflakes, fat neckbeards, soy boys, white trash, I hate them all.

Really the only people I truly bother with are Dad and Bekah.

sigh...I love Bekah so much. She is graduating this year and I still have a year of high school to go.

I can't wait till i am out of HS and can go to college and have her come with me so we can get an apartment and live together while I study to be a vet.


Thanks for reading!

Steff

Netflix and chill

So the new Godzilla anime debuted on Netflix and I love Godzilla. I am also a fan of anime so this was a great combination to me. Dad was out watching Basketball with his friends and Bekah and I had the house to ourselves. We made nachos (vegan for her...blah) and we settled in to watch the film.

I loved it. It was very well made and was a great film. It is the first of a trilogy and the ending was left open.  Bekah is not really into anime or Godzilla but she enjoyed the film.

She tried to mess around while the film was on but I kept shooing her away because I wanted to watch it, it just made her more determined but i put a stop to that. She tried to lift off my shirt but I flipped her over and put her in an arm lock and i was all "no fooling around till the movie is over" and she was all "arrrghh ok ok" ha ha ha ha ha


So the film ends and I though it was great. I leaned back into her and I was all "Now you can have me" and she was all "well what if im not in the mood now?" so I jumped on top of her and started to unzip her jeans and I said "I dont care, i wanna see your pussy" and she was all "Stop" and I pulled at her jeans and she was all trying to stop me and I said "omg stop fighting me I wanna see your pussy I KNOW this is making you wet" and she got all quiet and said "yes it is."

So I pulled her jeans down and she had a wet spot on her panties. I pulled them off and held her legs apart and ate her pussy for a long time. I licked all inside her as she moaned and ran her hands through my hair. I sucked on her clit really hard until she came. She cried out loud and pulled my hair as I sucked her clit as she came. I licked up all her juices and swallowed them. I kissed up her stomach to her tits and suckled on them for a while and then kissed her long and deep for a long long time.

I pulled my clothes off and she flipped me over and ate my pussy and my ass for a long time. I came in her mouth as she sucked my pussy then she sucked on my tits as i cradled her in my arms. We kissed lovingly for a while as I slowly fingered her ass (she loves that).

I love her so much. She makes me so happy. I want to marry her.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Back!

I am back! I have not been on much these past few weeks (or months) because school got hectic, cheer leading got hectic, fencing got hectic, everything got hectic! I hope you all had a nice Christmas and New Years! I know I did!

My Christmas mas great. I never know what to get dad but this year I out did myself! One of the janitor's at my high school is a LEGAL Cuban immigrant and he has relatives visit Miami every once and a while. So I asked him if he could get me some real Cuban cigars, and he did! He also got me a bottle of REAL made in Havana Cuban Rum! So I wrapped them all up along with a $200 Bass pro shops gift card and that was dad's present from me! he was so shocked he was all "Steff where, HOW did you get this stuff? It's technically illegal!" and I was all "Its a secret!"

he was very happy and when dad is happy I am happy!!!

Dad never knows what to get me. One year I said "Just get me a case of maxi pads (I hate tampons and I refuse to use them)" and he was all embarrassed hahahah! he usually gets me jewelry or Victoria's Secret gift cards. Really, he could get me a sack of carrots and I would still love it because its from dad and I love him!

I got Bekah a whole lot of lingerie and clothes. I spent like $2000 on her. Her eyes lit up like she was in shock when she saw all her gifts and she started crying hysterically. She held me tight and said "Steff, this is way too much. I couldn't afford to buy you as much as you bought me I am sorry"

So I kissed her forehead and said "Bekah, you could have gotten me just a card and it would have been enough. You gave me the greatest gift ever: love. The kind of love I never knew I could feel or have and from the last person I ever thought I would find it with." She just cried as I held her and she gave me my gift and it was precious beyond belief. It is a silver necklace and in the center is a small shiny black piece of coal. She explained to me it is an actual piece of coal from the Titanic that was brought up in 2000.

OMFG THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!

she had it set in the necklace with small blue saphires surrounding it. she said Titanic is her favorite film and she always wanted a love like Jack and Rose had (but without the drowning) and that she found it with me.

I love it. I am wearing it now and I will always wear it. and lets just say Bekah looks beyond sexy in the lingerie I bought her.

Speaking of which, dad knows that Bekah and I are together. he said he doesnt care as long as I am happy. I told him I am not a lesbian but I just happened to fall in love with Bekah who just happens to be a girl but I do not find any other girls attractive. he said whatever makes me happy is ok with him and he likes Bekah.

The biggest winner in my house this Christmas was Bessie. I got her a few cute outfits for when its cold and she has to go outside. I also got her a HUGE rawhide bone.

Dad also got her a huge rawhide bone. Even Bekah got her...you guessed it...a huge rawhide bone.

So now Bessie has 3 huge rawhide bones that are bigger than she is! she is the luckiest basset hound in the world.

New Years Eve dad went out with his friends. he didn't drive, they all took uber. I knew he would be out really late. Bekah came over and spent the night. As soon as dad left Bekah and I were all over each other. We 69'd on my bed for a long long time. her pussy tastes so good, like honey, and I love licking all inside her. We make very passionate love whenever we are together and I feel so complete and total as a person. I love her so much, i never want to leave her arms when we are together.

2018 will be a great year, I can feel it already!!!

thanks for reading!
Steff

Update!

I don't write as much as I used to because I have a lot of school stuff going on with Cheer Squad. Also I am fencing a lot more now and I am focused on that!

Thanksgiving was great. My relatives were over and it is always a good time. We had two turkeys. One my Dad smoked, it was yummy! He was outside at 3am setting up the fire to smoke it all day. I like when this house is full of people, it gets lonely sometimes with just me and dad and the dog.

Bekah came over later on, she had to eat with her folks so she came over around 6pm. I loved having her her with my family, it felt so good to have her with me, its like she is already a member of the family. everyone liked her. No one asked any questions about our friendship, so that was good. I was half expecting some of them to really grill me over it but no one said a word.

Bessie ate a lot too. she loves Turkey and I made a big plate for her. she ate it all up then fell asleep on the couch. My uncle tried to make her move so he could watch football but she refused to get up so he had to sit next to her as she snored hahahaha! she is such a silly basset hound!

Bekah and I went to the Mall on Black Friday and it was very crowded. Those people who were in line at 5am were stupid retards. ALL of the retailers had their sales on all week you didnt have to wait in line you morons!!!

I got a few games and then we went to Victoria's Secret and Bekah and I bought underwear. I picked Bekah's out. I am making her wear thongs, like I do, because it is cute. I also bought her special thongs for when she is on her period. I am making her use pads now because I hate tampons, they are gross, so she has to wear pads like me.

All else is good. I have a test tomorrow in Biology that I have studied really hard for!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Musings and stuff

I haven't written much lately because I have been busy. Life is great, it is very cute and positive. It seems like fat pedo stalker Chobittsu and his obese brony associates have been leaving me alone. I guess dad's lawyers little talk with wargaming has paid off :)

So we had a game Saturday which we won and, as usual, cheer squad was great! We had a new new routine we have been practicing and it worked out great!

So anyway, after the game Bekah drives me home because dad went to his friends where they are rebuilding some old Ford car from the 1950's. We get back to my house and I am all thinking to myself "Im goiing to do bekah in the shower" and I am all set to attack her when we get to my bedroom.

BUT she had other ideas!

We get into my room and I am still in my cheer squad uniform and she takes me in her arms and kisses me really really deep. So I am all "lets shower" but she says "No, i want you as is" so she turns me around and bends me over and starts pulling my bottoms off and I am all "bekah I am all swearty from cheering wtf!" but she doesnt care and she pull soff my cheer bottoms and my thong and pushes me on my bed. She grabs my hips and pulls them up so my ass is in the air. she lifts my cheer mini up over my hips and she grabs my ass. She pulls my ass apart so my hole is exposed and she says "I want to see it more" and she pulls my ass apart further and further. she says to me "I want to see it open all the way" and I am losing control and i am all "omg bekah my hole is open so far" and she puts her finger as close to my ass hole as she can and pulls harder. my hole is now gaping open and i am barely able to control myself and she says "gape it for me" so i push back with my muscles and it gapes my ass hole open as far as it can. she plunges her tongue inside it DEEP and starts licking and I am literally crying and moaning as she does it. she ass fucks me with her tongue for a long time as she hold my ass open. she licks down to my pussy and starts tongue fucking me from behind and I am so wet its almost like i am pissing.

she flips me over and pulls her pants and panties off and gets on top of me. she positions her pussy against mine and starts grinding. i wrap my legs around her waist and pull her against me and grind back. she grinds against me hard and fast and starts saying things like "i love your 16 year old pussy" and "i wish i had a cock so i could cum inside your under aged pussy and get it pregnant"  well this talk drives me over the edge and i start cumming.

she grinds against me as i cum and says "im not stopping" and she doesnt.

we grind against each other for a long time. it was over 2 hours and we are both covered in sweat and my abs and pussy are on fire but i give it back to her as hard as she gives it to me. finally, after i dont know how many orgasms we both had, we both orgasm together, she buries her face in my shoulder as we both cum and then collapses. we both lay there covered in sweat, our hair a tangled mess, our thighs and pussies dripping wet. we were both so wet my sheets are stained with wetness.

i am still in my cheer outfit and she is still in her shirt, we never got naked except for our pussies. I am too sore and too exhausted to move. we cuddle for a long time as we recover.

finally we smile and lovingly kiss each other. i tell her i love her and she tells me the same. we take a nice hot shower and then change into sweats and we fall asleep watching football.


thanks for reading!
Steff

Finally....

So Friday night Bekah comes over after I get home from cheer squad. dad is going out with his friends to some sports bar to watch baseball. I honestly do not like baseball, its boring like gold...but whatever.

So bekah comes over and we make some nachos (meatless nachos for her..ugh how can you have nachos with no ground beef? whatever) and we plop down in the living room to watch tv. after we finish eating she lays across the couch with her head in my lap and i am stroking her hair. we are watching Guardians of the Galaxy 2.

I am wearing just a t shirt and my thong like i usually do at home. as i am running my fingers through her hair she turns her head over and starts kissing my legs. It feels good so I open my legs a bit for her. she starts kissing all around my thighs and up and down my legs. this feels even better so I open my legs up more. she kisses harder, almost biting me and this REALLY feels good. I push her back so I can lay back more and I open my legs all the way, full spread in front of her. she starts kissing and biting all up and down my legs to my thighs and across my stomach. I feel myself getting wet and I know she can tell. She kisses closer and closer to my pussy, but never actually touches it. I push her back and pull my thong off and open my legs up all the way. I look at her and tell her "It's ok."

She smiles and kisses gently all the way down my legs. she stops right at my pussy and softly says "are you sure?" and I say "No, but do it anyway before i change my mind"

The next thing I remember is she slowly starts licking my pussy. i can feel her tongue inside me and she licks and kisses all around and inside my pussy. I grab her head and it feels like lightning is pounding through my body. She keeps licking and kissing and she takes her fingers and holds my pussy open and plunges her tongue in and out of me. She inserts her finger gently and starts fingering me as I cry out and moan. she goes down on me for over and hour and she says "I love your 16 year old pussy" she makes me cum over and over and I am literally shaking from it all. After I cum for what feels like the 8th time I can't take it anymore and she sense it so she lays down next to me and I pull her close and kiss her deep and I can taste myself on her lips.

I hold her and she is stroking my hair and telling me she loves me over and over. I say to her"I am an idiot for holding out so long holy fuck that was intense" and she is all "I told you" so I say to her "I am still nervous about doing it to you but I will try" and she kisses me and says "not tonight, this is all for you. lets just cuddle" so we hold each other for a long time. We get up and get dressed because I know dad will be home soon. It sucks, I wanted to hold her all night. Oh well, that day will come.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

I am back

Sorry I haven't been blogging, a lot has been going on. I will fill you all in:

1. Our football team got destroyed by the defending state champs
2. I am still cute and positive
3. Bekah's parents want her out of the house when she turns 18 (which is in January). dad told her she can move in here with us YAY!
4. I haven't been playing WOWS that much, I am really into Elite Dangerous now.
5. School is still ok. My grades are good. dad said I need to start thinking about college and what the best school would be for me if I still want to become a vet (which I do).
6. Fencing is going great. We have a tournament in Richmond soon and I hope I do good.
7. Bessie had her teeth cleaned and it is funny when a dog gets their teeth cleaned because for like 2 days afterwards they are all licking their own teeth hahaha.

Everything with Bekah is great. We had a really intense passionate Saturday night. We were going at it for hours. I still haven't let her eat me or finger me yet, but i am feeling more comfortable with the idea. But she is patient and the things we do are very beautiful. I love being under her as we grind together and kiss. Just the intense feeling of bonding with her is something i cannot explain.

Anyway, that is all for now. i will write more this weekend.
Thanks for reading!
Steff

The weekend is here

So it is Friday and finally the weekend is here! We have a football game tomorrow and we are playing the defending state champs and that means will are going to get destroyed. Oh well, cheer squad will cheer out best like we always do!

Bekah was over today after I got home from school. she can go back Monday since her suspension is over. No one at school has said anything so far. So I talked to Bekah about it. I told her "I thought we agreed you were NOT a sinful lezbo anymore! WHY did you tell the principal you were?" and she was all "I didn't, I said what if I was a lesbian!" And I was all "Well my dad heard it as you admitting you were a crazed lezbo and now he suspects something is going on between us!" And she got all quiet and was all "And what did you say?" And I said "Nothing, he said he doesnt care what is going on, just to be careful and be ready for any stupid opinions or ideas of others."

So Bekah says "Why didn't you tell him about us?" And I was all "OMG Bekah tell him what? We are BFFs! He knows that!" And Bekah says "No i mean about what we do" And I roll my eyes and I am all "Oh yeah I am going to tell my dad we rub our pussies together all the time. Seriously Bekah, stop thinking like a sinful lezbo for a second. He probably already know what we do and he obviously doesn't mind so why bring it up?" And she gets all quiet and says "yeah, I guess so"

OH MY GOD she can be such a drama queen.

So I am all "Bekah, my dad has always trusted my judgement on everything, Why do you think he leaves us alone up here? He knows I am safe and I am ok. And he trusts you too or else you wouldnt be allowed to be with his precious baby daughter right?" And Bekah smiles and is all "Yeah. that is true."

So I climb up on her and sit on her lap with my legs around her waist and i put my arms around her and smile.

"Now...you were saying something the other day about my tits?"

She laughs and reaches under my shirt and lifts it off of me. She undos my bar and throws it to the floor. She looks at my tits and I say softly "Go ahead, I want this."

She bends her head to my tits and starts kissing them. she sucks on my nipples, taking them all the way into her mouth. I feel like electricity is shooting from my tits to my pussy and I lean my head back and moan softly as she kicks, bites, licks, and sucks at my tits for over an hour. I cradle her head in my hands like I am breastfeeding her and it feels so good, it feels like such an intimate bond.


I kiss her deeply and I left her shirt and pull her bra off. I am nervous but I lean in and take her tits in my mouth, I start kissing and sucking and licking them all over. She moans softly "oh God" as I go to town on her tits for a long time. We kiss deeply over and over again.

I want to undress her and rub ourselves together till we cum, but she has to go home. She gets dressed and I walk her to her car and kiss her goodnight. I know I will see her tomorrow but it hurts to watch her drive away.

I miss her already,

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Diversity? More like BRAINWASHING!

So today we had that stupid school wide diversity assembly. Supposedly the whole point of this waste of time was to explain how great diversity really is and other such total bullshit.

First off, I couldn't sit with Bekah because I am a junior and she is a senior, so that put me in a mood. I didn't want to come to school today but dad said I had to. OMG whatever.

So we file into the auditorium and the presentation begins. So person...I couldn't tell if it was a guy or a girl, comes out and introduces itself and starts to talk about how different people are and how many great things there are about diversity and sharing other cultures and stuff. This person brought out a woman who apparently is a Muslim and she was wearing some sort of headscarf and she started talking about her culture and Islam and crap. She asked if anyone had any questions so i raised my hand and she was all happy to call on me. So I stood up and I asked:

"If Islam is so great and enlightened, how come women are not allowed out in public without a male family member to escort them? And why can't women drive in most Islamic nations or have the right to vote or get an education? And why, if Islam is SO great are you forced to wear that ridiculous scarf?"

so the whole auditorium got real quiet and I can see a few of the teachers all freaking out and a few of them smiling and trying not to laugh. So this woman stutters and says "It is a different culture" and I cut her off and say "It sounds oppressive as hell to me, and doesn't your Koran prescribe mandatory death for homosexuality, adultery, alcohol consumption and so forth?"

My teacher comes running over and tells me to sit down. The woman is trying to avoid the question so I yell out "If you cannot defend your religion or culture from a few questions from a teenager than it really doesn't sound all that great to me!" A bunch of students start applauding and I am all happy.

Then I hear her.

Bekah.

She is standing up and yelling "I want to know WHY Islam mandates death for homosexuals. I want to know WHY we should celebrate and accept this diversity when all it seems like it is doing is bringing death and oppression!"

The students all start cheering and another one stands up and says "Yeah, some people in this country may not like homosexuals or think they are disgusting, but even they would never KILL one! As a matter of fact, I think most people who think homosexuals are sinful would defend one from being killed by your Islamic death cult!"

The whole auditorium erupts in cheers and applauding. Some of the teachers are yelling at us to shut up while most are keeping quiet and smiling in approval. The Principal has his head in his hands and the people giving the presentation look like they want to die. The Muslim woman looks angry beyond belief and screams out "INFIDELS THIS IS WHY WE WILL WIN!!" and slams her microphone down. The whole student assembly starts chanting "USA USA USA"

It was glorious.

Of course, there is a price to be paid. Dad gets called into school. So does Bekah's parents and the parents of the boy also stood up and yelled. All 3 of our parents are in with the Principal while we are kept in 3 separate rooms. Finally dad comes into my room and sits down.

"Steffanie, you won't be getting into any trouble. They know better than to do anything to you because of me, but I wasn't able to save Bekah or that other boy."

So I am all "What did they do to Bekah?" Dad says she is suspended for 2 days and the boy for 2 days as well. he tried to get them both off the hook but they flat out told him they know they can't touch me so they will punish them.

As we are leaving the boy (his name is Tim) and his parents walk by. He looks and me and smiles and says "Totally worth it Steff!" and I laugh and give him a thumbs up.

So Bekah and her parents walk up to us and I don't even care anymore. I rush forward and throw myself into her arms and hold her. I whisper "That was awesome!" She smiles and says "Yeah, it was pretty cool." Bekah's parents don't say a word to me and practically drag her away. She shoots me a glance of sadness and I am all confused.

As we are leaving I asked dad if he thought something was wrong with Bekah. We get into the car and he sighs and says "Steff, I don't know how to tell you this. But while we were in there they pulled Bekah and Tim in to find out WHY they did what they did. Tim said it was because his brother is in Afghanistan and he hates Muslims. Bekah said she did it because she is a lesbian."

Uh oh.

He continues "Look Steff, I know you two are spending a lot of time together, and I know you got really close with her really fast. I don't care what you do, I trust your judgement. Just remember, there will be a lot of people who will look at you and her with hatred and anger. I won't always be able to protect you, so you both need to learn to protect each other."

I don't know what to say so I just keep quiet as he drives.

After a while he says "I like Bekah, you and her are like peas in a pod. You both compliment each other's personalities and styles. What one lacks, the other makes up for. I think you both have a long happy time ahead with each other. But we need to get ready for something."

And I am all "What do we have to get ready for?"
And dad says "Her parents did not take it well. They are livid. Beyond angry. And they are probably going to throw her out of the house. And when they do, we will take her in."
And I am all "We are?" and he says "Yes, we are."

I start crying and I lean into dad and hug him as he is driving. And I just cry all the way home.

So dad is now arranging one of the upstairs bedrooms. I am hoping they do not throw her out. Now everyone at school will know what she is or was or whatever.

And they will probably suspect something about us.

I don't know if I am ready for this. I am only 16. But I will try.

she is worth it.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Bronies and furries in MY SCHOOL!?!? I THINK NOT!!!!!

OMFG the cancer that is brony/furry fandom has infected my high school.

So I had to to stay after school to work on a science project and after I finished I had like 20 minutes before Bekah finished and we could leave so I was walking though the halls to go visit the old janitor, who is a good friend of mine...when what do my hella cute eyes see but a roomful of BRONIES AND FURRIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I nearly threw up. One of the rooms was full of bronies in their MLP t-shirts and people in costume as animals (Furries)...WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! So I act all cool and I walk into the room and say "hey everyone, cool outfits, whats going on?"

Well they were super excited I guess that a normal person was talking to them. One of the bronies, a really thin pasty skinned girl with horned rim glasses smiled at me and said "We formed a brony/furry fandom club for school. This is our first meeting! Are you planning on joining?"

And I was all "Uh, no I was just curious because of the outfits, which are cool btw. Hey, good luck on your club! I think its great that you guys have a safe space to go to!" and they all said thanks and I left.

ok.....ok...breathe Steffi do NOT go all into rage mode.

SO I decide I have to stop this bullshit like NOW so I go to the Principals office and let myself in.
The Principal sees me and rolls his eyes and says "Hello Miss (REDACTED) what is it this time?"
And I inform him of this immoral gathering of furry and brony deviants. And he says "Steffanie, I approved this club. All they do is talk about that show and make outfits to wear they are harmless." And I say to him "OH NO NO NO!, that is totally incorrect!"

So I whip out my phone and pull up all of the information I can about the degeneracy of bronies and furries. I show the Principal and ask him how he can allow such deviant perversions in our school?

SO he just sighs and says "I will look into it ok? but I am sure these particular folks are harmless. Not everyone in that fandom is a 'deviant' as you put it."

So I remind him who my dad is and how much money he has donated to this school and ask how else they could have gotten computers for the lab or all that scientific equipment in the biology lab. I tell him it would look bad if it got out our school supported bronies and furries.

So I finished up and go wait for Bekah. She walks outside and sees me and smiles and says "hey bff". And I am all "Hey bff" and we get into her car and start the drive to my house. I am wearing a mini skirt so I pull it up a little and open my legs to tease her and she laughs and is all "Steff you just can;t help it can you? You really want me to find a place to park where we can be alone and jump on you and grind like we did yesterday?" And I smile and say "Sure." So she gets all quiet and says "You serious?" and I say "Yes, I want to do it again. I want to do it every chance we get. I loved bonding with you like that, it just strengthens our total and absolute friendship"

So we drive to this part of the woods behind an old building I know no one goes to. I reach over and undo Bekah's zipper and pull her shorts off. I pull her panties down and she reaches under my skirt and runs her fingers up and down my thighs. She reaches under my thong and pulls it off. She climbs over to the passenger seat and mounts me as I wrap my legs around her waist. I am already wet and I can feel her pussy against mine. She starts rubbing her pussy against mine and I match the movements of her hips, She gasps loudly and I can feel her suddenly get VERY wet and that makes me just grind harder and she grinds back and the car is shaking as we go at it. I run my hands down to her ass and grab her ass cheeks and pull them apart as far as I can. She moans loud "Oh fuck" and leans down and bites my neck. This makes me pull her ass cheeks apart even harder as she bites my neck. She pounds and grinds against me hard and fast and we are both sweating and moaning. Suddenly she says "fuck I am going to cum" and I tell her "cum for me" and she loses control and starts having an orgasm. She cries out and buries her head on my shoulder as she grinds furiously against me as she cums. finally she slows down and stops and I kiss her face and tell her she is my BFF.
We laid there for a bit settling down and she says to me "for someone who claims she isnt a lesbian, you fuck like one." Well i am NOT having any of that lezbo shit so i say angrily "Bekah I am NOT a fucking lesbian ok? Lesbians are sinful and immoral. What we are doing is bonding as friends. We are not making out, we are not eating each other or fingering or anything. And don't you ever call what we do 'fucking" again or I will smack the shit out of you and never talk to you again."

So she gets all quiet and hurt looking and says softly "Im sorry" And I say "You better be, now get off of me I need to go home."

So she gets off of me and i put my thong back and and she drives me home without saying a word. I get out of the car and I say "remember what I said ok? I am serious. I will smack the fuck out of you and never talk to you again. We BOND we do NOT fuck. Get it?" And she says "I get it" and I smile and hug her and say "Good! I will talk to you in a bit."

Well that is all for now, I have to shower.
Thanks for reading!
Steff

So this is Monday

Another Monday in the books for cute positive Steffi.

I am in bed just relaxing. School was ok today, I am all caught up on my projects and homework. So far I am doing very well, which makes ME and dad happy.

I was thinking about Bekah all today. I loved yesterday when we cuddled in my bed. It felt REALLY good to be naked with her and have her on top of me as we cuddled. I keep remembering how I laid there with my legs around her waist as we rubbed against each other. It felt so good to share that with her, I have to admit I got really wet from it and it just made it feel so much better. I remember how she had her head buried in my shoulder as I moved my hips up and down and she met each thrust of my hips with her own, and how sometimes she would arch her back and look me in the eyes  as she grinded against me. A few times she sat up and bent her head back as we grinded against each other and I held her hips in my hands and pulled her back and forth against me. She would look down and watch our pussies rub against each other and I also would look at them. She moaned very softly and the look in her face was like she was in her own world.

I really loved how she would run her hands all over my stomach as we grinded. Sometimes she would grind really fast and hard and I would match her and sometimes she would do it soft and slow. Then she would lay back down on top of me and touch her forehead to mine and our noses would touch and she would pump up and down really fast and I would push back and I could feel how wet and slick we both were as our wetness mingled together. I actually ran my hands over her ass a few times and it felt really hard and solid. I would grab her ass cheeks and spread them apart and that seemed to make her grind against me harder.

When we finished we were both sweaty and tired and I lay against her on my side with my leg draped over her waist. She kept planting little kisses all over the top of my head, which I thought was adorable. I looked down and I could see how wet our pussies were and it was kinda sexy to see it and know her wetness was mixed with mine inside of me. I guess we really bonded by doing this, which is great...she is my BFF and I wanted to make her happy.

Anyway, I want to do it again with her. I think this is a good way to make her happy since she knows I am not a lesbian and she cant kiss or eat me or anything. This is an acceptable substitute I can give her. I look at it as a bonding thing, a way for us to share something intimate as friends and not as lezbo lovers (which would be sinful).

Anyway, time for bed!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sunday stuff

So another Sunday comes to an end. It was an eventful day in the hella cute life of Steffi.

So I woke up this morning and called Bekah. I wanted to see how her "date" went and if she had lezbo sex. So she answers the phone all quiet and says "hey Steff". And I am all "So? do you dyke out?" and she says "I didn't go I cancelled the date."

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

So I am all "You cancelled? if you were going to cancel why didn't you just stay here with me!??!" And she said "I cancelled it as I was halfway to her house. I called and said my car was acting up and I had to reschedule. Then I just drove around a bit and went home."

OMFG

So i say "Well why did u cancel? I thought you wanted to get lezbo fucked." And she said "After seeing you I just wasn't in the mood, I needed to be alone." And I said "OMG whatever, come over" and she said "I don't know" and I wasn't having ANY of that so I tell her to get her ass over my house like NOW.

So she comes over and dad is all "hey Bekah" and dad says that if we are going to hang out at the house we need to be fully clothed or stay upstairs because friends are coming over for football. SO Bekah comes up to my room and sits on my bed and I look at her and say "Ok, what the fuck is going on?" And she says "After seeing you it just put me in a mood, I can't explain. I just needed to be alone for a while, that is all."

OMG such a drama queen.

So I decided to be all kind and nurturing and I sit behind her and start rubbing her shoulders and am all "It's ok bekah, you are my BFF and even if you are a sinful lezbo I will still always be your BFF, I promise." So she says "that feels good" and I rub her shoulders harder and start massaging her neck. I leaned back on my bed and pull her down with me so she is laying in my arms as I massage her shoulders. I pull her hair back and lightly kiss the nape of her neck and she moans softly. So I massage her shoulders for like an hour, telling her she is my BFF forever as she just melts in my arms. After a while I hug her tight and and softly kiss the top of her head. I think she fell asleep but she is awake and she says to me "I really do love being your BFF, I was scared when we started talking that you'd tell everyone who I really am." and I said to her "I'll never tell, it is a secret until you want it out."

So she turns over and now she is lying on top of me and she says to me softly "Can we be naked?" and I say "sure". So I lift off my tank top and go to pull off my thong and she says "can I?' so I shake my head yes and she slowly puts her fingers under the fabric of my panties and pulls them off of me. She leans back and I spread my legs for her, giving her a full view. she sighed and said "you have no idea" and I replied "I do know, believe me i do". So she lifts off her shirt and takes her bra off. she pulls off her jeans and her panties. I reach up and grab her by the shoulders and pull her onto me. I wrap my legs around her waist and say "You will always be my bff" she she sighs and kisses the top of my head.

I snuggle up to her and wrap my legs tight around her waist.I can feel her pussy against mine and I slowly start to move my hips back and forth and up and down, just ever so lightly. I can feel how wet she is and I know its dripping inside of me. So I make little circle motions with my hips and Bekah moves her hips in response. I ran my hands all up and down her back at the same time. She buried her head in my shoulder as we continue to rub against each other for nearly an hour. Finally our movements get slower and slower and we snuggle together and fall asleep till about 3 pm.

We got up and she smiled and said "I would rather sleep next to you as a friend like that forever than let another girl touch me." so I hug her tight and say "yeah, me too."

so we get dressed and go downstairs and make lunch as dad and his friends watch football (I actually put sweatpants on believe it or not). We finished the day watching Tv and playing Call of Duty.

So back to school tomorrow...BOO!!!!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Punishment!

Its around 1am Saturday night and I can't sleep so I will write a blog entry.

So Bekah was over today. After the football game (which we won, YAY!) Bekah drove me home. dad went with his friends to some fishing show, I have no idea, so it was me and Bekah in my house. We went up to my room (I was still in my cheer outfit) and I was all happy because we won. I plopped down on my bed and asked Bekah if she liked my cheers and she said yes. So i asked her what she wanted to do and she said she couldn't stay late because she had a DATE TONIGHT.

What the actual fuck......

So I am all "Who the hell are you having a date with?" and she says "This girl I know from a few towns over, we met online and I haven't seen her in a while so I am going to go see her and we are going out." So I am all "Is she a lesbian too?!?!" and Bekah says "yes." I ask her if she is going to have lezbo sex with her and she says "I hope so."

What
the
fuck.....

So I am mad so I am all "Fine, whatever". I mean, whatever she is a lezbo and I am not but she is still MY BFF which means I COME FIRST....omfg...she needs to learn this. SO Bekah is all "Are you ok? are you mad?" and I am all "No, do whatever you want, go be lezbo if you must."

So Bekah sits next to me and says "Steff, you keep telling me you AREN'T a lesbian, but you are acting all mad and jealous that I have a date. What the hell is wrong?" so I turn over on my back and I say "You are my BFF, I should come first." So she says "You are also my BFF and you DO come first but I also need to date and be with other girls like me sometimes."

So I say "But I wanted to spend tonight with you!" and she says " I know but I also have a life too, and I have to live it, you need to understand." I wanted her to stay with me so i slowly start to open my legs and I am all "stay with me" and she says "Steff, stop it. That is not going to work this time. You always tease me and show me yourself but you wont give me yourself, that is why I am going out with someone tonight." So I say "I dont give you myself because I am NOT a lesbian!"

So Bekah lays down on her back next to me and stares up at the ceiling and says "I know you aren't, but I AM and I need to be with my own kind sometimes."

So I get a bright idea. I flip over and sit on her waist, straddling her. And I say "Ok but first I want to shower with you." and she is all "No Steff, no teasing." And I put my hands under her shirt to lift it up and she is FIGHTING ME and is all "Stop Steff". So I keep trying to lift her shirt up and she keeps stopping me and I am all "I want to see you" and she is all "Steff, no, its too much for me."

So I try to unbutton her shorts and unzip them and she tries stopping me and I am all "I want to see your pussy" and she is all "NO, cmon Steff" so I keep trying to unbutton and unzip her and she keeps trying to stop me. So I pin her arms down and I lean right up into her face and I say "I want to see your pussy before you let that lesbian eat it" and she says "Steff, no" So I say "I KNOW you will be thinking of me while she eats you, admit it." And she gets this look on her face and quietly says "Yes." So I say "So let me see your pussy then." And I try pulling her pants off and she keeps trying to stop me, but not as much as before.

SO I say to her "I know when she is eating your pussy and licking inside you, you will be imagining its me. But it never will be, all you'll ever be able to do is dream about it." And she softly says "I know." So again i say "Let me see your pussy" and this time she doesnt fight me. I unbuttoned her jeans shorts and unzipped them and pulled them off of her. I can see her panties are soaking wet, so I say "I know this is turning you on, you are all wet." and she softly says "Yes." so I run my fingers across her stomach and inside her panties and I can feel her wetness on my fingers and I pull her panties off. I lift her shirt up and undo her bra and now she is naked underneath me.

So i say to her "From now on whenever I want to see you naked do NOT fight me on it ok?" and she says "Yes" softly.  I look down and I can see her pussy is soaking wet. So I get off of her and take her hands and pull her up off the bed. I wrap my arms around her and she holds me tight and I whisper to her "Youll never have me and this is punishment for your sinful wicked lesbian desires. do you understand?" and she says "yes." and so I take her hands and lead her into the bathroom. I get undressed and we shower together.

Afterwards we dry off and she gets dressed and says she has to go for her date. I tell her to have a nice time and she drives off.

So now I am in bed wondering if that lesbian is eating her out. I guess I will find out tomorrow!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

A busy weekend!

It has been a busy few days. Friday night Bekah and I went to dinner and a movie. I wanted to go to Outback but Bekah said since she was driving we would go where she chose, so we went to some vegan restaurant. BARF! I wanted steak...what the hell! Booo!!!

So then we went to the movies. I looked HELLA CUTE in my short miniskirt and matching top. Bekah was all "Uh Steff that skirt doesn't leave much to the imagination".  Well no kidding, I like short skirts. Duh!

So we got to the movies and it was one of those theaters that has reclining seats! Those are SO COMFY!!! So we take our seats and I lean back and the lights gown down and Bekah whispers to me "Steff I can see your panties your skirt is so short that you reclining makes them show".

So I just grin and open my legs a bit to give her a better look and she gets all flustered. Hahaha I love teasing her.

So we watched the movie and it was good. We saw that Anabelle movie. I was very scared and I spent most of the film hiding my eyes in Bekah's shoulders.

So we drive back to my house and Bekah is all "You really drive me up the wall when you show yourself off to me, the teasing is very frustrating." And so I say "You don't complain when we are showering at school" and she says "That's different because it is gym class but when we are together as friends you constantly tease me and to be honest it just frustrates me because of how I feel"

I guess I can see her POV.

So I told her if that's what she wanted I wouldn't do it anymore. she said she loved when I did it, but it was too much for her to handle because she knows she can't touch me.

So I had an idea. I say to her "Why don't you just touch yourself when i show you? It won't bother me at all."

Well she nearly drove us off the road when I said that! OMG. She was all "Steffi omg you are insane!" We started laughing. It was funny.

So we got back to my house and I leaned over and gave her a long tight hug. I whispered in her ear "I wish you could stay with me tonight I love snuggling up to you." and she said "Would you show me everything?" and I said "every inch" She sighed and kissed the top of my head and I got out and went inside.

The next day we FINALLY won a football game! OMFG it is about damn time! We cheered like crazy and even Mandy did an OK job as mascot....I have to admit she actually seems to have found something she is good at. Plus when she takes the mascot outfit off she is dripping in sweat so maybe this will make her lose weight and she won't be such a fat cow anymore.

Saturday night I stayed in with dad and we watched college football together. I had my underwear on and my WVU tank top and he says "WVU doesn't play till tomorrow night!"

My bad!!

So we had a great father/daughter bonding night. I love my dad to pieces!!!

Sunday I spent finishing my homework. I hate homework.

AND I got my period!!! ARRRGGHH!!!!!! No thongs for me for a week! Booooo!!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Football means Steffi is BANISHED!

Well its Thursday night football and as usual, poor Steffi is banished to the upstairs while dad and his friends watch the game. dad said that if I put some clothes on, I could watch with everyone, but I like being in my underwear when I am home and I refuse to change just because his friends are here. So I will stay up here and relax while they get their football on.

Remember some time ago i wrote about a woman who wanted to scissor me and I didnt know what the term meant at the time? Well I asked Bekah about it and she was all "WTF hahaha really, she asked you to scissor?" So I asked her if she ever did it and she told me she had, many times. I asked her what it was like and she said it was really intense and that you could orgasm multiple times doing it, plus it was very intimate. She asked me what I felt about it and I told her flat out I found the idea of sexual contact with either gender to be disgusting and gross. She asked me why I felt this way and I told her I just did and that I couldn't explain it, it was just something I found gross.

She then said "Ok if that is true WHY do you like being naked with me and showing yourself off to me in a very intimate manner?"

And I told her it was for HER benefit because I know she wants me but can never have me so it's a gift I can give her. Plus it makes me feel empowered to do that and look at her watching me.

She shook her head and laughed and said "That is all kinds of crazy fucked up but, whatever, it's what makes you so fucking adorable."

OMG she thinks I am adorable! yay!

Anyway, that is about all for now. I may write more later, who knows!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Monday Monday....

So another Monday is in the books in the cute and positive life of Steffi.

Today was a good day all things considered. I have to write a paper in English, boo!! History was fun, and in Biology we are going to dissect a shark! OMG that is gonna be cool TBH. There is a meeting tonight to discuss our football coach as many parents have complained he has no idea wtf he is doing.

A lot of the players need to have good games to show off for college recruiters. For a lot of people here, that football scholarship is their ticket out of poverty and into a college they could never afford otherwise and it looks BAD if your team has a losing record or your coach is an idiot.

It is also rough to cheer for a team that gets clobbered every week. I mean, yeah we try and be upbeat  and positive but when your coach calls plays that an autistic brony wouldn't even call, you know there is a problem at hand.

So I was in the cafeteria and suddenly I felt someone's hands on my shoulders, I turned around ready to punch someone in the face and I saw it was Bekah! I was so happy I jumped in her arms and was all "OMG my BFF". She doesn't eat lunch the same time I do, but she was going to her next class and saw me and wanted to say hi. It made my day I was so happy to see her!

We didn't have gym class today so we didn't get to shower together. Boo! She is my shower buddy.
But she sent me a instant message:

missed seeing your naked self at gym :p

Hahaha! That was sweet. Her sexuality doesn't bother me, I know she looks at me with desire but it is ok, I told her I didn't mind or felt weird about it.

So all my homework is done and I am playing some WOWS for a bit before I go off to bed. I bought that Graf Zeppelin German CV that everyone hates, but I think it is pretty effective.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sleep!

hahahaha Bekah fell asleep!

Just finished watching that fight. Mayweather won and I think dad and his friends are pissed off cause I can hear them shouting and cursing downstairs.

I just wanted to write I am so glad I met Bekah. We have bonded in a away I never thought I could with a friend. She is literally like a twin, we have so much in common. Its amazing, I went from disgusted to freaked out to grateful. I remember when I first noticed her looking at me in the showers I felt revolted and put off. Now, I actually look forward to her watching me so I can show myself off to her.

Its weird. I am not attracted to her in any sexual way at all, but it feels so empowering to be naked in front of her, knowing she cant have me, bending over as I wash myself so she can see inside of me. I know its weird but the feeling of power I get knowing she is transfixed on my body is intoxicating.

I mean, i don't want her to touch me or anything at all, but I love showing her my body. Maybe I am weird, who knows!

Anyway, she is asleep in my bed so I am going to climb in with her and fall asleep. But first I have to get Bessie to move because she took my spot! lazy basset hound!

Thanks for reading!
Steff