Gun control?? BS!

so after that stupid shooting in Florida, the Jews have really been pushing this whole gun control thing. Except this time they are using crisis actors and clueless children to do their dirty Jew-work for them.

This David Hogg guy looks like a typical soy boy cuck faggot. I am serious, Bessie my basset hound could kick his ass. The 2 Amendment is there to protect us from tyranny, but as usual the kikes HATE that and will try to disarm patriotic white christian Americans. Thank God Donald Trump will never let them!

This gun control thing even effected ME personally!

Bekah as over and she was lying leaned back into me on my bed as we watched a movie on NetFlix (which I am cancelling now btw because that bitch Susan rice is on the board) I had my arms around here and was just enjoying being with her when she says:

"I am glad we can watch movies and not have to see the news, its been terrible recently"

and I was all :
"Yeah with all those retarded kids trying to take away our right to bear arms and stuff. a bunch of communists."

So Bekah replies:
"But Steffi, we need gun control. Too many school shootings and people having access to military grade weapons. Guns kill so many people."

Excuse me? WHAT THE FUCK!

So immediately I slap a choke hold on her. Its like a version of the Cobra Clutch. My arms goes around her neck and my other arm locks it in and I squeeze with all my strength. Immediately she yells out and her eyes bug and she is all "ACK WHAT THE FUCK STEFFI" and she is clawing at my arms trying to break the hold and I just squeeze tighter and I yell at her

"Gun control is communism! Our rights come from GOD and no one can take them away Bekah what the fuck is your problem!"

She cant talk and she is gasping for air and her face is turning red. She tries to stand but I pull her back down and wrap my legs around her and really lock the hold in. I can see her eyes bug out and I swear she is starting to foam at the mouth. She is all waving her arms around and she starts pounding the bed like she is tapping out and I am yelling:

"Do not ever say shit like that again Bekah! Communists go to hell!"

So I can feel her going limp and I dont want to kill her, just teach her a lesson so I let her go and she immediately starts gasping for air and she is all crying like a little bitch.  So I say to her"

"Bekah you really need to get with the program. Our rights come from the Almighty himself and those retards from that school, who are crisis actors BTW, will not take them away."

After a while she regains her composure and she gets up like she is leaving and I am all:
"Where the fuck do you think you are going?"

and she is all quiet and she says "Home"

and I am all "No you aren't, get back over here."

she bows her head and sits next to me and quietly says "You abuse me"

OMFG what a drama queen

and I am all "Uh no i don't, I just react to some of the improper things you say. Things that are sinful or anti-american. You need to learn to stop that stuff. I love you, I want to be with you forever, I dont want to be in heaven while you burn in hell for your views and opinions."

she just sits there so I go to her and hold her and stroke her hair. After a while she says quietly "I am pathetic." and she lays back down in my arms.

so I tell her :you are not pathetic, I love you. You are my girlfriend. I am going to marry you one day."

and she looks up at me with tears and says "youve never called me your girlfriend before."

and I say to her "Well maybe ive come to the realization that is the proper term for what we have.'

I lean in and kiss her and we kiss lovingly and passionately for a long time.

We end up naked and eating each other out for a long time. Just like it should be.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

random stuff

Not much going on. Its snowing like crazy here, I thought winter was over! Boooo!

I wanted to build a snowman but its way too cold and windy. Why can't it be a nice calm snow like I see at Christmas on the Hallmark Channel? I don't have time for no blizzard!

Thank God our pool is indoors so I can still go swimming or sit in the hot tub. Its kind of peaceful to be floating in our pool while looking outside at the howling wind and snow. Bessie hates the snow because her ears are too long and they get all cold. Plus she is low to the ground so its hard for her to get around in it. Poor basset hound :(  She runs outside, does her business, then runs back in and I have to dry her off so she doesn't bring wet dog smell into the house. I usually dry her off in the pool area then she will hang out by the gas fireplace and sleep before I will let her back into the house.

The pool area (or porch, I don't know what the proper term is) is all insulated from the cold so we can swim all year round. The pool is here, plus the hot tub and the gas fireplace and a few couches and chairs and a table and a 55 inch TV. I like being out here because I can look at the snow but still be warm and cozy.

Bekah used that strap on thing that shoots fake cum on me again. She asked if we could use it again and I said sure, it was kinda hot last time. So she put it on and made me suck it like i was giving her a blowjob. I sucked on it for  along time as she ran her fingers through my hair. Then she got on top of me and pushed it deep in me and started fucking me with it. She plowed me for a long ass time, like over an hour. I must have cum 4 times. Finally she pushed the button on it as she was cumming and it shoot loads of that fake cum deep inside me. It was warm and felt so hot. It was really intimate. Afterwards we lay wrapped around each other as the fake cum leaked out of me and we kissed.

Anyway, thats all for now. Thanks for reading!
Steff

Loved

I feel so loved when Bekah is here, I love being with her, even if we are just walking next to each other or watching TV or driving in her car, just to be physically near her makes my heart and soul sing.

We have such an intimate bond. We have explored each other's bodies time and time again and each time we both discover something new about one another.

A few nights ago I held her in my arms as she suckled my tits. I held her like I was breastfeeding her and she sucked on my tits for over and hour as I cradled her in my arms and kissed the top of her head. It was SO intimate. It was such a bonding experience.

I hate when she is not here. I cannot wait for the day we can live together and I can give myself to her anytime of day or night. It will be heaven.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Super Bowl

So Bekah and I watched the Super Bowl together. Dad went to a sports bar that was having an all day party so we had the house to ourselves.

She wanted the Patriots to win (Boooo!) and I didn't because Tom Brady left his pregnant first wife for his current super model wife, so he can burn in hell.

So we made a bet...if the Eagles win i get to do anything I want to her and if the Patriots win I have to clean her house.....wtf...I do NOT house clean that's why we have a house cleaner that comes twice a week WTF!


so we watch the game with Bessie (my basset hound) and every time the Eagles score or do something great I yell and Bessie barks.

So you all know what happened...EAGLES WIN! YAY! and bekah is all "Damn now I have to clean my own house". and I am all "Yeah and now I am going to have my way with you"

So I throw her back on my bed and she is all "Wait steff, we can't" and I am all "WTF Bekah you LOST!" and she is all "Steff, I am having my period" and I am all "I don't fucking care" so I go to unzip her jeans and she is all "NO Bekah, stop. It's gross wtf is wrong with you?"

So this pisses me off so I drop the elbow on her stomach like The Rock. she is all "AAUUGGHH WTF STFF!" and I am all "Do not say NO to me Bakah wtf have I told you before?!?!"

and she is all "Steff, my period" and I sigh and I explain "Look, so what? Its a natural biological function. it makes us female. its a sign we are fertile. you only think its gross because society convinced you to make you ashamed of your own body."
so she gets all quiet and she finally says "i should know better than to argue with you steff" and i say to her "look, if you really dont want to we dont have to, but make sure its because YOU dont want to, not because society convinced you that during your period no one can touch you."

so she looks ay me and says "I WANT to....im just embarressed. but you love me, so its ok."

so i go to unzip her jeans and she doesnt resist. I pull her jeans off and she opens her legs. she has on a pair of pink panties and i can see her maxi pad. i rub and caress her stomach and thighs as she moans softly. i rub her pussy through her pad and she smiles. i lift off her shirt and bra and suckle at her tits for a while, kissing her deeply. i kiss down her stomach to her panties and i pull them off, he pad inside her panties. i undress myself and get on top of her and she wraps her legs around my waist. we grind together for a long time, a LONG time. it feels wonderful.

after a while we get up and yeah, its a little messy. but we shower off and then get dressed and lay on the couch together cuddling.

all in all a great day!

Thanks for reading!
steff

Netflix and chill

So the new Godzilla anime debuted on Netflix and I love Godzilla. I am also a fan of anime so this was a great combination to me. Dad was out watching Basketball with his friends and Bekah and I had the house to ourselves. We made nachos (vegan for her...blah) and we settled in to watch the film.

I loved it. It was very well made and was a great film. It is the first of a trilogy and the ending was left open.  Bekah is not really into anime or Godzilla but she enjoyed the film.

She tried to mess around while the film was on but I kept shooing her away because I wanted to watch it, it just made her more determined but i put a stop to that. She tried to lift off my shirt but I flipped her over and put her in an arm lock and i was all "no fooling around till the movie is over" and she was all "arrrghh ok ok" ha ha ha ha ha


So the film ends and I though it was great. I leaned back into her and I was all "Now you can have me" and she was all "well what if im not in the mood now?" so I jumped on top of her and started to unzip her jeans and I said "I dont care, i wanna see your pussy" and she was all "Stop" and I pulled at her jeans and she was all trying to stop me and I said "omg stop fighting me I wanna see your pussy I KNOW this is making you wet" and she got all quiet and said "yes it is."

So I pulled her jeans down and she had a wet spot on her panties. I pulled them off and held her legs apart and ate her pussy for a long time. I licked all inside her as she moaned and ran her hands through my hair. I sucked on her clit really hard until she came. She cried out loud and pulled my hair as I sucked her clit as she came. I licked up all her juices and swallowed them. I kissed up her stomach to her tits and suckled on them for a while and then kissed her long and deep for a long long time.

I pulled my clothes off and she flipped me over and ate my pussy and my ass for a long time. I came in her mouth as she sucked my pussy then she sucked on my tits as i cradled her in my arms. We kissed lovingly for a while as I slowly fingered her ass (she loves that).

I love her so much. She makes me so happy. I want to marry her.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Musings and stuff

I haven't written much lately because I have been busy. Life is great, it is very cute and positive. It seems like fat pedo stalker Chobittsu and his obese brony associates have been leaving me alone. I guess dad's lawyers little talk with wargaming has paid off :)

So we had a game Saturday which we won and, as usual, cheer squad was great! We had a new new routine we have been practicing and it worked out great!

So anyway, after the game Bekah drives me home because dad went to his friends where they are rebuilding some old Ford car from the 1950's. We get back to my house and I am all thinking to myself "Im goiing to do bekah in the shower" and I am all set to attack her when we get to my bedroom.

BUT she had other ideas!

We get into my room and I am still in my cheer squad uniform and she takes me in her arms and kisses me really really deep. So I am all "lets shower" but she says "No, i want you as is" so she turns me around and bends me over and starts pulling my bottoms off and I am all "bekah I am all swearty from cheering wtf!" but she doesnt care and she pull soff my cheer bottoms and my thong and pushes me on my bed. She grabs my hips and pulls them up so my ass is in the air. she lifts my cheer mini up over my hips and she grabs my ass. She pulls my ass apart so my hole is exposed and she says "I want to see it more" and she pulls my ass apart further and further. she says to me "I want to see it open all the way" and I am losing control and i am all "omg bekah my hole is open so far" and she puts her finger as close to my ass hole as she can and pulls harder. my hole is now gaping open and i am barely able to control myself and she says "gape it for me" so i push back with my muscles and it gapes my ass hole open as far as it can. she plunges her tongue inside it DEEP and starts licking and I am literally crying and moaning as she does it. she ass fucks me with her tongue for a long time as she hold my ass open. she licks down to my pussy and starts tongue fucking me from behind and I am so wet its almost like i am pissing.

she flips me over and pulls her pants and panties off and gets on top of me. she positions her pussy against mine and starts grinding. i wrap my legs around her waist and pull her against me and grind back. she grinds against me hard and fast and starts saying things like "i love your 16 year old pussy" and "i wish i had a cock so i could cum inside your under aged pussy and get it pregnant"  well this talk drives me over the edge and i start cumming.

she grinds against me as i cum and says "im not stopping" and she doesnt.

we grind against each other for a long time. it was over 2 hours and we are both covered in sweat and my abs and pussy are on fire but i give it back to her as hard as she gives it to me. finally, after i dont know how many orgasms we both had, we both orgasm together, she buries her face in my shoulder as we both cum and then collapses. we both lay there covered in sweat, our hair a tangled mess, our thighs and pussies dripping wet. we were both so wet my sheets are stained with wetness.

i am still in my cheer outfit and she is still in her shirt, we never got naked except for our pussies. I am too sore and too exhausted to move. we cuddle for a long time as we recover.

finally we smile and lovingly kiss each other. i tell her i love her and she tells me the same. we take a nice hot shower and then change into sweats and we fall asleep watching football.


thanks for reading!
Steff

Finally....

So Friday night Bekah comes over after I get home from cheer squad. dad is going out with his friends to some sports bar to watch baseball. I honestly do not like baseball, its boring like gold...but whatever.

So bekah comes over and we make some nachos (meatless nachos for her..ugh how can you have nachos with no ground beef? whatever) and we plop down in the living room to watch tv. after we finish eating she lays across the couch with her head in my lap and i am stroking her hair. we are watching Guardians of the Galaxy 2.

I am wearing just a t shirt and my thong like i usually do at home. as i am running my fingers through her hair she turns her head over and starts kissing my legs. It feels good so I open my legs a bit for her. she starts kissing all around my thighs and up and down my legs. this feels even better so I open my legs up more. she kisses harder, almost biting me and this REALLY feels good. I push her back so I can lay back more and I open my legs all the way, full spread in front of her. she starts kissing and biting all up and down my legs to my thighs and across my stomach. I feel myself getting wet and I know she can tell. She kisses closer and closer to my pussy, but never actually touches it. I push her back and pull my thong off and open my legs up all the way. I look at her and tell her "It's ok."

She smiles and kisses gently all the way down my legs. she stops right at my pussy and softly says "are you sure?" and I say "No, but do it anyway before i change my mind"

The next thing I remember is she slowly starts licking my pussy. i can feel her tongue inside me and she licks and kisses all around and inside my pussy. I grab her head and it feels like lightning is pounding through my body. She keeps licking and kissing and she takes her fingers and holds my pussy open and plunges her tongue in and out of me. She inserts her finger gently and starts fingering me as I cry out and moan. she goes down on me for over and hour and she says "I love your 16 year old pussy" she makes me cum over and over and I am literally shaking from it all. After I cum for what feels like the 8th time I can't take it anymore and she sense it so she lays down next to me and I pull her close and kiss her deep and I can taste myself on her lips.

I hold her and she is stroking my hair and telling me she loves me over and over. I say to her"I am an idiot for holding out so long holy fuck that was intense" and she is all "I told you" so I say to her "I am still nervous about doing it to you but I will try" and she kisses me and says "not tonight, this is all for you. lets just cuddle" so we hold each other for a long time. We get up and get dressed because I know dad will be home soon. It sucks, I wanted to hold her all night. Oh well, that day will come.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

The weekend is here

So it is Friday and finally the weekend is here! We have a football game tomorrow and we are playing the defending state champs and that means will are going to get destroyed. Oh well, cheer squad will cheer out best like we always do!

Bekah was over today after I got home from school. she can go back Monday since her suspension is over. No one at school has said anything so far. So I talked to Bekah about it. I told her "I thought we agreed you were NOT a sinful lezbo anymore! WHY did you tell the principal you were?" and she was all "I didn't, I said what if I was a lesbian!" And I was all "Well my dad heard it as you admitting you were a crazed lezbo and now he suspects something is going on between us!" And she got all quiet and was all "And what did you say?" And I said "Nothing, he said he doesnt care what is going on, just to be careful and be ready for any stupid opinions or ideas of others."

So Bekah says "Why didn't you tell him about us?" And I was all "OMG Bekah tell him what? We are BFFs! He knows that!" And Bekah says "No i mean about what we do" And I roll my eyes and I am all "Oh yeah I am going to tell my dad we rub our pussies together all the time. Seriously Bekah, stop thinking like a sinful lezbo for a second. He probably already know what we do and he obviously doesn't mind so why bring it up?" And she gets all quiet and says "yeah, I guess so"

OH MY GOD she can be such a drama queen.

So I am all "Bekah, my dad has always trusted my judgement on everything, Why do you think he leaves us alone up here? He knows I am safe and I am ok. And he trusts you too or else you wouldnt be allowed to be with his precious baby daughter right?" And Bekah smiles and is all "Yeah. that is true."

So I climb up on her and sit on her lap with my legs around her waist and i put my arms around her and smile.

"Now...you were saying something the other day about my tits?"

She laughs and reaches under my shirt and lifts it off of me. She undos my bar and throws it to the floor. She looks at my tits and I say softly "Go ahead, I want this."

She bends her head to my tits and starts kissing them. she sucks on my nipples, taking them all the way into her mouth. I feel like electricity is shooting from my tits to my pussy and I lean my head back and moan softly as she kicks, bites, licks, and sucks at my tits for over an hour. I cradle her head in my hands like I am breastfeeding her and it feels so good, it feels like such an intimate bond.


I kiss her deeply and I left her shirt and pull her bra off. I am nervous but I lean in and take her tits in my mouth, I start kissing and sucking and licking them all over. She moans softly "oh God" as I go to town on her tits for a long time. We kiss deeply over and over again.

I want to undress her and rub ourselves together till we cum, but she has to go home. She gets dressed and I walk her to her car and kiss her goodnight. I know I will see her tomorrow but it hurts to watch her drive away.

I miss her already,

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Friday night blues

So its late Friday night and I need to go to sleep but I want to do a blog entry first.

Bekah was over tonight and I wanted her to stay but she was all distant and stuff and I was like "omfg what now" to myself. So I asked her what was bothering her and she started going on how she is so confused because of the things we do together. I ask her what does she mean by that and she says all the times we are in bed naked and grinding our pussies together and everything else we do is messing with her head. So I am all "How the fuck is that messing with your head?" and she is all "Because I am a lesbian and while we are getting hot with each other I want to do more to you but you keep denying you are a lesbian even though we are always in bed naked, we always rub our pussies together, you let me lick your ass, I have kissed your neck and all how the hell is that NOT being a lesbian?"

So I look at her and I say "Remember what I said I would do to you if you ever thought this way again?" So I belt her across the face hard and she falls back onto my bed. I jump on her and straddle her and pin her arms down. I say to her "Listen Bekah, enough of your sinful lesbian ways ok? What you and I do is bonding as BFFs, there is nothing lesbianish about it. I give certain parts of myself to you because I know it makes you happy, it is MY way of showing you how much I care about you. But it in NO WAY means I am an immoral lezbo. Fuck, I give you such an intimate gift and you totally just trash it by calling it immoral WHAT THE FUCK is your problem?"

And she is under me all tears in her eyes and she is "Steffi please, I am so fucking confused my head and my heart are being ripped apart by your behavior." I just roll my eyes and pin her arms down harder, squeezing her wrists hard. I tell her "Listen Bekah, what we do is NOT lesbian ok? I do NOT find women attractive. I do NOT want to go and try and kiss or eat out or rub pussies with some bitch. I do what I do with YOU and YOU only, I have NO desire for women or men in general. I do what I do with you because I want to make YOU happy and you are seriously fucking it all up!!!!!".

But she is just crying and not answering. I can tell I am making NO headway into her crazed lesbian brain. I feel like kicking her out and just giving up on the whole BFF thing, But then I look at her underneath me. she looks so sad, so helpless. And she is so pretty. And we do have such a great time together and I love holding her and being held by her. I love our intimacy and how it binds us closer. So I decide right then and there I am going to have to fix this somehow. I get off of her and lay down next to her and she is all crying. I lay on my side and just stroke her hair and she turns into me and just wraps herself around me crying. I stroke her hair and kiss all over her face and tell her I love her and that she is my BFF and we will work everything out. I cradle her in my arms and rock her like a baby. Finally she stops crying and looks at me and says "I will do anything to stay your BFF even if it means not being a lesbian. I don't care about other women, I just want to be in your life." So i smile and I say "THAT is what I wanted to hear!" and I am so happy I hug her tight. I tell her I will research how to help people who dont want to be lezbo's anymore and we will break her immorality together.

So we lay there just holding each other. Eventually she falls asleep and around 10pm I wake her up because she has to be home by 10:30. I walk her to her car and hold her again and she drives home.

I need to help Bekah. i want her as my BFF forever. I need to break her immoral lesbian desires. I will begin tomorrow.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Hump Day (literally)

So another Wednesday is in the books in the cute positive life that is Steffi.

We had ANOTHER Calculus test...omg I HATE Calculus....wtf will I need this crap for in my real life?!?!?!?!

Someone set off the fire alarms at school so we all had to go outside....omg....morons....thank God it wasn't raining.

I was watching all the news on Hurricane Maria destroying Puerto Rico. That is very sad all those people lost their stuff. That is why I am glad I live where I do, no hurricanes here!!

OMG one of the Senior boys asked me out today....WTF...he is on the track team and he was all "Hey Steffanie, how would you like to go out this weekend to dinner and a movie?'  OMG I am NOT having any of that shit so I was all "No thanks, I don't plan on dating anyone." And he says "Oh cmon, it will be harmless fun. Just a friend thing!" And I replied "Dude, I said NO. The fact you keep asking me after I said NO tells me you are a probable rapist."

So I went to see the Principal and he rolled his eyes at me AGAIN and sighed "What is it now Miss **REDACTED**?"

So I told him that boy was sexually harassing me and was probably a rapist and more than likely had drugs in his locker and he better get searched and suspended or else I will tell my dad. And he was all "Steffanie, asking a girl out on a date isn't exactly sexual harassment." So I told him he was a rapist enabler and that I would inform the school board.

I don't understand WHY these so called educated people do not care about rapists and bronies and furries in our high school.

So I was in my Sociology Class today and APPARENTLY we are having a school wide lecture next week by some group promoting Same Sex marriage and a whole bunch of other immoral deviant ideology. We were told attendance is mandatory........

FUCK THAT.

No one can brainwash me and change MY beliefs!

So I wait outside for Bekah  and she shows up and I am all "Where were you? You are 5 minutes late!" And she is all "I am sorry i got to talking to my Sociology teacher about the lecture next week."
So I say "Yeah that is a bunch of total bullshit." So bekah looks at me and she is all "What do you mean?" So I tell her it will all be about BS nonsense like gay marriage and adoption, diversity, how whites are oppressive and other totally bullshit crap that isn't true. I tell her it is all the plan of the Jews to degenerate our society.

So she gets really quiet and is all "Lets go Steff."

So we get in the car and I am all "WTF is your problem? Why are you so quiet?" And she says "Steff, sometimes the things you say are...well, to me a bit shocking." OMG DRAMA QUEEN. So I say to her "What? It is all true! How can less than 1% of the population control our banks, entertainment industry, our legal system, our universities, everything. You know what it is called when a small segment of a society rules over the vast majority? APARTHEID. Ask Nelson Mandela how that worked out for him."

She shakes her head and just says "I love you to death but sometimes I don't understand you." I roll my eyes and I am all to myself "I don;t need this." So i turn on caring, nurturing Steffi. I lean over and put my head on her shoulder as she drives and I say to her "The fact we are so different is what makes us so close, its what makes us BFFs. Its a good thing." She sighs and says "Yeah I guess."

So i take my hand and start rubbing her leg as she drives and she has a small smile and says "higher up" SO I move my hand higher up her leg and rub it harder and she says "careful i dont want to crash."

So we get to my house and I see dad isn't home and I am all "WTF" and I check my messages and see i missed a text from him saying he was going to help his friend fix his truck and would be back by 7. SO I ask Bekah to come in and we go inside and I let Bessie out and then feed her.

Bekah and I go up to my room and she is all "You should try and be more flexible with things, like gay marriage, who cares what someones sex is if you love them?"

So I am all "Because it says in the bible not to do it. It is immoral and goes against nature." Bekah just sighs and says "I don't understand you sometimes." So I walk up to her and get behind her and start rubbing her shoulders and say "Like i said, our differences make us who we are." So she turns around and loos at me and says "I guess."

I hug her and she hugs me back and we just sort of stand there, holding each other. I run my hands down her back and then run them along the top of her shorts. I unbutton them and slowly pull her zipper down. I pull her shorts off and they fall to the floor. She puts her hands under my shirt and lifts it off of me and unhooks my bra, exposing my tits. She gently pulls my miniskirt off and I step out of it, leaving me in just my thong.

she gets behind me and kisses the back of my neck. She then kisses all down my back and spine. She gets on her knees behind me and kisses all down my sides and hips and up and down the back of my legs. She gently caresses my ass and I know what she wants to do. So I softly say "You can do it."

She begins kissing all over my ass, gently and softly. She licks all up and down my ass to the back of my knees and up again. She gently pulls my thong down and i step out of it. She Takes one hand and pushes down on the small of my back. I know what she wants me to do, and I am leery of it but I decide to go for it. I bend over slowly and brace myself on my bed. I spread my legs apart a bit and I am now totally exposed and open to her. she kisses and licks all up and down the back of my legs and up my ass. she takes her hands and softly opens my ass cheeks. she pulls them apart until my hole is exposed and gaping in front of her. She kisses all around the opening to my hole and licks softly. I fell my pussy getting soaking wet as she licks and nuzzles at my ass. I feel her stand up and hear her remove the rest of her clothes. She takes my hips in her hands and turns me around and gently pushes me onto my bed. I lean back and open my legs wide for her, inviting her to me. She gently mounts me and positions her pussy against mine. We both start grinding softly. she leans into me and kisses my neck as she grinds against me. I run my fingers down her back and wrap my legs around her waist.

We grind against each other for over and hour, my bed squeaking as we rock back and forth. She takes my legs and holds them back as far as she can as she grinds her pussy against mine. I lean up and kiss her all over her neck as we both approach our orgasms.

Finally we cant hold it back anymore and we both start to cum. We both cry out and moan loudly as we grind fast and fast against each other as wave after waves or our orgasms overcome us.

She collapses on top of me and I hold her tight. We lay there for a while, just enjoying the moment. I look at her and say "it gets better every time" and she smiles. We hold each other and after a while she says she has to go. We get dressed and she leaves...and now I am alone again.

Story of my life.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

So this is Monday

Another Monday in the books for cute positive Steffi.

I am in bed just relaxing. School was ok today, I am all caught up on my projects and homework. So far I am doing very well, which makes ME and dad happy.

I was thinking about Bekah all today. I loved yesterday when we cuddled in my bed. It felt REALLY good to be naked with her and have her on top of me as we cuddled. I keep remembering how I laid there with my legs around her waist as we rubbed against each other. It felt so good to share that with her, I have to admit I got really wet from it and it just made it feel so much better. I remember how she had her head buried in my shoulder as I moved my hips up and down and she met each thrust of my hips with her own, and how sometimes she would arch her back and look me in the eyes  as she grinded against me. A few times she sat up and bent her head back as we grinded against each other and I held her hips in my hands and pulled her back and forth against me. She would look down and watch our pussies rub against each other and I also would look at them. She moaned very softly and the look in her face was like she was in her own world.

I really loved how she would run her hands all over my stomach as we grinded. Sometimes she would grind really fast and hard and I would match her and sometimes she would do it soft and slow. Then she would lay back down on top of me and touch her forehead to mine and our noses would touch and she would pump up and down really fast and I would push back and I could feel how wet and slick we both were as our wetness mingled together. I actually ran my hands over her ass a few times and it felt really hard and solid. I would grab her ass cheeks and spread them apart and that seemed to make her grind against me harder.

When we finished we were both sweaty and tired and I lay against her on my side with my leg draped over her waist. She kept planting little kisses all over the top of my head, which I thought was adorable. I looked down and I could see how wet our pussies were and it was kinda sexy to see it and know her wetness was mixed with mine inside of me. I guess we really bonded by doing this, which is great...she is my BFF and I wanted to make her happy.

Anyway, I want to do it again with her. I think this is a good way to make her happy since she knows I am not a lesbian and she cant kiss or eat me or anything. This is an acceptable substitute I can give her. I look at it as a bonding thing, a way for us to share something intimate as friends and not as lezbo lovers (which would be sinful).

Anyway, time for bed!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sunday stuff

So another Sunday comes to an end. It was an eventful day in the hella cute life of Steffi.

So I woke up this morning and called Bekah. I wanted to see how her "date" went and if she had lezbo sex. So she answers the phone all quiet and says "hey Steff". And I am all "So? do you dyke out?" and she says "I didn't go I cancelled the date."

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

So I am all "You cancelled? if you were going to cancel why didn't you just stay here with me!??!" And she said "I cancelled it as I was halfway to her house. I called and said my car was acting up and I had to reschedule. Then I just drove around a bit and went home."

OMFG

So i say "Well why did u cancel? I thought you wanted to get lezbo fucked." And she said "After seeing you I just wasn't in the mood, I needed to be alone." And I said "OMG whatever, come over" and she said "I don't know" and I wasn't having ANY of that so I tell her to get her ass over my house like NOW.

So she comes over and dad is all "hey Bekah" and dad says that if we are going to hang out at the house we need to be fully clothed or stay upstairs because friends are coming over for football. SO Bekah comes up to my room and sits on my bed and I look at her and say "Ok, what the fuck is going on?" And she says "After seeing you it just put me in a mood, I can't explain. I just needed to be alone for a while, that is all."

OMG such a drama queen.

So I decided to be all kind and nurturing and I sit behind her and start rubbing her shoulders and am all "It's ok bekah, you are my BFF and even if you are a sinful lezbo I will still always be your BFF, I promise." So she says "that feels good" and I rub her shoulders harder and start massaging her neck. I leaned back on my bed and pull her down with me so she is laying in my arms as I massage her shoulders. I pull her hair back and lightly kiss the nape of her neck and she moans softly. So I massage her shoulders for like an hour, telling her she is my BFF forever as she just melts in my arms. After a while I hug her tight and and softly kiss the top of her head. I think she fell asleep but she is awake and she says to me "I really do love being your BFF, I was scared when we started talking that you'd tell everyone who I really am." and I said to her "I'll never tell, it is a secret until you want it out."

So she turns over and now she is lying on top of me and she says to me softly "Can we be naked?" and I say "sure". So I lift off my tank top and go to pull off my thong and she says "can I?' so I shake my head yes and she slowly puts her fingers under the fabric of my panties and pulls them off of me. She leans back and I spread my legs for her, giving her a full view. she sighed and said "you have no idea" and I replied "I do know, believe me i do". So she lifts off her shirt and takes her bra off. she pulls off her jeans and her panties. I reach up and grab her by the shoulders and pull her onto me. I wrap my legs around her waist and say "You will always be my bff" she she sighs and kisses the top of my head.

I snuggle up to her and wrap my legs tight around her waist.I can feel her pussy against mine and I slowly start to move my hips back and forth and up and down, just ever so lightly. I can feel how wet she is and I know its dripping inside of me. So I make little circle motions with my hips and Bekah moves her hips in response. I ran my hands all up and down her back at the same time. She buried her head in my shoulder as we continue to rub against each other for nearly an hour. Finally our movements get slower and slower and we snuggle together and fall asleep till about 3 pm.

We got up and she smiled and said "I would rather sleep next to you as a friend like that forever than let another girl touch me." so I hug her tight and say "yeah, me too."

so we get dressed and go downstairs and make lunch as dad and his friends watch football (I actually put sweatpants on believe it or not). We finished the day watching Tv and playing Call of Duty.

So back to school tomorrow...BOO!!!!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Punishment!

Its around 1am Saturday night and I can't sleep so I will write a blog entry.

So Bekah was over today. After the football game (which we won, YAY!) Bekah drove me home. dad went with his friends to some fishing show, I have no idea, so it was me and Bekah in my house. We went up to my room (I was still in my cheer outfit) and I was all happy because we won. I plopped down on my bed and asked Bekah if she liked my cheers and she said yes. So i asked her what she wanted to do and she said she couldn't stay late because she had a DATE TONIGHT.

What the actual fuck......

So I am all "Who the hell are you having a date with?" and she says "This girl I know from a few towns over, we met online and I haven't seen her in a while so I am going to go see her and we are going out." So I am all "Is she a lesbian too?!?!" and Bekah says "yes." I ask her if she is going to have lezbo sex with her and she says "I hope so."

What
the
fuck.....

So I am mad so I am all "Fine, whatever". I mean, whatever she is a lezbo and I am not but she is still MY BFF which means I COME FIRST....omfg...she needs to learn this. SO Bekah is all "Are you ok? are you mad?" and I am all "No, do whatever you want, go be lezbo if you must."

So Bekah sits next to me and says "Steff, you keep telling me you AREN'T a lesbian, but you are acting all mad and jealous that I have a date. What the hell is wrong?" so I turn over on my back and I say "You are my BFF, I should come first." So she says "You are also my BFF and you DO come first but I also need to date and be with other girls like me sometimes."

So I say "But I wanted to spend tonight with you!" and she says " I know but I also have a life too, and I have to live it, you need to understand." I wanted her to stay with me so i slowly start to open my legs and I am all "stay with me" and she says "Steff, stop it. That is not going to work this time. You always tease me and show me yourself but you wont give me yourself, that is why I am going out with someone tonight." So I say "I dont give you myself because I am NOT a lesbian!"

So Bekah lays down on her back next to me and stares up at the ceiling and says "I know you aren't, but I AM and I need to be with my own kind sometimes."

So I get a bright idea. I flip over and sit on her waist, straddling her. And I say "Ok but first I want to shower with you." and she is all "No Steff, no teasing." And I put my hands under her shirt to lift it up and she is FIGHTING ME and is all "Stop Steff". So I keep trying to lift her shirt up and she keeps stopping me and I am all "I want to see you" and she is all "Steff, no, its too much for me."

So I try to unbutton her shorts and unzip them and she tries stopping me and I am all "I want to see your pussy" and she is all "NO, cmon Steff" so I keep trying to unbutton and unzip her and she keeps trying to stop me. So I pin her arms down and I lean right up into her face and I say "I want to see your pussy before you let that lesbian eat it" and she says "Steff, no" So I say "I KNOW you will be thinking of me while she eats you, admit it." And she gets this look on her face and quietly says "Yes." So I say "So let me see your pussy then." And I try pulling her pants off and she keeps trying to stop me, but not as much as before.

SO I say to her "I know when she is eating your pussy and licking inside you, you will be imagining its me. But it never will be, all you'll ever be able to do is dream about it." And she softly says "I know." So again i say "Let me see your pussy" and this time she doesnt fight me. I unbuttoned her jeans shorts and unzipped them and pulled them off of her. I can see her panties are soaking wet, so I say "I know this is turning you on, you are all wet." and she softly says "Yes." so I run my fingers across her stomach and inside her panties and I can feel her wetness on my fingers and I pull her panties off. I lift her shirt up and undo her bra and now she is naked underneath me.

So i say to her "From now on whenever I want to see you naked do NOT fight me on it ok?" and she says "Yes" softly.  I look down and I can see her pussy is soaking wet. So I get off of her and take her hands and pull her up off the bed. I wrap my arms around her and she holds me tight and I whisper to her "Youll never have me and this is punishment for your sinful wicked lesbian desires. do you understand?" and she says "yes." and so I take her hands and lead her into the bathroom. I get undressed and we shower together.

Afterwards we dry off and she gets dressed and says she has to go for her date. I tell her to have a nice time and she drives off.

So now I am in bed wondering if that lesbian is eating her out. I guess I will find out tomorrow!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

night thoughts

I'm tired and in bed and cannot sleep so I will write some thoughts.

People think I have it easy because I am hella cute and positive and have a lot of money and a huge house. But it hasn't all been so easy. A lot of people do not like me because I speak my mind and give my opinion blunt and to the point. A lot of people in my school resent me because dad and I have money and a lot of people in my school do not so they are jealous. They also think I am some sort of traitor because dad hired a vocal coach so i would lose my Appalachia accent. They think I turned my back on where I came from. Well DUH no shit I turned my back on it because it SUCKED!!!! You think I liked living in a trailer in poverty!?! NO! That accent was a constant reminder where I came from and dad did NOT want me to be forever re-judged because of how I talked. he went through a lot of shit because if his own accent in the business world and he did NOT want me to suffer the same.


Bessie (my basset hound) is very lazy. All she does is sleep. But it is ok because she is awesome in her own way. She is also very snuggly and has huge floppy ears which are SO cute.


Bekah is my BFF. I am so happy she is in my life. I LOVE teasing her, it gets her so frustrated it is adorable. But I also love the feeling of power I get from doing it. I love teasing her with little glimpses of myself and comments. then, when we are alone, I can torture her even more. But is also true I love sleeping cuddled up with her. I feel warm and safe and protected and loved. Even though she wants me, she knows she cannot cross that line, and she never even tries. That is why I will sleep in her arms, because I trust her not to try anything. I think it is the purest form of friendship you can have.

I made her tell me all the sexual things she wanted to do to me, I told her to go into detail of everything. She took an hour to paint a picture of what she would do to me. the whole time she was telling me i booped her on the nose of teased her hair. it was adorable.

ok now i am sleepy so i am going to bed.
Thanks for reading!
Steff

omg HI!

Hello! I have been busy so I haven't written a new post in about a week. But I am all caught up now YAY!!! So I will recap what i have been doing:

1. Cheer Squad and Fencing practice
2. Stupid English paper I had to write
3. dad had to get a root canal and I was tending to him
4. keeping tabs on my cousin in Florida due to hurricane Irma (she is ok)
5. being all cute and positive!


It has been a very busy week. poor dad had to get a root canal..omg I was SO sad and i was scared he would die or something....so I took care of him like a good daughter should....even though he was all "Steff it doesn't even hurt I am fine the procedure took an hour why are you trying to cook for me you'll burn the house down!" I KNOW he appreciated my efforts!!!

so the anniversary of 9/11 was here. We all know who really did 9/11: THE JEWS!!! Israel destroyed the twin towers to get us involved in a never ending war in the middle east to serve their own interests. EVERYONE with a brain knows this! I tried telling my calculus teacher (he is one of (((them))) ) and he was all "OMG THAT IS TOTAL BS" and I showed him PROOF off the Internet and he got all red faced and couldn't refute ANY of my evidence. TYPICAL!!!


So Bekah stayed over Saturday night....it was SO good to have her here, i love when she stays over because I get to tease her and get her all flustered and then sleep cuddled up to her.

so i wanted to take a shower before bed and so I got undressed and I was all "cmon bekah shower with me" and she was all "no, it drives me crazy you tease too much I'll wait here". But i wasnt having any of that!

So i pulled her up off my bed and i said "lets go" and she was all "no". So i lifted her shirt off of her and undid did her bra and she was all "steff no" but i could tell she didnt mean it cause she didnt try and stop me. So i unzipped her shorts and pulled them off of her and she was all "what are you doing" and i reached my fingers inside her panties and pulled them down and i took her hands and pulled her with me and she was all "no its too much" and i got her into the shower and closed the door and she was all "i am so wet steffi stop" hahahahaha! too bad, you need to suffer bekah!

so after we showered i snuggled up to her and she was saying "you are such a bitch tease steff" and i said "yeah but you like it" and she said "yeah i do" and we fell asleep

so that was my week!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Night thoughts

I feel bad for all those poor people in the path of that hurricane. I mean, yeah its your own fault for living in a hurricane zone, but I still feel bad because you are all gonna get wiped out.

I have been kicking ass in WOWS with the Graf Zeppelin. It is a shame people like Little White Mouse (or as I call her, Big Fat Pig) hate the ship so much they slag on it even though they don't play it. When she is re-vamped and re-released she will destroy every ship in her path!


Chobittsu got a verbal beatdown on the forums because he brought his brony pedophile perversions into a thread about CV play and got called out over it. His BIG COMEBACK was to post a picture of some sort of fag looking unicorn eating a pickle or some stupid shit.


I am NOT looking forward to cheering this weekend while I am on my period. UGH. All the other girls are all "just use a tampon"....UH NO WAY....tampons are gross, I don't want anything shoved up my vag WTF!

Dad and I are going to see IT Friday night...OMFG I know I will be scared as fuck! dad said he saw the original when he was young...WTF I didn't know this was a remake! Hollywood sucks, we all know (((who runs))) it.

I guess that is it for now. I am tired and I want to chat with Bekah before I go to bed.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

A busy weekend!

It has been a busy few days. Friday night Bekah and I went to dinner and a movie. I wanted to go to Outback but Bekah said since she was driving we would go where she chose, so we went to some vegan restaurant. BARF! I wanted steak...what the hell! Booo!!!

So then we went to the movies. I looked HELLA CUTE in my short miniskirt and matching top. Bekah was all "Uh Steff that skirt doesn't leave much to the imagination".  Well no kidding, I like short skirts. Duh!

So we got to the movies and it was one of those theaters that has reclining seats! Those are SO COMFY!!! So we take our seats and I lean back and the lights gown down and Bekah whispers to me "Steff I can see your panties your skirt is so short that you reclining makes them show".

So I just grin and open my legs a bit to give her a better look and she gets all flustered. Hahaha I love teasing her.

So we watched the movie and it was good. We saw that Anabelle movie. I was very scared and I spent most of the film hiding my eyes in Bekah's shoulders.

So we drive back to my house and Bekah is all "You really drive me up the wall when you show yourself off to me, the teasing is very frustrating." And so I say "You don't complain when we are showering at school" and she says "That's different because it is gym class but when we are together as friends you constantly tease me and to be honest it just frustrates me because of how I feel"

I guess I can see her POV.

So I told her if that's what she wanted I wouldn't do it anymore. she said she loved when I did it, but it was too much for her to handle because she knows she can't touch me.

So I had an idea. I say to her "Why don't you just touch yourself when i show you? It won't bother me at all."

Well she nearly drove us off the road when I said that! OMG. She was all "Steffi omg you are insane!" We started laughing. It was funny.

So we got back to my house and I leaned over and gave her a long tight hug. I whispered in her ear "I wish you could stay with me tonight I love snuggling up to you." and she said "Would you show me everything?" and I said "every inch" She sighed and kissed the top of my head and I got out and went inside.

The next day we FINALLY won a football game! OMFG it is about damn time! We cheered like crazy and even Mandy did an OK job as mascot....I have to admit she actually seems to have found something she is good at. Plus when she takes the mascot outfit off she is dripping in sweat so maybe this will make her lose weight and she won't be such a fat cow anymore.

Saturday night I stayed in with dad and we watched college football together. I had my underwear on and my WVU tank top and he says "WVU doesn't play till tomorrow night!"

My bad!!

So we had a great father/daughter bonding night. I love my dad to pieces!!!

Sunday I spent finishing my homework. I hate homework.

AND I got my period!!! ARRRGGHH!!!!!! No thongs for me for a week! Booooo!!!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Football means Steffi is BANISHED!

Well its Thursday night football and as usual, poor Steffi is banished to the upstairs while dad and his friends watch the game. dad said that if I put some clothes on, I could watch with everyone, but I like being in my underwear when I am home and I refuse to change just because his friends are here. So I will stay up here and relax while they get their football on.

Remember some time ago i wrote about a woman who wanted to scissor me and I didnt know what the term meant at the time? Well I asked Bekah about it and she was all "WTF hahaha really, she asked you to scissor?" So I asked her if she ever did it and she told me she had, many times. I asked her what it was like and she said it was really intense and that you could orgasm multiple times doing it, plus it was very intimate. She asked me what I felt about it and I told her flat out I found the idea of sexual contact with either gender to be disgusting and gross. She asked me why I felt this way and I told her I just did and that I couldn't explain it, it was just something I found gross.

She then said "Ok if that is true WHY do you like being naked with me and showing yourself off to me in a very intimate manner?"

And I told her it was for HER benefit because I know she wants me but can never have me so it's a gift I can give her. Plus it makes me feel empowered to do that and look at her watching me.

She shook her head and laughed and said "That is all kinds of crazy fucked up but, whatever, it's what makes you so fucking adorable."

OMG she thinks I am adorable! yay!

Anyway, that is about all for now. I may write more later, who knows!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Random stuff

So todays cheer squad practice was rough. We practiced a whole new set of cheers and they were very intense. My legs hurt now from doing so many kicks and splits.

Bekah came and watched cheer practice. It was nice having her there watching me. After practice was over I was too tired to go shower off so I just grabbed my stuff and told Bekah I was ready to go.

She could tell I was in a bad mood so we just walked quietly to her car. After I got in she asked me what was wrong. I told her I was just tired and sore from cheer squad, that was all. I said my legs hurt and I dont like being in pain so all i wanted to do was go home and take a long hot shower.
So she says "Without me?" with a laugh and THAT made me laugh and I said "I would rather take all my showers with you." And she got all quiet.

So she drove me to my house and I gave her a long tight hug before I got out. She put both her hands on the sides of my face and kissed me on the top of my head and smiled.

It is nice to have such a great BFF!


So I took a LONG hot shower (like an hour) and it was very relaxing. I finished my homework, played some WOWS, and now I am in bed just relaxing my poor hurting legs and feet.

So Friday Bekah and I are going to dinner and then to the movies. It will be fun! I have a new really really short miniskirt I want to wear and the cutest top to match!

Ok well I am going to bed!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sunday Sunday

So its late Sunday night and I am getting ready for bed. Today was a good day but I was sad when Bekah went home. It was nice having her here all weekend. We slept in late Sunday. When I woke up i realized sometime during the night I snuggled up to her and had my arm around her waist and my head on her shoulder. But it was very comfortable so I fell back asleep like that with her.

So we had breakfast and then she had to leave. I walked her to her car and I hugged her tight and she gave me a kiss on  the top of my head and went home. i was sad even though I know I will see her Monday at school. It is wonderful to have a friend again, especially someone I can relate to. Dad is also happy for me because he worries about me being such a loner.

Anyway, homework is all done, clothes all laid out for tomorrow and I am in bed just relaxing. Tomorrow starts another cute and positive day in the life of Steffi.


Thanks for reading!
Steff