So Fall has started and it is already getting cooler where I live (I will not reveal where because my stalker, fat pedophile Chobittsu, would love that!). But trust me, its flannel shirts at night time already.
So we WON again today! Yay! I like to think its partly due to the awesome job cheer squad is doing (because we are! Duh), but honestly its probably because we have been playing scrub teams lately in High school Football. Next week we play the defending state champs and I gave a feeling we are going to get raped faster than a white girl in a black neighborhood.
So I was cheering today and dad was watching me like he always does. But I also see Bekah in the stands by herself and she sees me and smiles and I smile back and give her a wave. So after the game I walk off the field and looks for her, I see her sitting in the stands and I walk up to her and she is all "hey!" and I just run up to her and grab her and hug her tights and she is all "whoah! hey! ha ha ha you miss me?" and I look her in the eyes and softly say "yes" and she looks at me and says "I missed you too."
SO I take her by the hand and lead her down the bleachers and go looking for dad. I keep holding her hand and I wont let it go. We find dad and I say "Hey! We won again!" and dad says "yeah that other team sucked, are they a special needs school?" and I am all "OMG stop it!" and we laugh. SO I am standing there holding Bekah's hand and dad says "How about us 3 go to Outback?" And I am all "OMFG REALLY!?!?! YES! BEKAH YES?" and Bekah laughs and says "Sure I can order a salad." and dad is all "a salad?" and I say "yes she is vegan or something but i will cure her of that too." and I squeeze her hand tight.
So Bekah says "I have to go home first, what time will we go?" and I say "Thats up to dad but I need to go home and shower and get dressed too." So dad says we can go to Outback at 5 and Bekah to come over so we can all go together. So I tell dad I will meet him at the car because I want to walk Bekah to hers.
So we walk to her car and we are still holding hands and we get to her car and she says "You seem rather happy today, it's nice." So i take a breath and I say "Bekah, I was serious yesterday when I said I didn't want anything to do with anyone else but you. I meant that. I want our bond to grow and get stronger, when I say we are BFFs I mean it, like literally forever." She gets this smile on her face and says "I meant what i said too, that I would do anything to keep you in my life, even if it means changing who I am or what i want. just to have you around."
So I throw myself at her and hold her tight and she hugs me. I whisper in her ear. "I wish we could be alone right now so i could give myself to you." "She whispers back "me too."
So we part and I drive home with dad and shower and change and Bekah shows up and we go to Outback and have a great time. As we are waiting on line ot get seated I take Bekah's hand and hold it and she smiles at me.
All is good in the world of Steffi
Thanks for reading!
Steffi
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Showing posts with label father daughter. Show all posts
Showing posts with label father daughter. Show all posts
Saturday, September 23, 2017
Wednesday, September 13, 2017
omg HI!
Hello! I have been busy so I haven't written a new post in about a week. But I am all caught up now YAY!!! So I will recap what i have been doing:
1. Cheer Squad and Fencing practice
2. Stupid English paper I had to write
3. dad had to get a root canal and I was tending to him
4. keeping tabs on my cousin in Florida due to hurricane Irma (she is ok)
5. being all cute and positive!
It has been a very busy week. poor dad had to get a root canal..omg I was SO sad and i was scared he would die or something....so I took care of him like a good daughter should....even though he was all "Steff it doesn't even hurt I am fine the procedure took an hour why are you trying to cook for me you'll burn the house down!" I KNOW he appreciated my efforts!!!
so the anniversary of 9/11 was here. We all know who really did 9/11: THE JEWS!!! Israel destroyed the twin towers to get us involved in a never ending war in the middle east to serve their own interests. EVERYONE with a brain knows this! I tried telling my calculus teacher (he is one of (((them))) ) and he was all "OMG THAT IS TOTAL BS" and I showed him PROOF off the Internet and he got all red faced and couldn't refute ANY of my evidence. TYPICAL!!!
So Bekah stayed over Saturday night....it was SO good to have her here, i love when she stays over because I get to tease her and get her all flustered and then sleep cuddled up to her.
so i wanted to take a shower before bed and so I got undressed and I was all "cmon bekah shower with me" and she was all "no, it drives me crazy you tease too much I'll wait here". But i wasnt having any of that!
So i pulled her up off my bed and i said "lets go" and she was all "no". So i lifted her shirt off of her and undid did her bra and she was all "steff no" but i could tell she didnt mean it cause she didnt try and stop me. So i unzipped her shorts and pulled them off of her and she was all "what are you doing" and i reached my fingers inside her panties and pulled them down and i took her hands and pulled her with me and she was all "no its too much" and i got her into the shower and closed the door and she was all "i am so wet steffi stop" hahahahaha! too bad, you need to suffer bekah!
so after we showered i snuggled up to her and she was saying "you are such a bitch tease steff" and i said "yeah but you like it" and she said "yeah i do" and we fell asleep
so that was my week!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
1. Cheer Squad and Fencing practice
2. Stupid English paper I had to write
3. dad had to get a root canal and I was tending to him
4. keeping tabs on my cousin in Florida due to hurricane Irma (she is ok)
5. being all cute and positive!
It has been a very busy week. poor dad had to get a root canal..omg I was SO sad and i was scared he would die or something....so I took care of him like a good daughter should....even though he was all "Steff it doesn't even hurt I am fine the procedure took an hour why are you trying to cook for me you'll burn the house down!" I KNOW he appreciated my efforts!!!
so the anniversary of 9/11 was here. We all know who really did 9/11: THE JEWS!!! Israel destroyed the twin towers to get us involved in a never ending war in the middle east to serve their own interests. EVERYONE with a brain knows this! I tried telling my calculus teacher (he is one of (((them))) ) and he was all "OMG THAT IS TOTAL BS" and I showed him PROOF off the Internet and he got all red faced and couldn't refute ANY of my evidence. TYPICAL!!!
So Bekah stayed over Saturday night....it was SO good to have her here, i love when she stays over because I get to tease her and get her all flustered and then sleep cuddled up to her.
so i wanted to take a shower before bed and so I got undressed and I was all "cmon bekah shower with me" and she was all "no, it drives me crazy you tease too much I'll wait here". But i wasnt having any of that!
So i pulled her up off my bed and i said "lets go" and she was all "no". So i lifted her shirt off of her and undid did her bra and she was all "steff no" but i could tell she didnt mean it cause she didnt try and stop me. So i unzipped her shorts and pulled them off of her and she was all "what are you doing" and i reached my fingers inside her panties and pulled them down and i took her hands and pulled her with me and she was all "no its too much" and i got her into the shower and closed the door and she was all "i am so wet steffi stop" hahahahaha! too bad, you need to suffer bekah!
so after we showered i snuggled up to her and she was saying "you are such a bitch tease steff" and i said "yeah but you like it" and she said "yeah i do" and we fell asleep
so that was my week!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Friday, September 8, 2017
Friday!!!
So it is Friday and that means a damn Calculus test at school. Boo!!!
Friday is also 'wear your uniform day" so I get to go to school in my cheer squad uniform. I look hella cute in it. I would show a pic but I know certain brony pedophiles would just save it to whack off to later so I won't. Plus I don't want certain fat brony retards knowing where I go to school cause for all I know they will drive here to try and abduct me or something.
Dad and I are going to see It tonight. Everything I have been reading online says it is very scary! OMG! I will probaby have to sit in dad's seat at the theater so I can hide easier when the scary stuff comes on the screen.
They are having some sort of food drive for the hurricane victims at my school. WTF, why should I send them anything I'm not dumb enough to live in a hurricane zone. dad said it is the nice thing to do so I bought a few cans of creamed corn and will donate that. I guess they like creamed corn, I have no idea but it was like 4 cans for 2 dollars at the grocery store.
That is all for now, time for school. I can't wait to see Bekah even though we Skyped for like 2 hours last night
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Friday is also 'wear your uniform day" so I get to go to school in my cheer squad uniform. I look hella cute in it. I would show a pic but I know certain brony pedophiles would just save it to whack off to later so I won't. Plus I don't want certain fat brony retards knowing where I go to school cause for all I know they will drive here to try and abduct me or something.
Dad and I are going to see It tonight. Everything I have been reading online says it is very scary! OMG! I will probaby have to sit in dad's seat at the theater so I can hide easier when the scary stuff comes on the screen.
They are having some sort of food drive for the hurricane victims at my school. WTF, why should I send them anything I'm not dumb enough to live in a hurricane zone. dad said it is the nice thing to do so I bought a few cans of creamed corn and will donate that. I guess they like creamed corn, I have no idea but it was like 4 cans for 2 dollars at the grocery store.
That is all for now, time for school. I can't wait to see Bekah even though we Skyped for like 2 hours last night
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Sunday, September 3, 2017
A busy weekend!
It has been a busy few days. Friday night Bekah and I went to dinner and a movie. I wanted to go to Outback but Bekah said since she was driving we would go where she chose, so we went to some vegan restaurant. BARF! I wanted steak...what the hell! Booo!!!
So then we went to the movies. I looked HELLA CUTE in my short miniskirt and matching top. Bekah was all "Uh Steff that skirt doesn't leave much to the imagination". Well no kidding, I like short skirts. Duh!
So we got to the movies and it was one of those theaters that has reclining seats! Those are SO COMFY!!! So we take our seats and I lean back and the lights gown down and Bekah whispers to me "Steff I can see your panties your skirt is so short that you reclining makes them show".
So I just grin and open my legs a bit to give her a better look and she gets all flustered. Hahaha I love teasing her.
So we watched the movie and it was good. We saw that Anabelle movie. I was very scared and I spent most of the film hiding my eyes in Bekah's shoulders.
So we drive back to my house and Bekah is all "You really drive me up the wall when you show yourself off to me, the teasing is very frustrating." And so I say "You don't complain when we are showering at school" and she says "That's different because it is gym class but when we are together as friends you constantly tease me and to be honest it just frustrates me because of how I feel"
I guess I can see her POV.
So I told her if that's what she wanted I wouldn't do it anymore. she said she loved when I did it, but it was too much for her to handle because she knows she can't touch me.
So I had an idea. I say to her "Why don't you just touch yourself when i show you? It won't bother me at all."
Well she nearly drove us off the road when I said that! OMG. She was all "Steffi omg you are insane!" We started laughing. It was funny.
So we got back to my house and I leaned over and gave her a long tight hug. I whispered in her ear "I wish you could stay with me tonight I love snuggling up to you." and she said "Would you show me everything?" and I said "every inch" She sighed and kissed the top of my head and I got out and went inside.
The next day we FINALLY won a football game! OMFG it is about damn time! We cheered like crazy and even Mandy did an OK job as mascot....I have to admit she actually seems to have found something she is good at. Plus when she takes the mascot outfit off she is dripping in sweat so maybe this will make her lose weight and she won't be such a fat cow anymore.
Saturday night I stayed in with dad and we watched college football together. I had my underwear on and my WVU tank top and he says "WVU doesn't play till tomorrow night!"
My bad!!
So we had a great father/daughter bonding night. I love my dad to pieces!!!
Sunday I spent finishing my homework. I hate homework.
AND I got my period!!! ARRRGGHH!!!!!! No thongs for me for a week! Booooo!!!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
So then we went to the movies. I looked HELLA CUTE in my short miniskirt and matching top. Bekah was all "Uh Steff that skirt doesn't leave much to the imagination". Well no kidding, I like short skirts. Duh!
So we got to the movies and it was one of those theaters that has reclining seats! Those are SO COMFY!!! So we take our seats and I lean back and the lights gown down and Bekah whispers to me "Steff I can see your panties your skirt is so short that you reclining makes them show".
So I just grin and open my legs a bit to give her a better look and she gets all flustered. Hahaha I love teasing her.
So we watched the movie and it was good. We saw that Anabelle movie. I was very scared and I spent most of the film hiding my eyes in Bekah's shoulders.
So we drive back to my house and Bekah is all "You really drive me up the wall when you show yourself off to me, the teasing is very frustrating." And so I say "You don't complain when we are showering at school" and she says "That's different because it is gym class but when we are together as friends you constantly tease me and to be honest it just frustrates me because of how I feel"
I guess I can see her POV.
So I told her if that's what she wanted I wouldn't do it anymore. she said she loved when I did it, but it was too much for her to handle because she knows she can't touch me.
So I had an idea. I say to her "Why don't you just touch yourself when i show you? It won't bother me at all."
Well she nearly drove us off the road when I said that! OMG. She was all "Steffi omg you are insane!" We started laughing. It was funny.
So we got back to my house and I leaned over and gave her a long tight hug. I whispered in her ear "I wish you could stay with me tonight I love snuggling up to you." and she said "Would you show me everything?" and I said "every inch" She sighed and kissed the top of my head and I got out and went inside.
The next day we FINALLY won a football game! OMFG it is about damn time! We cheered like crazy and even Mandy did an OK job as mascot....I have to admit she actually seems to have found something she is good at. Plus when she takes the mascot outfit off she is dripping in sweat so maybe this will make her lose weight and she won't be such a fat cow anymore.
Saturday night I stayed in with dad and we watched college football together. I had my underwear on and my WVU tank top and he says "WVU doesn't play till tomorrow night!"
My bad!!
So we had a great father/daughter bonding night. I love my dad to pieces!!!
Sunday I spent finishing my homework. I hate homework.
AND I got my period!!! ARRRGGHH!!!!!! No thongs for me for a week! Booooo!!!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Thursday, August 24, 2017
Today's musings
So today was a good day. I actually passed my calculus test, which amazed me since I hate it and see no use for it. We had cheer squad practice today and Mandy AGAIN will be in the mascot suit on Saturday. she was told NOT to do any tumbles since she is TOO FAT (my words, the coach said she wasn't co-ordinated enough) and they don't want the mascot's head to come flying off like it did last week. I am serious it was like she was decapitated (which would be funny tbh) and at least it was a funny distraction from our football team getting clobbered.
Bekah and I ate lunch together. I didn't know she was a vegan. I don't understand vegans, how can you NOT eat meat? I mean seriously steak is like the bomb.
Anyway, I told her dad said is was totally cool for her to come over and spend the night Friday. That way she can come to the game and watch me cheer with dad. Then afterwards dad said he would take us to OUTBACK!!! YAY! They have vegan stuff....I think. I mean they have salads so she can eat that.
So she was all "Where am I going to sleep?" and I told her "We have like 5 bedrooms you can take one."
I don't think she realizes just how big our house is.
I like Bekah. We have really clicked as friends. I am also not stupid, I KNOW given the chance she would eat and lick all inside my pussy as I held my legs open for her. But as long as she respects the line I have drawn, we will be ok :)
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Bekah and I ate lunch together. I didn't know she was a vegan. I don't understand vegans, how can you NOT eat meat? I mean seriously steak is like the bomb.
Anyway, I told her dad said is was totally cool for her to come over and spend the night Friday. That way she can come to the game and watch me cheer with dad. Then afterwards dad said he would take us to OUTBACK!!! YAY! They have vegan stuff....I think. I mean they have salads so she can eat that.
So she was all "Where am I going to sleep?" and I told her "We have like 5 bedrooms you can take one."
I don't think she realizes just how big our house is.
I like Bekah. We have really clicked as friends. I am also not stupid, I KNOW given the chance she would eat and lick all inside my pussy as I held my legs open for her. But as long as she respects the line I have drawn, we will be ok :)
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Sunday, August 20, 2017
My dad is awesome
I love my dad. love love love love love him!
He is the best. We had a father/daughter night and it was epic. We made NACHOS!!!! And we got that WWE PPV Summerslam. Dad is a big WWE fan. I am not really that into it, but dad follows it so any excuse to spend time with him I grab. So we made nachos..or rather DAD made nachos because I have a habit of burning stuff in the kitchen :(
So we had this YUGE plate of beef nachos all covered in melted cheese and beans and tomatoes and black olives and lettuce and JALAPENOS!! On the side we had salsa, gallons of sour cream, and guac (which I dont like).
So I am upstairs after my shower before the ppv and I remember I have this WWE t shirt dad bought me, So i go downstairs in my underwear and my WWE t shirt and dad starts laughing and is all "that's my girl" and messes up my hair and I am all "omg my hair"! It was very funny.
so we sit on the couch with our nachos and dad has a beer (yuck) and I have my green tea and Bessie (our basset hound) is sitting with us asleep (thats all she ever does is sleep).
So we watch the PPV and I snuggled up to dad and kinda wrap myself around him and just get comfy and we watch some guy named Brock Lesnar kick the shit out of 3 other guys and my dad is all "omg Brock Lesnar rules!"
But to me, my dad rules :)
So it was a great ending to a very cute and positive day! Now tomorrow I am back in school...booo!!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
He is the best. We had a father/daughter night and it was epic. We made NACHOS!!!! And we got that WWE PPV Summerslam. Dad is a big WWE fan. I am not really that into it, but dad follows it so any excuse to spend time with him I grab. So we made nachos..or rather DAD made nachos because I have a habit of burning stuff in the kitchen :(
So we had this YUGE plate of beef nachos all covered in melted cheese and beans and tomatoes and black olives and lettuce and JALAPENOS!! On the side we had salsa, gallons of sour cream, and guac (which I dont like).
So I am upstairs after my shower before the ppv and I remember I have this WWE t shirt dad bought me, So i go downstairs in my underwear and my WWE t shirt and dad starts laughing and is all "that's my girl" and messes up my hair and I am all "omg my hair"! It was very funny.
so we sit on the couch with our nachos and dad has a beer (yuck) and I have my green tea and Bessie (our basset hound) is sitting with us asleep (thats all she ever does is sleep).
So we watch the PPV and I snuggled up to dad and kinda wrap myself around him and just get comfy and we watch some guy named Brock Lesnar kick the shit out of 3 other guys and my dad is all "omg Brock Lesnar rules!"
But to me, my dad rules :)
So it was a great ending to a very cute and positive day! Now tomorrow I am back in school...booo!!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Sunday, July 23, 2017
Sunday Funday
So today so far has been a very good day. We had a Church picnic where there were HORSES!!! I love horses. I didn't ride one because dad is afraid I will end up like that guy who played Superman, but I got to feed one and stuff so it was great. I trust dad's judgement, I don't want to get injured and end up handicapped and be a burden to society, I would rather be dead.
Tonight we are going to see Dunkirk. I am hoping once again to use my puppy dog eyes and get dad to take me to Outback for dinner. Dad says he feels sorry for whoever I marry because of my habit of using my puppy dog eyes to get what i ant. I told him I don't plan on getting married so it won't be an issue.
It JUST started raining AGAIN! I am sick of all this rain. Plus I got my period so I can't wear my really short miniskirt that I wanted to wear tonight. Booo! Now I have to wear jeans....this sucks......BOOOO!!!!!
That is all for now. I will write more later.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Tonight we are going to see Dunkirk. I am hoping once again to use my puppy dog eyes and get dad to take me to Outback for dinner. Dad says he feels sorry for whoever I marry because of my habit of using my puppy dog eyes to get what i ant. I told him I don't plan on getting married so it won't be an issue.
It JUST started raining AGAIN! I am sick of all this rain. Plus I got my period so I can't wear my really short miniskirt that I wanted to wear tonight. Booo! Now I have to wear jeans....this sucks......BOOOO!!!!!
That is all for now. I will write more later.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Friday, July 21, 2017
Yay for the weekend!!!
Yay the weekend is here! I am sure it will bring many cute and positive things. Love and cuteness always win out over ugliness and hate, remember that!
Monday dad and I head to Vancouver, Canada eh? It should be fun, I have never been to Vancouver and I am excited at the prospect of many new cute and positive things I will see there. We fly out Monday morning...FIRST CLASS! Yay! I flew first class a few times when i was very young, but this will be the first time I will actually be able to enjoy it for what it is. I like flying, I only get nervous during the take off and landing....but, God will protect me and dad so I am not worried!
This weekend I do not work at the car wash because I have to go shopping for stuff to wear to Vancouver and Sunday is some sort of Church picnic, which I am excited about because there will be HORSES!!! YAY!!!! It will be a lot of fun. Horses are beautiful, I wish I had one but dad said after what happened to that guy who used to play Superman that he would never let me ride one. I guess I understand, I do not want to fall and end up a cripple. I would rather die than be handicapped in any way.
Also dad and I are going to the movies this weekend. First we will see Valerian and the City of a Thousand Planets on Saturday, and Sunday night we will see Dunkirk. I am hoping he will take us to Outback (my favorite place). I will just go all puppy dog eyes at him and stuff until I get my way...it works 9 times out of 10.
I saw my ex BFF Mandy today while I was out with dad at the supermarket. She was waddling across the parking lot looking all fat and nasty. dad said "isn't that Mandy?" And I was all "Yeah we better stay away or we will get caught in her gravitational pull". Dad said it wasn't nice to make fun of her and that he remembered when her and I were inseparable. And I was all "Yeah well that was before she got fat and jealous that I made cheer squad and she didn't."
Fat people are lazy. I mean, NO ONE is holding a gun to your head forcing you to over eat...you do it to yourselves because you are WEAK minded and lazy. So I have NO sympathy for someone fat. GO ON A DIET AND WORK OUT!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Monday dad and I head to Vancouver, Canada eh? It should be fun, I have never been to Vancouver and I am excited at the prospect of many new cute and positive things I will see there. We fly out Monday morning...FIRST CLASS! Yay! I flew first class a few times when i was very young, but this will be the first time I will actually be able to enjoy it for what it is. I like flying, I only get nervous during the take off and landing....but, God will protect me and dad so I am not worried!
This weekend I do not work at the car wash because I have to go shopping for stuff to wear to Vancouver and Sunday is some sort of Church picnic, which I am excited about because there will be HORSES!!! YAY!!!! It will be a lot of fun. Horses are beautiful, I wish I had one but dad said after what happened to that guy who used to play Superman that he would never let me ride one. I guess I understand, I do not want to fall and end up a cripple. I would rather die than be handicapped in any way.
Also dad and I are going to the movies this weekend. First we will see Valerian and the City of a Thousand Planets on Saturday, and Sunday night we will see Dunkirk. I am hoping he will take us to Outback (my favorite place). I will just go all puppy dog eyes at him and stuff until I get my way...it works 9 times out of 10.
I saw my ex BFF Mandy today while I was out with dad at the supermarket. She was waddling across the parking lot looking all fat and nasty. dad said "isn't that Mandy?" And I was all "Yeah we better stay away or we will get caught in her gravitational pull". Dad said it wasn't nice to make fun of her and that he remembered when her and I were inseparable. And I was all "Yeah well that was before she got fat and jealous that I made cheer squad and she didn't."
Fat people are lazy. I mean, NO ONE is holding a gun to your head forcing you to over eat...you do it to yourselves because you are WEAK minded and lazy. So I have NO sympathy for someone fat. GO ON A DIET AND WORK OUT!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Saturday, July 15, 2017
Rank 11!
Yay! I am now Rank 11 on World of Warships! This is the highest rank I have ever achieved and I am very happy to have made it. My faithful Bayern has been kicking all sorts of ass and I am very comfortable with it. Going into rank, I thought my main ships would be my Duca or Budy, I wasn't planning on using a BB for ranked as I am a better cruiser captain. But my Bayern has been performing near flawlessly while my 2 cruisers got stomped, so I am sticking with my Teutonic wrecking machine all through ranked this season.
Dad and I had a "discussion" today. He sat me down and said to me:
"I am just curious, but you never seem to want to hang out with your school friends or go on dates or anything. Is everything ok? I mean at school or in your life?"
I told him I was perfectly fine and that between fencing practice, the car wash, and yoga/tai chi I didn't have time to "hang out".
I then told him the truth about why I do not date (I knew he was going to eventually ask me). I told him flat out the thought of having any sort of physical or sexual contact with someone made me physically sick to my stomach and that I found the idea of it disgusting. He asked me if anything had happened to me that he didn't know about (I am pretty sure he was asking me if someone molested or touched me) and I told him NO, and that if it ever had happened I would have run screaming to him so he could kill them.
He said it was ok if I don't want to date but that healthy physical relationships with a loving partner in marriage is ok and that I shouldn't be disgusted by it. I told him i didn't care, that I found it gross and that at this stage in my life this is how I feel. Maybe someday if I met the right person it would change, but right now I am perfectly happy with who I am and what I do. So he smiled and hugged me and said I was his perfect angel and that he loved me. I told him I will always be his little girl and I loved him more than anything.
I am so glad I have such a healthy relationship with dad. We talk a lot and there is never any hidden things or topics out of bounds. It WAS hilarious though when I got my first period he had my Aunt come over to explain it all to me because he was too embarrassed to do it himself hahahahaha!
Anyway, off to bed!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Dad and I had a "discussion" today. He sat me down and said to me:
"I am just curious, but you never seem to want to hang out with your school friends or go on dates or anything. Is everything ok? I mean at school or in your life?"
I told him I was perfectly fine and that between fencing practice, the car wash, and yoga/tai chi I didn't have time to "hang out".
I then told him the truth about why I do not date (I knew he was going to eventually ask me). I told him flat out the thought of having any sort of physical or sexual contact with someone made me physically sick to my stomach and that I found the idea of it disgusting. He asked me if anything had happened to me that he didn't know about (I am pretty sure he was asking me if someone molested or touched me) and I told him NO, and that if it ever had happened I would have run screaming to him so he could kill them.
He said it was ok if I don't want to date but that healthy physical relationships with a loving partner in marriage is ok and that I shouldn't be disgusted by it. I told him i didn't care, that I found it gross and that at this stage in my life this is how I feel. Maybe someday if I met the right person it would change, but right now I am perfectly happy with who I am and what I do. So he smiled and hugged me and said I was his perfect angel and that he loved me. I told him I will always be his little girl and I loved him more than anything.
I am so glad I have such a healthy relationship with dad. We talk a lot and there is never any hidden things or topics out of bounds. It WAS hilarious though when I got my first period he had my Aunt come over to explain it all to me because he was too embarrassed to do it himself hahahahaha!
Anyway, off to bed!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
Happy Tuesday
It is Tuesday and another cute positive day in the great life of me, Steffi. Just showered off after fencing training and yoga and am ready to go to the car wash for a few hours. Our trip to Vancouver is coming up in 2 weeks, so I want to make sure I have my own earned spending money for it! I get an allowance from dad of $100 a week, but sometimes it isn't enough. At first I was hesitant on the whole "get a job so you have a sense of responsibility" thing, but as usual, dad was right. The fact that I now have extra money that I EARNED as opposed to having it handed to me, makes me feel even better about myself.
That is why I do not understand all those people who live on government handouts and who refuse to get a job or an education. They seem content to just coast and let hard working tax payers like dad foot the bill for their existence! And they all keep popping out babies, which gets them even MORE money from the government! Honestly, there should be NO public assistance from the government. That should be up to charities, religious organizations, and private individuals, NOT the government. If you refuse to work and you keep making babies then you should starve, sorry it is just reality.
I think I will wear my green denim cut offs today and a pale yellow sleeveless shirt to go with it. I think that is a cute combination. I asked my dad about that whole "upskirt" thing and he confirmed it is a pretty widespread issue online, with women not knowing them are being filmed. He said whoever is caught filming women like that should be publicly tortured and executed, and I agree. I do not understand the sick perversions of some people. I mean, yeah I have desires and curiosity about things sexually, it is natural, but good lord some people take it to the extreme.
I do not know what I will do after the car wash. I may sit in the sauna for a while. Dad has friends coming over to watch baseball which means I either have to be fully clothed OR I am banished to the upstairs of the house....BOOO!!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
That is why I do not understand all those people who live on government handouts and who refuse to get a job or an education. They seem content to just coast and let hard working tax payers like dad foot the bill for their existence! And they all keep popping out babies, which gets them even MORE money from the government! Honestly, there should be NO public assistance from the government. That should be up to charities, religious organizations, and private individuals, NOT the government. If you refuse to work and you keep making babies then you should starve, sorry it is just reality.
I think I will wear my green denim cut offs today and a pale yellow sleeveless shirt to go with it. I think that is a cute combination. I asked my dad about that whole "upskirt" thing and he confirmed it is a pretty widespread issue online, with women not knowing them are being filmed. He said whoever is caught filming women like that should be publicly tortured and executed, and I agree. I do not understand the sick perversions of some people. I mean, yeah I have desires and curiosity about things sexually, it is natural, but good lord some people take it to the extreme.
I do not know what I will do after the car wash. I may sit in the sauna for a while. Dad has friends coming over to watch baseball which means I either have to be fully clothed OR I am banished to the upstairs of the house....BOOO!!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Saturday, July 8, 2017
Beach observations
I was at the beach today and I made some observations:
Very large fat people should NOT wear small swimsuits. It is disgusting and ruins the view of the beach. Honestly, why would you embarrass yourself by exposing as much of your obesity as possible? I would think you would be ashamed and want to get into shape rather than flaunt your fat rolls.
The amount of vulgar behavior at the beach is troubling. People making out on the sand, in the water, practically on top of each other! Stuff like that is for the marital bed NOT the beach!!
Seeing good looking blonde haired blue eyed girls with ghetto thugs is disgusting. I do not know if they are doing it for shock value or they like being treated like trash, or maybe they just do it to piss off their fathers. These types of relationships always end in violence or pregnancy or STD's, statistics prove it. Just stick with your OWN people.
Sand gets everywhere! I showered a little while ago but I still think I have some sand between my cute little toes.
Dad's hair gets very grey in the sun. Like, its already grey (he says its because of me hahahah very funny) but in the sun it gets even more salt/pepper grey.
I have to be careful in the sun. My skin is kinda pale and I burn very easily. So it is SPF 30 for me!
Seagulls will steal your food if you leave it out in the open and unattended.
That is all for today. I am going to watch Mad Max Fury Road and then go to sleep.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Very large fat people should NOT wear small swimsuits. It is disgusting and ruins the view of the beach. Honestly, why would you embarrass yourself by exposing as much of your obesity as possible? I would think you would be ashamed and want to get into shape rather than flaunt your fat rolls.
The amount of vulgar behavior at the beach is troubling. People making out on the sand, in the water, practically on top of each other! Stuff like that is for the marital bed NOT the beach!!
Seeing good looking blonde haired blue eyed girls with ghetto thugs is disgusting. I do not know if they are doing it for shock value or they like being treated like trash, or maybe they just do it to piss off their fathers. These types of relationships always end in violence or pregnancy or STD's, statistics prove it. Just stick with your OWN people.
Sand gets everywhere! I showered a little while ago but I still think I have some sand between my cute little toes.
Dad's hair gets very grey in the sun. Like, its already grey (he says its because of me hahahah very funny) but in the sun it gets even more salt/pepper grey.
I have to be careful in the sun. My skin is kinda pale and I burn very easily. So it is SPF 30 for me!
Seagulls will steal your food if you leave it out in the open and unattended.
That is all for today. I am going to watch Mad Max Fury Road and then go to sleep.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Thursday, July 6, 2017
A cute day!
Today was a very cute and positive day for me and those I encountered. I worked 4 hours at the car wash and looked very cute in my shorts and lime green sleeveless half shirt. A woman said I was very pretty (I am glad she did not ask me to scissor!). I made people laugh with my jokes and it was a nice sunny day so everything was great!
So now I am home and in my room in my underwear and half-shirt just relaxing looking through the interwebz and listening to music. Dad has some friends over and they are watching baseball so I don't want to go downstairs since last time I did I embarrassed him because whenever I am home I only wear my underwear and a small half shirt. I am most comfortable in these two things and even though dad doesn't care I walked around the house like that (he is my dad so duh) he did say it is inappropriate for his friends to see it. I understand his point, guys being guys they will look and probably feel "something" seeing me like this even though I am 16 and they are all in their 40's. It is only natural an older man would desire a younger woman, it is simple biology. Younger girls are seen as potential breeding mates to a man, which is why you see so many older men with younger women.
Since I listen to my dad in all aspects I will stay up here till they are gone. It's ok, I have everything I need on the top floor of the house anyway so I don't have to go downstairs, I even have my own mini-fridge in my room full of green tea and cottage cheese and grapes, so I am good.
I will probably just relax some more and go to bed in an hour or so. The dog will eventually make her way up here, she sleeps in my room, she has her own comfy chair! And dad will eventually come in to say goodnight, he always does, even if I am asleep. sometimes he thinks I don't hear him but I always do. He kisses me on my head and says "goodnight my perfect gift from God". I pretend I am asleep if I am actually awake when he does this.
Anyway, that is it for today.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
So now I am home and in my room in my underwear and half-shirt just relaxing looking through the interwebz and listening to music. Dad has some friends over and they are watching baseball so I don't want to go downstairs since last time I did I embarrassed him because whenever I am home I only wear my underwear and a small half shirt. I am most comfortable in these two things and even though dad doesn't care I walked around the house like that (he is my dad so duh) he did say it is inappropriate for his friends to see it. I understand his point, guys being guys they will look and probably feel "something" seeing me like this even though I am 16 and they are all in their 40's. It is only natural an older man would desire a younger woman, it is simple biology. Younger girls are seen as potential breeding mates to a man, which is why you see so many older men with younger women.
Since I listen to my dad in all aspects I will stay up here till they are gone. It's ok, I have everything I need on the top floor of the house anyway so I don't have to go downstairs, I even have my own mini-fridge in my room full of green tea and cottage cheese and grapes, so I am good.
I will probably just relax some more and go to bed in an hour or so. The dog will eventually make her way up here, she sleeps in my room, she has her own comfy chair! And dad will eventually come in to say goodnight, he always does, even if I am asleep. sometimes he thinks I don't hear him but I always do. He kisses me on my head and says "goodnight my perfect gift from God". I pretend I am asleep if I am actually awake when he does this.
Anyway, that is it for today.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Wednesday, July 5, 2017
All is great in Steffiland!
Life is great. It really is, well it is for ME I don't know how it is for you...maybe it sucks, I have no idea.
But being ME is fantastic! I am hella cute, very fit, have a loving dad, loads of money, live in a huge house, and have endless amounts of positive energy.
I guess I hit life's lottery jackpot. But it wasn't always this way. In the beginning we were poor...like below poverty level. Lived in a small travel trailer, never int he same place for than a few weeks. We lived like gypsies. I remember one Christmas in a truck stop somewhere in Montana. I remember watching Sesame Street in an office with some secretary of a company my Dad was making his sales pitch to. I remember what it was like to have nothing and how hard dad busted his ass to make life better for us.
I asked him once, when I was very young, "Daddy why do we live like we do?". And I remember he smiled and kissed the top of my head and said "So one day YOU won't have to".
I like to think God rewarded dad and I for all the sacrifices that were made. I like to think God rewarded dad by sending him sch an awesome daughter like me!
I feel I am blessed, not just with my looks but with my attitude. People like to hate on me because I am cute, fit, and have money. They automatically assume I am a bitch, a whore, and my dad made his money illegally. They do not even bother to get to know me. Much like the fat neckbearded fools on World of Warships (like fat stalker Chobittsu and his boyfriend tcbaker777), these subhumans see beauty and success and seek to destroy it out of jealousy and intolerance.
It doesn't matter though, I see the world through my eyes and my eyes are cute and full of positivism.
They can sit at their greasy laptops with their hotpockets and mountain dew and screech their piggy screeches all they want, it falls upon deaf ears!
Anyway, today is car wash day followed by fencing practice. I hope you all have a cute and positive day!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
But being ME is fantastic! I am hella cute, very fit, have a loving dad, loads of money, live in a huge house, and have endless amounts of positive energy.
I guess I hit life's lottery jackpot. But it wasn't always this way. In the beginning we were poor...like below poverty level. Lived in a small travel trailer, never int he same place for than a few weeks. We lived like gypsies. I remember one Christmas in a truck stop somewhere in Montana. I remember watching Sesame Street in an office with some secretary of a company my Dad was making his sales pitch to. I remember what it was like to have nothing and how hard dad busted his ass to make life better for us.
I asked him once, when I was very young, "Daddy why do we live like we do?". And I remember he smiled and kissed the top of my head and said "So one day YOU won't have to".
I like to think God rewarded dad and I for all the sacrifices that were made. I like to think God rewarded dad by sending him sch an awesome daughter like me!
I feel I am blessed, not just with my looks but with my attitude. People like to hate on me because I am cute, fit, and have money. They automatically assume I am a bitch, a whore, and my dad made his money illegally. They do not even bother to get to know me. Much like the fat neckbearded fools on World of Warships (like fat stalker Chobittsu and his boyfriend tcbaker777), these subhumans see beauty and success and seek to destroy it out of jealousy and intolerance.
It doesn't matter though, I see the world through my eyes and my eyes are cute and full of positivism.
They can sit at their greasy laptops with their hotpockets and mountain dew and screech their piggy screeches all they want, it falls upon deaf ears!
Anyway, today is car wash day followed by fencing practice. I hope you all have a cute and positive day!
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Friday, June 30, 2017
My day so far
So finally it didn't storm (well until now anyway) and I was able to get a whole day in at the car wash. Again, I wore my cute cut off shorts and sleeveless half top and I made $65 in tips!! That is on top of my pay! YAY! I made mad bank today. I like working at the car wash, the other people are nice and they are very friendly and moral and supportive of clean living and stuff.
I had some very pretty woman, about 27, compliment me on my outfit and strike up a conversation with me. She asked me what I wanted to do with my future and I told her I wanted to be a vet because I love animals. She said that was awesome and it was nice to meet someone my age who already knew what she wanted to be and that I seemed to be a very level headed young woman. That was so nice of her! She gave me her number and said if I ever wanted to visit her and scissor, I could come over. I didn't know she was into arts and crafts but hey, why not! I used to do arts and crafts when I was younger, I guess she made a career out of scissoring!
Dad picked me up and he asked what I wanted for dinner and I said "Outback!" but he said "Steff we went there last night, so pick something else" so I said "Outback!!!" and he said "Look Steff we were just there pick something else" so I jumped in his lap and bounced up and down and said "Outback!!!"
That wasn't a good idea to do while he was driving :(
Anyway, we didn't crash, and after Dad's blood pressure went back down he said "Ok ok Outback just don't get us killed on the way over".
So now I am home and it has started storming AGAIN! I think I will go float in the pool after I digest this dinner. Dad has some friends over to watch baseball and he had to remind me NOT to parade around in my underwear like I usually do at home. OMG I am going to be in a bikini for the pool and that is smaller than my underwear so what is the big deal? Booo!
Anyway, that is my day so far. It was a very positive cheerful day and I made a lot of people smile with my cuteness and positive attitude, especially that very pretty woman I met today, she was smiling at me a lot as we talked.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
I had some very pretty woman, about 27, compliment me on my outfit and strike up a conversation with me. She asked me what I wanted to do with my future and I told her I wanted to be a vet because I love animals. She said that was awesome and it was nice to meet someone my age who already knew what she wanted to be and that I seemed to be a very level headed young woman. That was so nice of her! She gave me her number and said if I ever wanted to visit her and scissor, I could come over. I didn't know she was into arts and crafts but hey, why not! I used to do arts and crafts when I was younger, I guess she made a career out of scissoring!
Dad picked me up and he asked what I wanted for dinner and I said "Outback!" but he said "Steff we went there last night, so pick something else" so I said "Outback!!!" and he said "Look Steff we were just there pick something else" so I jumped in his lap and bounced up and down and said "Outback!!!"
That wasn't a good idea to do while he was driving :(
Anyway, we didn't crash, and after Dad's blood pressure went back down he said "Ok ok Outback just don't get us killed on the way over".
So now I am home and it has started storming AGAIN! I think I will go float in the pool after I digest this dinner. Dad has some friends over to watch baseball and he had to remind me NOT to parade around in my underwear like I usually do at home. OMG I am going to be in a bikini for the pool and that is smaller than my underwear so what is the big deal? Booo!
Anyway, that is my day so far. It was a very positive cheerful day and I made a lot of people smile with my cuteness and positive attitude, especially that very pretty woman I met today, she was smiling at me a lot as we talked.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Thursday, June 29, 2017
Our house is too big
I think our house is way too big for just me and dad. Sometimes I can't find dad even though I KNOW he is home, that is how big the house is! The dog will go missing all day even though I KNOW she is somewhere in the house.
Our house is 8000 sq foot. And it is just me, dad, and the dog. When I was very young dad and I would play hide and seek in the house and and I could never find him.
I asked dad why we have such a big house when it is just the two of us and he said it is because he bought it as a foreclosure from some ex NBA player and got a very good deal on it. He said he also had to "de-ghettoize" it, whatever that means. That probably explains why I remember we didn't move into it until like 4 months after I first saw it on the day dad bought it.
I have always been nervous that dad bought such a big house because he planned on marrying and have MORE kids but he says that isn't true....which I hope not because I don't want to share him with anyone. And any woman he meets NOW will only want his money anyway (I think he knows that, which is why he isn't dating anyone).
My cousin thinks that he is waiting until I am 18 before he dates again...I hope not, the thought of some woman with dad makes me sick to my stomach. I mean, if he met some nice wholesome Christian woman that was obviously very pure and didn't care about the money (and signed an iron clad pre-nup) and didn't have kids (and wasn't ugly or fat) then I guess it would sorta kinda be ok (I would NEVER call her mom though. I have gone 16 years without calling anyone mom and I don't intend to start now).
She would have to be cute though, I would not want to share this house with an ugly person.
Anyway, all of this is beyond my control. Dad will do what he wants and I know this already, I can just hope for the best.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Our house is 8000 sq foot. And it is just me, dad, and the dog. When I was very young dad and I would play hide and seek in the house and and I could never find him.
I asked dad why we have such a big house when it is just the two of us and he said it is because he bought it as a foreclosure from some ex NBA player and got a very good deal on it. He said he also had to "de-ghettoize" it, whatever that means. That probably explains why I remember we didn't move into it until like 4 months after I first saw it on the day dad bought it.
I have always been nervous that dad bought such a big house because he planned on marrying and have MORE kids but he says that isn't true....which I hope not because I don't want to share him with anyone. And any woman he meets NOW will only want his money anyway (I think he knows that, which is why he isn't dating anyone).
My cousin thinks that he is waiting until I am 18 before he dates again...I hope not, the thought of some woman with dad makes me sick to my stomach. I mean, if he met some nice wholesome Christian woman that was obviously very pure and didn't care about the money (and signed an iron clad pre-nup) and didn't have kids (and wasn't ugly or fat) then I guess it would sorta kinda be ok (I would NEVER call her mom though. I have gone 16 years without calling anyone mom and I don't intend to start now).
She would have to be cute though, I would not want to share this house with an ugly person.
Anyway, all of this is beyond my control. Dad will do what he wants and I know this already, I can just hope for the best.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Tuesday, June 27, 2017
What to do...
So its night here and it is still storming up a storm. I am in my underwear just laying on my bed writing this and listening to Digitally Imported. I don't feel like logging into WOWS and I am not in the mood to play Borderlands 2.
Dinner was great. Dad grilled some steaks and I managed to bake some potatoes without burning the house down. We saved the bones for the dog, she likes them a lot and it will keep her occupied for a few days.
Dad is writing some article for some financial magazine, I have no idea which one nor what it is about. He asked me a weird question tonight. He asked me "How come you never want to go out with your friends?"
I told him that I would rather spend time here at home with him and he said "You aren't always going to be able to spend all your time with me. Someday you have to start hanging out with people your own age."
I don't want to. Almost everyone I know is vulgar and immoral. The few people I am friendly with, well, they are great and all but I just don't want to do the things they like doing. I don't like the same music they do, I don't like the same movies they do, etc etc etc. I find it hard to relate to them on more than a few levels. I know what would happen if I started hanging out with people from school: I would get hit on constantly, the guys would call me a dick tease or something because I don't want any of them. There would be alcohol or drugs and sexual stuff, NONE of which I am interested in at all. So what is the point?
I don't understand why I can't just stay home with Dad, it makes ME happy, so why is it a bad thing?
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Dinner was great. Dad grilled some steaks and I managed to bake some potatoes without burning the house down. We saved the bones for the dog, she likes them a lot and it will keep her occupied for a few days.
Dad is writing some article for some financial magazine, I have no idea which one nor what it is about. He asked me a weird question tonight. He asked me "How come you never want to go out with your friends?"
I told him that I would rather spend time here at home with him and he said "You aren't always going to be able to spend all your time with me. Someday you have to start hanging out with people your own age."
I don't want to. Almost everyone I know is vulgar and immoral. The few people I am friendly with, well, they are great and all but I just don't want to do the things they like doing. I don't like the same music they do, I don't like the same movies they do, etc etc etc. I find it hard to relate to them on more than a few levels. I know what would happen if I started hanging out with people from school: I would get hit on constantly, the guys would call me a dick tease or something because I don't want any of them. There would be alcohol or drugs and sexual stuff, NONE of which I am interested in at all. So what is the point?
I don't understand why I can't just stay home with Dad, it makes ME happy, so why is it a bad thing?
Thanks for reading!
Steff
Monday, June 26, 2017
My first post!
So this is my first post on my new blog. I have gotten a lot of abuse from people over this blog, people who do not think my opinions are important. Well they are important to ME so deal with it. I think they are just jealous because I am hella cute.
I play this game called World of Warships , its a pretty cool game where I get to sink a lot of ships and blow stuff up. I think I am pretty good at the game and I play it honestly. A lot of the people (around 80%) with high win rates (over 65%) get their stats via seal clubbing, which is a process by which they take a fully maxed out captain into a low tier match and kill new players in order to pad their win rate stats. People get REALLY angry when you point this out to them and they all DENY it, but the truth hurts and they can't handle it.
So a bit about me. I live with my Dad "somewhere" in the USA. I am not going to say where as I do not need stalkers. I have been raised by Dad almost since birth. The woman who gave birth to me ran out on me and Dad because she thought his business would never go anywhere and she didn't want to be with a "loser". Well Dad and I lived in a camper and drove all over the USA as he built his business. I was raised in that camper, at truck stops, at motels, and in offices all over the country as Dad shopped his business. As a result I became very independent and, I will admit, very stubborn and opinionated.
Well Dad's business paid off and he made a shit load of $$$. Like MAD bank. He sold his business to some Silicon Valley types for 7 figures and we finally settled down. Now he spends his time doing some consulting work and Op-Ed writing. I am going to be a junior in High School next year.
I fully admit I am a 100% daddy's girl. My Dad is my hero, my role model, my protector. I admit I will always be his princess. I love him more than anything (even if I drive him crazy sometimes, which I admit I do).
I do cheer squad and fencing. I do fencing a LOT, I train all year round for it.
That is about it for now. This is just an introduction post. I will write more when I think of an interesting topic to talk about.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
I play this game called World of Warships , its a pretty cool game where I get to sink a lot of ships and blow stuff up. I think I am pretty good at the game and I play it honestly. A lot of the people (around 80%) with high win rates (over 65%) get their stats via seal clubbing, which is a process by which they take a fully maxed out captain into a low tier match and kill new players in order to pad their win rate stats. People get REALLY angry when you point this out to them and they all DENY it, but the truth hurts and they can't handle it.
So a bit about me. I live with my Dad "somewhere" in the USA. I am not going to say where as I do not need stalkers. I have been raised by Dad almost since birth. The woman who gave birth to me ran out on me and Dad because she thought his business would never go anywhere and she didn't want to be with a "loser". Well Dad and I lived in a camper and drove all over the USA as he built his business. I was raised in that camper, at truck stops, at motels, and in offices all over the country as Dad shopped his business. As a result I became very independent and, I will admit, very stubborn and opinionated.
Well Dad's business paid off and he made a shit load of $$$. Like MAD bank. He sold his business to some Silicon Valley types for 7 figures and we finally settled down. Now he spends his time doing some consulting work and Op-Ed writing. I am going to be a junior in High School next year.
I fully admit I am a 100% daddy's girl. My Dad is my hero, my role model, my protector. I admit I will always be his princess. I love him more than anything (even if I drive him crazy sometimes, which I admit I do).
I do cheer squad and fencing. I do fencing a LOT, I train all year round for it.
That is about it for now. This is just an introduction post. I will write more when I think of an interesting topic to talk about.
Thanks for reading!
Steff
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