vrooom vrooom Rocket League

I am SO into Rocket League! It is so much fun, a lot better than World of Warships, which has become a haven for liberal furries and SJW bullshit.

Rocket League is basically soccer but with cars and it is so much fucking fun omfg.

Bekah had been playing for a while and so I got into it and now we play together and sometimes with her cousin Brian online. It is a fast moving game and its a lot of un even though all 3 of us suck at it lol. It is still fun and doesnt have the toxic hateful culture that World of Warships does like pedophile stalker Chobitsu or fat SJW April Roberts aka Little White Mouse or fascist forum admin Niko Power (who is a Jew)


I am a Semi_Pro now according to the ranking system. But honestly, I dont care about that. Its a lot of fun, especially so since I can play with Bekah. I found a very sexy car called the Triton and I use that and I have it all decked out to be uber cute like me! Yay!!!!


Bekah uses some sort of truck called the Road Hog XL and her cousin uses the Batmobile. lol


Between that and work and camping and spending time with Bekah it has been a great summer so far.


Thanks for reading!

Steff

Random stuff!!!

So it is June and its summer and its hot as hell. I am back at the car wash again to make my own money. dad says its to instill responsibility in me. I don't mind, last year was fun and I made mad bank and was able to look cute and inspire positivism.

Bekah is poor so she NEEDS to work. I told her to wash cars with me but she says she doesn't like being in the heat. So she got a job at the Game stop in the mall. That is cool, now I can get video games at a discount. The issue is her parents cannot afford to send her to college and her grades were not good enough to get any scholarships. Plus, being white she won't get free money thrown at her like they do for illegal immigrants and niggers.

I told her its ok, she should do that Phoenix online or some other online college and I would help pay for it. She said no, that she doesn't want to rely on me for money but I told her "OMFG bekah you are poor as fuck and I have a lot of money let me help you". I think if I work on it all summer I can convince her. I mean, I will be a Vet someday so i will make enough money for both of us so she  can be my receptionist when I open my own Vets office. It would be cool, that way we will be together all day in addition to all night and when its slow I can take her into one of the Vet rooms and eat her pussy.

I asked Bekah who her favorite lezbo was and she said Kristen Stewart, that girl from Twilight. OMFG i hated Twilight, it was lame. Vampires don't sparkle wtf, I bet Blade would kill them all in like 5 seconds. so I looked up a pic of Kristen to see what the attraction for Bekah is:

Ok I can see it. She is pretty cute. And I admit, the fact that she has her pad showing through her underwear is pretty fucking hot as fuck. I MAY eat her pussy if given the chance, MAYBE.

I still think bekah is hotter:

I am So in love with her. And when SHE is in her panties and her pad is showing it drives me up the wall I just want to throw her on the ground and savagely rub our pussies together and bite her neck till its covered in hickies.

sigh.....I love you bekah.


thanks for reading!
Steff

weekend

My weekend was good. I went to see that new Star Wars movie: "Solo"

BARF

If Bekah wasn't with me I would have fallen asleep. It was boring. I mean, it wasn't like a BAD film, it was just boring, there was nothing exciting about it at all. Well, I liked Chewbacca, he is always cool, but the rest of the film almost put me asleep. Dad saw the original Star Wars when he was a kid, but he refuses to see the new ones because he says "SJW's have ruined it."

So when we left and were driving home Bekah says to me: "Hey Steffi, dont think I am weird but I have this...well, like fantasy with you I want to try out."

So I am all "Oh? this sounds like it could be hot or totally immoral in which case I will beat the crap out of you!!"

She laughs (I wasn't joking btw) and says "No, trust me its just....well...its just something I want to try."

SO i say "Ok what?"

So Bekah says: "Well you know how was use that strap on? (Which I love using btw) I want to use it in the car, except I want to put it on and park somewhere and have you suck on it like I am a guy and you are giving me a blowjob."

So I say to her "Bekah, this isn't some sort of step towards you telling me you want to transition into a guy is it, cause if it is, I will literally choke you to death."

And she laughs and says "OMG NO Steff, good lord, even I think those trans people are fucked up. I love being a girl, trust me on that. Its just...well, its just it would be kinda dirty and the thought of it turns me on."


So I am all "Well, ok Bekah. It does sound dirty and to be honest, it sounds like kinda dangerous and fun. Ok, lets park somewhere."

So we go to our usual spot where I know no one ever goes. She gets that strapon thing out of a bag in her car, takes off her jeans and panties, and puts it on. I lean over to the drivers seat and give her a long deep kiss. Then I lay across her lap so I can suck on the strap on cock. I rub it across my face as she runs her fingers through my hair. I lick all the way down it to its "balls" and lick them. I lick all the way up to the top then take it in my mouth and start sucking.

I suck on it for a long time, my head bobbing up and down on it as Bekah moans and runs her fingers through my hair. Because she is naked from the waist down, I can smell the wetness dripping from her pussy, and that turns me on even more. I suck her off hard and long. She is really into it and I am so happy to know its making her feel good that it turns ME on.

I suck on the strap on for at least 45 minutes before she says "I want to cum on you" so I pull back and she grabs the cock and holds it over my face as it cums. It shoots its fake cum all over my face and it is SO hot. Finally, it stops cumming. She gets a towel from the back and cleans my face off. I lean in and we kiss hot and heavy for a long time.

She is all "Thank you, it was better than I fantasized."

And I say to her "You are my girlfriend, I love you. Anything for you."
And she smiles and says "I love when you refer to me as your girlfriend. I know how hard it was for you to accept what we have, and to hear you call me that, to know this is how you really feel. Steff, you have no idea how much it really means to me. Seriously, I love you."

Sigh....life with her is going to be amazing.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Ok I have to explain

So apparently a lot of you readers send comments to me saying I am a lesbian. So i want to set the record straight.

I AM NOT A FUCKING LESBIAN

Lesbians are sinful and will burn in hell. I fell in love with Bekah, who happens to be another girl.
However, I do NOT desire any other girl (or guy for that matter).
I fell in love with Bekah DESPITE her being female NOT because of it.

See, all lezbos have mental issues, which is why most of them commit suicide. And the more you lezbo out, the more you start looking like a man (they are called butch).

I had NO intentions of being with a girl, or anyone else for that matter. I was happy to be alone and single and chaste and pure like God commands. However, God also commands us to find someone to love and he must have looked on me with favor for being such a righteous Orthodox Christian because he sent Bekah into my life.

Yes, Bekah is a girl. Yes, we have sex. Yes, she is my girlfriend. Yes, I AM going to marry her someday.

This does NOT make me a crazed sinful lezbo.

Now Bekah, was a crazed lezbo BUT since she has been with ME she has shed most (not all) or her sinful craven lesbian ways and is more normal. She still needs to make progress but she will get there.

So to clarify:

Steffi: NOT a lesbian

Thanks for reading!
Steffi

Saturday night!

So Saturday night was an experience and a half.

Bekah tells me "Hey you remember that party we went to? They are having another one and we are invited."

And I respond "You mean that lesbian party right?"

And she gets all nervous and quiet and is all "yeah. Them. But you said you had fun last time so I thought.."
And I say "I enjoyed the time with you, but the lezbos I could not care less about. We can go, but, like last time, any of them start doing any weird lesbian shit towards me or you, I will burn that place down."
And Bekah is all happy and is all "Yay! Ok, it will be fun like last time! Trust me, I wont let you away from my side for a minute."

So i decide to dress real sexy so I can torture Bekah and her sinful lesbian friends. I have on a WAY too short white miniskirt (small white thong panties) a half shoulder peach color crop top, and my white converse sneakers. When Belah picks me up she is wearing her jeans, flannel shirt over a white tank top, and a baseball cap flipped backwards. Her mouth hits the floor of the car and she is all "Steff...my God....they are going to go apeshit seeing you like this."

So I lean over and kiss her deep and say "You are the only one who gets to enjoy me."

So on the drive over I have my legs open so Bekah and see my pussy and she is rubbing my thighs and I am all "Mmm you are going to get me wet before we get there then I will have to ditch my panties" And she laughs

So we get to the party and sure enough, every single girl there was looking at me like I was some sort of blonde goddess (I know they all wanted to pin me down, hold my legs open, and lick and eat my pussy for hours)

So Bekah and I are hanging out, listening to music, drinking (no alcohol, alcohol is a sin and you go to hell for drunkeness).

So again i asked Bekah how many of these girls she had lezbo sex with and she says "none of them".


THEN she pauses and looks at this girl on the other side of the room and says "Well, except for her."

And I am all "WTF EXcuse me?"

And Bekah says "Well you asked, that girl over there, her. I was with her. It was only a few times, we werent dating, it was for fun. Nothing serious."

At this point all i want to do is clothesline that girls head off and then beat the fuck out of Bekah BUT, I promised I would behave.

"Bekah, I will remain calm but I refuse to talk to her and I dont want you talking to her either or I will kill both of you."

Bekah laughs and hugs me and says "You are my world. You are all i want or need, for eternity. Believe me."

So I lean in and kiss her deep right in front of all the lezbos who can only watch and be jealous HAHHAHAHAHAH. i actually run my hands over her ass as we kiss just for dramatic effect.


So i whisper to Bekah "Lets find a private spot" And she is all "You aerious?"

so I take her by the hand and we find a closet and we both go in and we start going at it. she pulls my thong off and starts fingering me and I wrap one leg around her as she plunges her fingers in and out of my wet pussy. I bite her neck hard and give her a huge hickey as she fingers me.

She puts a finger inside my ass and pumps away with it as I rub her pussy through her jeans.

After about 15 min or so, we both cum. I put my thong back on but my hair is a mess and she is covered in hickies. We leave the closet and we are both smiling and glowing. The lezbos at the party can tell what we just did and its so fucking hot.


I love her


Thanks for reading!
Steff

I'll shill my blog where I want u tard

SO I haven't been on much lately, too busy with school and fencing and whatnot. So I was playing a quick game of World of Warships and I said in chat BEFORE THE MATCH STARTED "hey read my blog"

Well some self appointed fat neckbearded virgin starts REEEEEEEEE'ing "NO ADVERTISING! HURR DURR YOU ARE REPORTED!"

Really?

It was before the match started, I didn't spam, and yet this self appointed fat pedophile neckbeard gets his size 54 underwear in a bunch. I swear I bet he was spewing Cheetoh dust all over his laptop as his diabetic fingers typed.

This is why i hate most people and can only deal with a few select individuals. Snowflakes, fat neckbeards, soy boys, white trash, I hate them all.

Really the only people I truly bother with are Dad and Bekah.

sigh...I love Bekah so much. She is graduating this year and I still have a year of high school to go.

I can't wait till i am out of HS and can go to college and have her come with me so we can get an apartment and live together while I study to be a vet.


Thanks for reading!

Steff

Gun control?? BS!

so after that stupid shooting in Florida, the Jews have really been pushing this whole gun control thing. Except this time they are using crisis actors and clueless children to do their dirty Jew-work for them.

This David Hogg guy looks like a typical soy boy cuck faggot. I am serious, Bessie my basset hound could kick his ass. The 2 Amendment is there to protect us from tyranny, but as usual the kikes HATE that and will try to disarm patriotic white christian Americans. Thank God Donald Trump will never let them!

This gun control thing even effected ME personally!

Bekah as over and she was lying leaned back into me on my bed as we watched a movie on NetFlix (which I am cancelling now btw because that bitch Susan rice is on the board) I had my arms around here and was just enjoying being with her when she says:

"I am glad we can watch movies and not have to see the news, its been terrible recently"

and I was all :
"Yeah with all those retarded kids trying to take away our right to bear arms and stuff. a bunch of communists."

So Bekah replies:
"But Steffi, we need gun control. Too many school shootings and people having access to military grade weapons. Guns kill so many people."

Excuse me? WHAT THE FUCK!

So immediately I slap a choke hold on her. Its like a version of the Cobra Clutch. My arms goes around her neck and my other arm locks it in and I squeeze with all my strength. Immediately she yells out and her eyes bug and she is all "ACK WHAT THE FUCK STEFFI" and she is clawing at my arms trying to break the hold and I just squeeze tighter and I yell at her

"Gun control is communism! Our rights come from GOD and no one can take them away Bekah what the fuck is your problem!"

She cant talk and she is gasping for air and her face is turning red. She tries to stand but I pull her back down and wrap my legs around her and really lock the hold in. I can see her eyes bug out and I swear she is starting to foam at the mouth. She is all waving her arms around and she starts pounding the bed like she is tapping out and I am yelling:

"Do not ever say shit like that again Bekah! Communists go to hell!"

So I can feel her going limp and I dont want to kill her, just teach her a lesson so I let her go and she immediately starts gasping for air and she is all crying like a little bitch.  So I say to her"

"Bekah you really need to get with the program. Our rights come from the Almighty himself and those retards from that school, who are crisis actors BTW, will not take them away."

After a while she regains her composure and she gets up like she is leaving and I am all:
"Where the fuck do you think you are going?"

and she is all quiet and she says "Home"

and I am all "No you aren't, get back over here."

she bows her head and sits next to me and quietly says "You abuse me"

OMFG what a drama queen

and I am all "Uh no i don't, I just react to some of the improper things you say. Things that are sinful or anti-american. You need to learn to stop that stuff. I love you, I want to be with you forever, I dont want to be in heaven while you burn in hell for your views and opinions."

she just sits there so I go to her and hold her and stroke her hair. After a while she says quietly "I am pathetic." and she lays back down in my arms.

so I tell her :you are not pathetic, I love you. You are my girlfriend. I am going to marry you one day."

and she looks up at me with tears and says "youve never called me your girlfriend before."

and I say to her "Well maybe ive come to the realization that is the proper term for what we have.'

I lean in and kiss her and we kiss lovingly and passionately for a long time.

We end up naked and eating each other out for a long time. Just like it should be.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

random stuff

Not much going on. Its snowing like crazy here, I thought winter was over! Boooo!

I wanted to build a snowman but its way too cold and windy. Why can't it be a nice calm snow like I see at Christmas on the Hallmark Channel? I don't have time for no blizzard!

Thank God our pool is indoors so I can still go swimming or sit in the hot tub. Its kind of peaceful to be floating in our pool while looking outside at the howling wind and snow. Bessie hates the snow because her ears are too long and they get all cold. Plus she is low to the ground so its hard for her to get around in it. Poor basset hound :(  She runs outside, does her business, then runs back in and I have to dry her off so she doesn't bring wet dog smell into the house. I usually dry her off in the pool area then she will hang out by the gas fireplace and sleep before I will let her back into the house.

The pool area (or porch, I don't know what the proper term is) is all insulated from the cold so we can swim all year round. The pool is here, plus the hot tub and the gas fireplace and a few couches and chairs and a table and a 55 inch TV. I like being out here because I can look at the snow but still be warm and cozy.

Bekah used that strap on thing that shoots fake cum on me again. She asked if we could use it again and I said sure, it was kinda hot last time. So she put it on and made me suck it like i was giving her a blowjob. I sucked on it for  along time as she ran her fingers through my hair. Then she got on top of me and pushed it deep in me and started fucking me with it. She plowed me for a long ass time, like over an hour. I must have cum 4 times. Finally she pushed the button on it as she was cumming and it shoot loads of that fake cum deep inside me. It was warm and felt so hot. It was really intimate. Afterwards we lay wrapped around each other as the fake cum leaked out of me and we kissed.

Anyway, thats all for now. Thanks for reading!
Steff

Strike!

Well our dumbass teachers are still on strike. I dunno why they feel the need to strike, they have JOBS wtf is their problem!?!?!?

Typical liberal bullshit. All it is doing is disrupting OUR education! They should all be fired and then shot or put into work camps.


The good thing about this is I get to spend ALL my time with Bekah. We have gone out to dinner, to the movies, and enjoyed our time together.

So a few days ago she says this to me:

"Hey Steff, lets go to a party. There will be music and dancing and stuff."

"Oh? Whose party"?

"A girls I know from (REDACTED) is having a house party and she invited me and whoever I want to bring"

So I am curious so i say to her:
"What sort of party is this?"

And Bekah says "Its just a house party. Just people around our age hanging out, listening to music, dancing, they have a big backyard and will have lights set up and everything. You don't have to drink, and these people dont do drugs."

So I say to her:
"Ok well, what sort of people will be there?"

And she gets quiet and says:
"Well.....people like us."

"You mean teenagers?"

"Yeah but more than that. People who believe in the things we believe in."

"You mean Orthodox Christianity and Nationalism?"

"NO Steff. I mean people who.....people who feel like we do....about each other."

So I say:
"Bekah....is this a LESBIAN party?"

And she looks at the ground and sort of shuffles her feet.

"Well, They are MOSTLY lesbians but there are a few straight girls and bisexuals too"

WHAM I clobbered Bekah with a clothesline. She dropped like a sack of rocks and hit the floor. I jumped on her back and slapped the camel clutch on her while she cried. I yelled:

"I TOLD YOU WE ARE NOT LESBIANS AND I TOLD YOU WHAT I WOULD DO IF YOU EVER BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN!"

she was crying her eyes out sobbing in pain and was all "AAARRGGHH you are breaking my back Im sorry I just thought it would be a nice night out PLEASE STOP YOU ARE BREAKING MY SPINE"

I just pulled back on the camel clutch harder as she slapped her hands on the floor like she was tapping out. I yelled

"I told you we are NOT lesbians!! WHY MUST YOU MAKE WHAT WE HAVE SINFUL!"

I released the camel clutch and stood over her. I flipped her over on her stomach she she cried and spasmd on the floor. I got on top of my bed and dropped the elbow across her chest WHAM!!!!

She started convulsing like she was being electrocuted. It was kinda funny to be honest.

I got on top of her and grabbed her by the head and said "You will never ever ever see me again if you bring this lesbian shit up one more time. You got it?"

and she was all crying her eyes out and she says "Im sorry im so sorry i wont i swear please dont leave me i love you"

So I lay down next to her and held her tight as she cried in my arms for an hour. i stroked her hair and kissed her head and told her over and over again I loved her and I wont leave her as long as she behaves and stays away from sinful things like lesbians.


she kept saying over and over "please dont leave me" and i told her i would not. I held her till she stopped crying and i kissed her and i said
"Look Bekah, if you want to go to this party we can, but if ANYONE asks if I am a sinful lesbian I am going to say no. I get the feeling you want to go to this so I am willing ok?"

So she smiles and nods her head and I kiss her and hold her tight.

Well we went to this party and I have to admit it wasn't bad. They had awesome music, and a lot of non alcoholic stuff to drink....they did have alcohol but i didnt see anyone too drunk. i DID notice a lot of the lezbos were checking me out and I could tell Bekah was a combination of jealous and proud. I hung all over her all night to indicate she was MINE and she was hands off!

we danced and we talked to a lot of people. I met some of her "friends". I kept asking her if she lezbo fucked any of them and she said no but she did make out with a few..GRRRRRRR!!!

anyway we had a good time, and it made her happy. She just needs to understand what we have is NOT lesbiansism but rather, LOVE.


thanks for reading!
Steff

Loved

I feel so loved when Bekah is here, I love being with her, even if we are just walking next to each other or watching TV or driving in her car, just to be physically near her makes my heart and soul sing.

We have such an intimate bond. We have explored each other's bodies time and time again and each time we both discover something new about one another.

A few nights ago I held her in my arms as she suckled my tits. I held her like I was breastfeeding her and she sucked on my tits for over and hour as I cradled her in my arms and kissed the top of her head. It was SO intimate. It was such a bonding experience.

I hate when she is not here. I cannot wait for the day we can live together and I can give myself to her anytime of day or night. It will be heaven.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Super Bowl

So Bekah and I watched the Super Bowl together. Dad went to a sports bar that was having an all day party so we had the house to ourselves.

She wanted the Patriots to win (Boooo!) and I didn't because Tom Brady left his pregnant first wife for his current super model wife, so he can burn in hell.

So we made a bet...if the Eagles win i get to do anything I want to her and if the Patriots win I have to clean her house.....wtf...I do NOT house clean that's why we have a house cleaner that comes twice a week WTF!


so we watch the game with Bessie (my basset hound) and every time the Eagles score or do something great I yell and Bessie barks.

So you all know what happened...EAGLES WIN! YAY! and bekah is all "Damn now I have to clean my own house". and I am all "Yeah and now I am going to have my way with you"

So I throw her back on my bed and she is all "Wait steff, we can't" and I am all "WTF Bekah you LOST!" and she is all "Steff, I am having my period" and I am all "I don't fucking care" so I go to unzip her jeans and she is all "NO Bekah, stop. It's gross wtf is wrong with you?"

So this pisses me off so I drop the elbow on her stomach like The Rock. she is all "AAUUGGHH WTF STFF!" and I am all "Do not say NO to me Bakah wtf have I told you before?!?!"

and she is all "Steff, my period" and I sigh and I explain "Look, so what? Its a natural biological function. it makes us female. its a sign we are fertile. you only think its gross because society convinced you to make you ashamed of your own body."
so she gets all quiet and she finally says "i should know better than to argue with you steff" and i say to her "look, if you really dont want to we dont have to, but make sure its because YOU dont want to, not because society convinced you that during your period no one can touch you."

so she looks ay me and says "I WANT to....im just embarressed. but you love me, so its ok."

so i go to unzip her jeans and she doesnt resist. I pull her jeans off and she opens her legs. she has on a pair of pink panties and i can see her maxi pad. i rub and caress her stomach and thighs as she moans softly. i rub her pussy through her pad and she smiles. i lift off her shirt and bra and suckle at her tits for a while, kissing her deeply. i kiss down her stomach to her panties and i pull them off, he pad inside her panties. i undress myself and get on top of her and she wraps her legs around my waist. we grind together for a long time, a LONG time. it feels wonderful.

after a while we get up and yeah, its a little messy. but we shower off and then get dressed and lay on the couch together cuddling.

all in all a great day!

Thanks for reading!
steff