Football means Steffi is BANISHED!

Well its Thursday night football and as usual, poor Steffi is banished to the upstairs while dad and his friends watch the game. dad said that if I put some clothes on, I could watch with everyone, but I like being in my underwear when I am home and I refuse to change just because his friends are here. So I will stay up here and relax while they get their football on.

Remember some time ago i wrote about a woman who wanted to scissor me and I didnt know what the term meant at the time? Well I asked Bekah about it and she was all "WTF hahaha really, she asked you to scissor?" So I asked her if she ever did it and she told me she had, many times. I asked her what it was like and she said it was really intense and that you could orgasm multiple times doing it, plus it was very intimate. She asked me what I felt about it and I told her flat out I found the idea of sexual contact with either gender to be disgusting and gross. She asked me why I felt this way and I told her I just did and that I couldn't explain it, it was just something I found gross.

She then said "Ok if that is true WHY do you like being naked with me and showing yourself off to me in a very intimate manner?"

And I told her it was for HER benefit because I know she wants me but can never have me so it's a gift I can give her. Plus it makes me feel empowered to do that and look at her watching me.

She shook her head and laughed and said "That is all kinds of crazy fucked up but, whatever, it's what makes you so fucking adorable."

OMG she thinks I am adorable! yay!

Anyway, that is about all for now. I may write more later, who knows!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Bronies should be put to death

Bronies are a cancer on society. A Brony is a grown man (usually autistic or retarded) who watches My Little Pony. Bronies are, by definition, pedophiles. Every single brony on Earth is using this fandom to stalk young children. This is a FACT and it is NOT in dispute.

Look at some examples of Bronies:

BTW that last pic is WOWS pedophile and stalker Chobittsu.

Anyway, there is only ONE FINAL SOLUTION to the Brony menace:

I will write more tonight
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Random stuff

So todays cheer squad practice was rough. We practiced a whole new set of cheers and they were very intense. My legs hurt now from doing so many kicks and splits.

Bekah came and watched cheer practice. It was nice having her there watching me. After practice was over I was too tired to go shower off so I just grabbed my stuff and told Bekah I was ready to go.

She could tell I was in a bad mood so we just walked quietly to her car. After I got in she asked me what was wrong. I told her I was just tired and sore from cheer squad, that was all. I said my legs hurt and I dont like being in pain so all i wanted to do was go home and take a long hot shower.
So she says "Without me?" with a laugh and THAT made me laugh and I said "I would rather take all my showers with you." And she got all quiet.

So she drove me to my house and I gave her a long tight hug before I got out. She put both her hands on the sides of my face and kissed me on the top of my head and smiled.

It is nice to have such a great BFF!


So I took a LONG hot shower (like an hour) and it was very relaxing. I finished my homework, played some WOWS, and now I am in bed just relaxing my poor hurting legs and feet.

So Friday Bekah and I are going to dinner and then to the movies. It will be fun! I have a new really really short miniskirt I want to wear and the cutest top to match!

Ok well I am going to bed!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Tuesday 2day!

Almost time for bed! Another Tuesday in the books int he cute and positive life of Steffi!

We dissected a shark in biology today and I was a bit let down. I thought we would be dissecting like a 15 foot Great White or something but it was some lame 2 foot shark that didn't look at all threatening. Booo! False Advertising!

I will be staying late tomorrow after school for Cheer Squad. We have some new cheers we want to work on. Bekah said she would stay too and watch and drive me home so dad doesn't have to. That is SO sweet! I am very happy she will watch me cheer! Yay!

Bekah needs a new car though. She has an old Ford Escort and TBH it is kinda lame. She laughs at it and says it is all she can afford. She said it runs perfect because she maintains it and doesn't go abusing it like a lot of people here do to their cars. I told her I want a Corvette when I get my license and she said maybe I should get something older to learn how to drive before I get a $80,000 car. OMG I want a Corvette and that is what I am going to get!

We are going to go to the movies Friday night. It will be fun! Dad said I have to be home by 10 pm though, which is ok with me because I have to cheer Saturday.

I think that is all for now. I am going to go to sleep!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Night!

I am in bed and I am very sleepy. I just got done chatting with Bekah on messenger. I miss her not being here.

I was thinking of what to buy her. i want to get her a gift but I am having trouble deciding what kind of gift. We were chatting tonight about her sexuality and she explained to me there are 3 types of lesbians (which I didn't realize!):

Butch
Femme
Tomboy

Butch lesbians look, dress, act, and talk like men. Bekah said they have short crew cut hair, don't wear makeup, wear pants never dresses or skirts, and are usually heavier or bulkier.

Femme is the total opposite. They look, act, dress, and are otherwise indistinguishable from straight women. They usually are VERY fit, wear more expensive clothes, and are very good looking.

Tomboy is a combination of the 2. Bekah said that is what she considers herself. A Tomboy will wear flannel and jeans and boots like a butch, but has long hair, wears makeup, and acts and talks like a Femme. She pics of the three types:

she said if I was a lesbian (which I am totally NOT btw) I would be a femme type.

So based on all this information I was thinking of something toboyish for her. I was going to buy her some nice panties BUT she wears guys boxers as underwear. I guess that is a tomboy lezbo thing.

So instead I decided to buy her a few Neff beanies and a flannel shirt. I think she will like them.

She also said you can tell whats up with lesbian couples based on their types. Like a Butch-Butch couple will usually last a lifetime as they are straight up 100% sure of their sexuality but their may be issues with both trying to be "alpha" or the man in the pairing.

A Femme-Butch couple is usually a disaster because in this situation the femme isn't really a lesbian but is bisexual or only THINKS she is a lesbian which is why she goes for a masculine looking woman.

Femme-Femme and Tomby-Femme couples are the most stable pairings apparently. Femme-Femmes work because they are both good looking and are more like best friends who happen to have sex. Tomboy-Femme works because the tomboy has just enough masculinity to be "the man" while still being 100% female and the femme is not threatened by this. It is all very confusing.

This is why I prefer to be with NO ONE. It is too complicated!

Ok I am off to bed!
Thanks for reading!
Steff

Monday Monday....

So another Monday is in the books in the cute and positive life of Steffi.

Today was a good day all things considered. I have to write a paper in English, boo!! History was fun, and in Biology we are going to dissect a shark! OMG that is gonna be cool TBH. There is a meeting tonight to discuss our football coach as many parents have complained he has no idea wtf he is doing.

A lot of the players need to have good games to show off for college recruiters. For a lot of people here, that football scholarship is their ticket out of poverty and into a college they could never afford otherwise and it looks BAD if your team has a losing record or your coach is an idiot.

It is also rough to cheer for a team that gets clobbered every week. I mean, yeah we try and be upbeat  and positive but when your coach calls plays that an autistic brony wouldn't even call, you know there is a problem at hand.

So I was in the cafeteria and suddenly I felt someone's hands on my shoulders, I turned around ready to punch someone in the face and I saw it was Bekah! I was so happy I jumped in her arms and was all "OMG my BFF". She doesn't eat lunch the same time I do, but she was going to her next class and saw me and wanted to say hi. It made my day I was so happy to see her!

We didn't have gym class today so we didn't get to shower together. Boo! She is my shower buddy.
But she sent me a instant message:

missed seeing your naked self at gym :p

Hahaha! That was sweet. Her sexuality doesn't bother me, I know she looks at me with desire but it is ok, I told her I didn't mind or felt weird about it.

So all my homework is done and I am playing some WOWS for a bit before I go off to bed. I bought that Graf Zeppelin German CV that everyone hates, but I think it is pretty effective.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sunday Sunday

So its late Sunday night and I am getting ready for bed. Today was a good day but I was sad when Bekah went home. It was nice having her here all weekend. We slept in late Sunday. When I woke up i realized sometime during the night I snuggled up to her and had my arm around her waist and my head on her shoulder. But it was very comfortable so I fell back asleep like that with her.

So we had breakfast and then she had to leave. I walked her to her car and I hugged her tight and she gave me a kiss on  the top of my head and went home. i was sad even though I know I will see her Monday at school. It is wonderful to have a friend again, especially someone I can relate to. Dad is also happy for me because he worries about me being such a loner.

Anyway, homework is all done, clothes all laid out for tomorrow and I am in bed just relaxing. Tomorrow starts another cute and positive day in the life of Steffi.


Thanks for reading!
Steff

Sleep!

hahahaha Bekah fell asleep!

Just finished watching that fight. Mayweather won and I think dad and his friends are pissed off cause I can hear them shouting and cursing downstairs.

I just wanted to write I am so glad I met Bekah. We have bonded in a away I never thought I could with a friend. She is literally like a twin, we have so much in common. Its amazing, I went from disgusted to freaked out to grateful. I remember when I first noticed her looking at me in the showers I felt revolted and put off. Now, I actually look forward to her watching me so I can show myself off to her.

Its weird. I am not attracted to her in any sexual way at all, but it feels so empowering to be naked in front of her, knowing she cant have me, bending over as I wash myself so she can see inside of me. I know its weird but the feeling of power I get knowing she is transfixed on my body is intoxicating.

I mean, i don't want her to touch me or anything at all, but I love showing her my body. Maybe I am weird, who knows!

Anyway, she is asleep in my bed so I am going to climb in with her and fall asleep. But first I have to get Bessie to move because she took my spot! lazy basset hound!

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Saturday cuteness day!

Another Saturday! The last Saturday of August.

So Bekah has been here since Friday. We stayed up late watching movies on Netflix and playing a few video games. Around 2am we were both tired and decided to call it a night. So I was all "You can stay here with me, you dont have to stay in the guest room." And she was all "are you sure? I mean, you know what I mean." So I told her I was ok with it and I trusted her. So I grabbed a few extra pillows and we flopped into my bed. Then Bessie jumped up and tried to snuggle between us and I was all "oh no, go sleep at the foot of the bed." Bekah was laughing because Bessie was trying to lick her face. It was very cute! So we finally fell asleep and it was very nice and comfortable having her there instead of down the hall.

So we woke up at 9am because it was game day! I had a bad feeling we would get clobbered again but, I am on cheer squad so I have to try and motivate everyone. So We woke up and had breakfast that dad made (I would have burnt the house down) and he ran out quick to get stuff for the big fight tonight. SO we went upstairs and I was all "Time to shower and get ready." So I grab my robe and head into the bathroom and turn the shower on and I am all "You coming?" and Bekah is like "What? What are you talking about?" And I explain to her that we always shower together. And she was like "But that is at school, we aren't at school." And I said to her "But, we are shower buddies!" And she laughed and said "You are crazy." And she got undressed in front of me and got into the shower with me. So the conversation went like this:

Bekah: You know what I am so why do you want me in here?

Me: Look, I am confident enough in my own sexuality that I can shower with you and not be bothered by it. Besides, I KNOW you are attracted to me and YOU know I am NOT a lesbian, so I feel bad I can't return those feelings. Showering with you is sort of my way of giving you something, because I know you like it."

And she just looked at me and said "You know that is crazy fucked up but also probably the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me."

I honestly feel bad I can't return those feelings that she has. But that is life. So I made sure to give her a good look at me. I even bent over deep for her  while washing my legs to give her a good view. I leaned against the shower wall and soaped myself up and rinsed myself off while she watched me, It actually felt empowering, I guess like how a stripper must feel knowing a guy is watching her but can't touch her.

It was honestly sexy as all hell.

Anyway, after all that we got dressed and it was time for the game. I cheered my heart out and even that idiot Mandy didn't fuck up this time as the school mascot.

BUT AGAIN WE GOT CLOBBERED.

This sucks. A lot of the guys want to go play for WVU and they won't be able too if our team keeps losing. This stinks!!!

So dad took us to Outback for dinner, which was great. He likes Bekah and told me it was about damn time I got a friend.

So now both Bekah and I are banished upstairs as dad and his friends watch that big fight. Bekah and I will watch it up here when it goes on. Right now she is playing League of Legends and I am writing this blog because TBH I think LOL sucks ass.

I will write again later.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Friday Night stuff

So it is Friday night and Bekah is staying over (yay!)

The look on her face when she walked into my house was priceless. Her jaw was on the ground and she was all "omg you live here?" hahaha!

So I took her by the hand and gave her a tour of the house. She was all "what does your dad do?"
So i told her the story of me and dad and how we ended up here. She was all "My god this place is epic, i want to move in". that was so sweet :)

So dad made nachos and we ate and talked and stuff. Now dad is downstairs with his friends watching baseball and AS USUAL I am banished to the second floor because of my walking around in my underwear habit. Bekah was surprised by it. We went upstairs with the nachos and stuff to watch a movie and she was all "Why are you getting undressed?" and I told her this is how I walk around the house, it's just my thing. Then i was all "You shower with me and see me naked like almost every day what is the big deal?" and she was all "well, no big deal I guess."

Hahaha I made her blush. so I told her if she wanted she could walk around in her underwear too so she got undressed.

so now I am writing this as she plays COD. I bought that new CV on WOWS that everyone hates. I dont know why they hate it, I think it's pretty good. I guess because that stupid Little White Mouse chick hates it the lemmings who fall on her every word have to hate it as well.

So I played a few games with it and it has a steep learning curve but it IS effective if you just have patience and recognize what she can and cannot do Too many people just want an instant I WIN button (like Little White Mouse, who actually is a horrible player) instead of having to THINK and STRATEGIZE.

Tomorrow is game 2 of our football season and we will probably get clobbered again. I am sure Mandy will also screw up being the school mascot. But it won't matter, i will look hella cute in my cheer outfit and will try and spread positive vibes.

Ok I am going to go play more WOWS and then head to bed. Bekah is supposed to sleep in the guest room but I am going to ask her if she wants to sleep in my room. I have a king sized bed so there is room for two...plus Bessie, my basset hound.

Thanks for reading!
Steff

Today's musings

So today was a good day. I actually passed my calculus test, which amazed me since I hate it and see no use for it. We had cheer squad practice today and Mandy AGAIN will be in the mascot suit on Saturday. she was told NOT to do any tumbles since she is TOO FAT (my words, the coach said she wasn't co-ordinated enough) and they don't want the mascot's head to come flying off like it did last week. I am serious it was like she was decapitated (which would be funny tbh) and at least it was a funny distraction from our football team getting clobbered.

Bekah and I ate lunch together. I didn't know she was a vegan. I don't understand vegans, how can you NOT eat meat? I mean seriously steak is like the bomb.

Anyway, I told her dad said is was totally cool for her to come over and spend the night Friday. That way she can come to the game and watch me cheer with dad. Then afterwards dad said he would take us to OUTBACK!!! YAY! They have vegan stuff....I think. I mean they have salads so she can eat that.

So she was all "Where am I going to sleep?" and I told her "We have like 5 bedrooms you can take one."

I don't think she realizes just how big our house is.

I like Bekah. We have really clicked as friends. I am also not stupid, I KNOW given the chance she would eat and lick all inside my pussy as I held my legs open for her. But as long as she respects the line I have drawn, we will be ok :)


Thanks for reading!
Steff